Dec 19, 2006 17:01
so i'm putting off my english paper to write on here. it's about anxiety. ironic eh? :/ i thought it'd be really easy..and i keep getting distracted. i wrote a cute note to josh, and now i'm done. so i need to keep ignoring my stupid paper. it should snow like RIGHT NOW. i mean it's so goddamn cold.
on a lighter note, things are great. i stopped coversating with the problem in my relationship. and things have never been better. i'm so in love with josh it's absolutely crazy. i'm so happy to have him for christmas..well actually, for like every single day. 2 1/2 more days of school left & i'm so excited. friday i'm going shopping for josh's present. :D i haven't really decided yet what i'm getting him..he's going friday too with me. yet iuno how that'll work? haha. mebbe i'll hide. oh, and my ex boyfriend from a long time ago called me. he says he's into motocrossing. & i was like ooh cool. :/ bleh. anti-depressants ruin your life too. i've never been happier without them. i was really sick yesterday, i think it's withdrawl. i party ALOT now. i like having lots of close friends. it makes lindsey happy. i miss ryan. ryan i miss you! come back. i've known you since we were like 5. i'm sure you're reading this. anyways. i'm doing pretty okay in school. A's, B's, and like 2 C's. but they'll be so easy to bring up. it's photography & math. cmon dude. one way to bring up a grade would be to finish my damn paper. but i don't feel like it, kay? :) i need to go get my hair done again. that'll make me happy. i think i'm gonna paint my nails to waste some more time! this concludes my dreading. i love you josh.