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i guess i'm writing in here because i'm upset..or something. i hate making him feel bad, i hate making him feel awful and upset. i want things to get better & i'm gonna try hard to make them back the way they were. i'm just afraid something bad will happen & i'll get hurt. i love you alex, i really do. my week was awful, my weekend was even worse. getting hugs from a million people & hanging out with jess, michelle, jess & meg was pretty cool though. playing the i love you game in the mall. i miss alex. i feel really sick, this sucks.