love rant
im planning on starting a site of my own in september about which will be a very minimalistic but sexy thing which will serve as a forum for my opinions and whatnot..basically everything i cant say everywhere else i write. its necessary to me anyway. umm. i'll also have music i record there and maybe some other shit. anyway for now here's a vague idea of the kind of shit i'll be posting (it wont be in conversation form, at least not usually):
megan said:
nooo you gimmie a fun, relaxing steady job that lets me love life
मुक्ति said:
like mine
except
couple fo the dudes were being knobs
hates it
but i ignore
megan says:
hehehe
why people knobbing?
मुक्ति says:
dunno
theyre people
i guess
first time i idd something i wasnt sposed to but it basically wasnt my fault at all, and very minor..when i went into the office later that day the guy was acting totally normal to me..it was very weird
second time was another guy and it was cause i left a comment on an article expressing my stance on piracy
and he got like really annoyed, cause before they'd said, we cant condone it etc
i was like, yeah, okay..
i didnt condone it explicitly, but umm..i told him i figured cause it was in a comment it woudl be ok
but he was assholey about it i thought
so im not looking forward to going into the office next time
megan says:
ohh, okay
how often do you go in there?
मुक्ति says:
twice a month
either way, like, if i did something wrong, do you really have to be a dick about it. that just makes me do shittier work
cause since then ive been doing the minimal amount of everything
megan says:
yeah, people are so non understanding
like at the clothing store when i didnt use the folding board
like she shit a brick
and another time i didnt count the articles of clothes someone took into the changing room...which makes sense, but nobody told me to do it, and i seen the other woman who worked there bypass doing that a million times
and she like...really death-ray stared me down
why cant people just say "you can't do that because ____. its okay though, just telling you. i understand you are a person and live for more than just this job" hahaha
मुक्ति says:
im so glad you understand
like waht the fuck
i understand more ina clothing store though
cause its a stupid job and people hate htemsleves etc
but this is a cool job. you'd think people would be happier and more understanding and not wanting to jump down your throat
but no
nothing is enough for people
ugh
they make me sick
to be fair i guess they were cool for awhile
cause a number of times i did stuff that i guess i didnt know better about, or if i did it just kinda slipped
but they were understanding
except these two things
i still dont think its a good excuse though
at all
if they were more empathetic they'd know
fucking supervisor types never give a fuck
megan says:
yeah, i think its much better if people treat others like....human
plus it makes it easier to come out about a mistake
instead of complicating things
मुक्ति says:
yup
but they had to do it this way
so now i am a robot
megan says:
yes!
and you're right that is how i felt about people in the clothing store
like....they just shit on other people cause they feel crappy about their job
if she huffs and puffs and says to herself "these girls dont know how to do their damn job!" then she feels important
like she's running something. instead of just a glorified sales associate
the managers do like hardly anything more than the regular noob girls do
its retarded
anyway sorry
/rant
मुक्ति says:
yeah
i didnt think these people were like that at all
but maybe they are
either way
i hate it
bleh
so yeah
ive decided to basically ban myself from comments
for multiple reasons
and im not touching the piracy thing
fuck it
im just being solitary basically
fuck feedback and interaction and saying what i want when i want
this is how i think money ruins everything
because if it wasnt for money
i wouldnt be "considered one with the company"
that whole thing
views expressed represent the bla bla bla
like who cares
megan says:
hahaha yeah
god
मुक्ति says:
why do we make ourselves so stupid and diminish our selves
we all know
i am one person
and everyone disagrees with everyone on some things
its corporate horseshit at a company level
and its pathetic
and sad
on the part of so many people
i'll probably start up a site somewhere
anonymous i guess
since i cant be fucking AFFILIATED
and i will say what i want there
megan says:
hahaha
मुक्ति says:
this site and every site like it shoudl have a disclaimer at the top that says 'money first, readers second'
megan says:
are you talking about company one mindedness like "we all have these values and are like this, this is our company personality"
मुक्ति says:
its so gross
fuck ittt
yes
that is it
megan says:
ewwwwww
मुक्ति says:
which ties in with the 'we have to say this even though we actually have our own opinions because of legalities whose cock we suck daily'
which is how this conversation started
megan says:
hahahah
मुक्ति says:
full circle, yum
megan says:
i knowww, shitty shitterson
मुक्ति says:
ugh
think about it
we are all going to die
this is such a waste of time
megan says:
hahahaha i know!!!
मुक्ति says:
when im dying
im not going to be thinking
thank gosh for those piracy laws that prohibit free speech that will protect future generations
now i may die peacably
i think the worst problem the world has and probably always will have is that we've trapped ourselves into this system, and, we've convinced oursleves and each other this is all there is
and we hold on to it like if we dont we'll dissapear or something, the earth will turn into chaos
its chaos either way, so fuck it
fuck laws and copyrights and horseshit
lets play guitars in meadows and have sex and talk philosophy and love forever
because thats all that matters
im caring less and less about games and ocmputers and bla bla bla
cause theres too much bullshit
megan says:
i know : (
मुक्ति says:
and those other things are so much more satisfying and beautiful and pure and untouched
megan says:
we just need to all go outside and sit and talk and play and look up and around and smell and sleep and stuff
and sex! lets go be bunnies!
मुक्ति says:
yes
seriously though
ive said it before, like, sex to me is all that matters i think
cause it encompasses everything that matters
thats all i want forever
megan said:
nooo you gimmie a fun, relaxing steady job that lets me love life
मुक्ति said:
like mine
except
couple fo the dudes were being knobs
hates it
but i ignore
megan says:
hehehe
why people knobbing?
मुक्ति says:
dunno
theyre people
i guess
first time i idd something i wasnt sposed to but it basically wasnt my fault at all, and very minor..when i went into the office later that day the guy was acting totally normal to me..it was very weird
second time was another guy and it was cause i left a comment on an article expressing my stance on piracy
and he got like really annoyed, cause before they'd said, we cant condone it etc
i was like, yeah, okay..
i didnt condone it explicitly, but umm..i told him i figured cause it was in a comment it woudl be ok
but he was assholey about it i thought
so im not looking forward to going into the office next time
megan says:
ohh, okay
how often do you go in there?
मुक्ति says:
twice a month
either way, like, if i did something wrong, do you really have to be a dick about it. that just makes me do shittier work
cause since then ive been doing the minimal amount of everything
megan says:
yeah, people are so non understanding
like at the clothing store when i didnt use the folding board
like she shit a brick
and another time i didnt count the articles of clothes someone took into the changing room...which makes sense, but nobody told me to do it, and i seen the other woman who worked there bypass doing that a million times
and she like...really death-ray stared me down
why cant people just say "you can't do that because ____. its okay though, just telling you. i understand you are a person and live for more than just this job" hahaha
मुक्ति says:
im so glad you understand
like waht the fuck
i understand more ina clothing store though
cause its a stupid job and people hate htemsleves etc
but this is a cool job. you'd think people would be happier and more understanding and not wanting to jump down your throat
but no
nothing is enough for people
ugh
they make me sick
to be fair i guess they were cool for awhile
cause a number of times i did stuff that i guess i didnt know better about, or if i did it just kinda slipped
but they were understanding
except these two things
i still dont think its a good excuse though
at all
if they were more empathetic they'd know
fucking supervisor types never give a fuck
megan says:
yeah, i think its much better if people treat others like....human
plus it makes it easier to come out about a mistake
instead of complicating things
मुक्ति says:
yup
but they had to do it this way
so now i am a robot
megan says:
yes!
and you're right that is how i felt about people in the clothing store
like....they just shit on other people cause they feel crappy about their job
if she huffs and puffs and says to herself "these girls dont know how to do their damn job!" then she feels important
like she's running something. instead of just a glorified sales associate
the managers do like hardly anything more than the regular noob girls do
its retarded
anyway sorry
/rant
मुक्ति says:
yeah
i didnt think these people were like that at all
but maybe they are
either way
i hate it
bleh
so yeah
ive decided to basically ban myself from comments
for multiple reasons
and im not touching the piracy thing
fuck it
im just being solitary basically
fuck feedback and interaction and saying what i want when i want
this is how i think money ruins everything
because if it wasnt for money
i wouldnt be "considered one with the company"
that whole thing
views expressed represent the bla bla bla
like who cares
megan says:
hahaha yeah
god
मुक्ति says:
why do we make ourselves so stupid and diminish our selves
we all know
i am one person
and everyone disagrees with everyone on some things
its corporate horseshit at a company level
and its pathetic
and sad
on the part of so many people
i'll probably start up a site somewhere
anonymous i guess
since i cant be fucking AFFILIATED
and i will say what i want there
megan says:
hahaha
मुक्ति says:
this site and every site like it shoudl have a disclaimer at the top that says 'money first, readers second'
megan says:
are you talking about company one mindedness like "we all have these values and are like this, this is our company personality"
मुक्ति says:
its so gross
fuck ittt
yes
that is it
megan says:
ewwwwww
मुक्ति says:
which ties in with the 'we have to say this even though we actually have our own opinions because of legalities whose cock we suck daily'
which is how this conversation started
megan says:
hahahah
मुक्ति says:
full circle, yum
megan says:
i knowww, shitty shitterson
मुक्ति says:
ugh
think about it
we are all going to die
this is such a waste of time
megan says:
hahahaha i know!!!
मुक्ति says:
when im dying
im not going to be thinking
thank gosh for those piracy laws that prohibit free speech that will protect future generations
now i may die peacably
i think the worst problem the world has and probably always will have is that we've trapped ourselves into this system, and, we've convinced oursleves and each other this is all there is
and we hold on to it like if we dont we'll dissapear or something, the earth will turn into chaos
its chaos either way, so fuck it
fuck laws and copyrights and horseshit
lets play guitars in meadows and have sex and talk philosophy and love forever
because thats all that matters
im caring less and less about games and ocmputers and bla bla bla
cause theres too much bullshit
megan says:
i know : (
मुक्ति says:
and those other things are so much more satisfying and beautiful and pure and untouched
megan says:
we just need to all go outside and sit and talk and play and look up and around and smell and sleep and stuff
and sex! lets go be bunnies!
मुक्ति says:
yes
seriously though
ive said it before, like, sex to me is all that matters i think
cause it encompasses everything that matters
thats all i want forever