I remember why I loved this thing
Livejournal gives me a place to whine about why I want to die.
As far as I'm concerned any relationship between Genevieve Cross and I is officially finished. I know I've said that I hate her a hundred times in this thing. I just don't want her in my life anymore. I don't want to be with anyone who honestly think that my only concern in our relationship is sex.
Would it really make sense for me to pour 4 and a half years of my life into a relationship for the sex? Not because when I was with her the problems of the world dissappeared? Not because I literally woke up in the morning just to get closer to the moment when I could see her? NOPE FUCK THAT. All I cared about was getting my nut off.
From a simple matter of asking for a little consideration, why should I have to just be subjected to her selfish personality. Is there a reason things shouldn't be evened? NOPE FUCK THAT. Shed rather end it than think about me.
Thats why now it doesn't bother me that she's gone, I'll just find someone else to fuck.
Thats why right now I'm not crying alone in my room dizzy from the painkillers, starting to struggle with spelling and waiting to pass out. Sleep gives me a break from thinking, from remebering why I wish it didn't have to be this way.
Thats why she'll call me and try to fix things. NOPE FUCK THAT. She'll leave me to suffer untill I crawl back to her.
Alone is having noone hear you scream through tears.
As far as I'm concerned any relationship between Genevieve Cross and I is officially finished. I know I've said that I hate her a hundred times in this thing. I just don't want her in my life anymore. I don't want to be with anyone who honestly think that my only concern in our relationship is sex.
Would it really make sense for me to pour 4 and a half years of my life into a relationship for the sex? Not because when I was with her the problems of the world dissappeared? Not because I literally woke up in the morning just to get closer to the moment when I could see her? NOPE FUCK THAT. All I cared about was getting my nut off.
From a simple matter of asking for a little consideration, why should I have to just be subjected to her selfish personality. Is there a reason things shouldn't be evened? NOPE FUCK THAT. Shed rather end it than think about me.
Thats why now it doesn't bother me that she's gone, I'll just find someone else to fuck.
Thats why right now I'm not crying alone in my room dizzy from the painkillers, starting to struggle with spelling and waiting to pass out. Sleep gives me a break from thinking, from remebering why I wish it didn't have to be this way.
Thats why she'll call me and try to fix things. NOPE FUCK THAT. She'll leave me to suffer untill I crawl back to her.
Alone is having noone hear you scream through tears.