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I'm tired of writing in my LiveJournal whenever something bad happens.
So I'm writing something good and happy.
I'm in such a good place right now.
I feel like I've grown so much over the past few months.
I keep looking back and seeing my progress and I'm pretty amazed at it.
I just feel like I was stuck in this perpetual nothingness. Just a state of being.
Almost like Groundhog day, Only Occasionally something would change.
I feel like i'm progressing. Like I'm actually doing something with my life finally.
I found something I'm passionate about to go to school for. Something I want to make a career out of.
It was kind of a slap in the face. Almost reminiscent of the V8 commercials.
"Hey self, you love music. Sure, you could never be famous in a band or whatnot, but you're damn good with technology, and given the knowledge and skills, you'd be bad ass with the production side of things."
Duh.
I found a school, and a program that fits me better than I ever could have thought.
I'm just counting down the days until I start classes. I'm so ready to get on track.
I'm feeling like my relationships are in a good place too.
More than anything, I am completely and totally in love with myself!
Now, I don't mean that in the conceited sense.
I mean it in that I'm so happy with myself and who I am.
More than I think I've ever been.
I'm just really really comfortable with me and everything about me.
That's such a great feeling.
I had a much more eloquent way of saying all that, but I got tired.
So i'm going to sleep.
But Good Lord am I doing well.
Also, If anyone wants a mix cd, feel free to ask for one.
I've been in the mood to create a bunch, so if there's a particular mood you want, or whatever let me know.
I'm feelin crafty.
So I'm writing something good and happy.
I'm in such a good place right now.
I feel like I've grown so much over the past few months.
I keep looking back and seeing my progress and I'm pretty amazed at it.
I just feel like I was stuck in this perpetual nothingness. Just a state of being.
Almost like Groundhog day, Only Occasionally something would change.
I feel like i'm progressing. Like I'm actually doing something with my life finally.
I found something I'm passionate about to go to school for. Something I want to make a career out of.
It was kind of a slap in the face. Almost reminiscent of the V8 commercials.
"Hey self, you love music. Sure, you could never be famous in a band or whatnot, but you're damn good with technology, and given the knowledge and skills, you'd be bad ass with the production side of things."
Duh.
I found a school, and a program that fits me better than I ever could have thought.
I'm just counting down the days until I start classes. I'm so ready to get on track.
I'm feeling like my relationships are in a good place too.
More than anything, I am completely and totally in love with myself!
Now, I don't mean that in the conceited sense.
I mean it in that I'm so happy with myself and who I am.
More than I think I've ever been.
I'm just really really comfortable with me and everything about me.
That's such a great feeling.
I had a much more eloquent way of saying all that, but I got tired.
So i'm going to sleep.
But Good Lord am I doing well.
Also, If anyone wants a mix cd, feel free to ask for one.
I've been in the mood to create a bunch, so if there's a particular mood you want, or whatever let me know.
I'm feelin crafty.