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"I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do.."
I am such a mess. For the past week I've felt like I could cry at the drop of a dime. This whole trying to be happy and love life thing is seriously becoming relentless. I feel like there isn't much I can do anymore. There are so many things I wish I could have. I feel selfish in a way. But am I really that selfish? I don't know. I want to be happy more than anything. I never knew happiness could be so complex. It sounds like such a simple concept. Maybe for others it is. Not for me though. Everything seems so difficult to me. Every thing seems like it's subliminal. Like there's always a hidden meaning behind everything. But then again, I'm a very messed up individual. Very messed up.
There's nothing I can do.."
I am such a mess. For the past week I've felt like I could cry at the drop of a dime. This whole trying to be happy and love life thing is seriously becoming relentless. I feel like there isn't much I can do anymore. There are so many things I wish I could have. I feel selfish in a way. But am I really that selfish? I don't know. I want to be happy more than anything. I never knew happiness could be so complex. It sounds like such a simple concept. Maybe for others it is. Not for me though. Everything seems so difficult to me. Every thing seems like it's subliminal. Like there's always a hidden meaning behind everything. But then again, I'm a very messed up individual. Very messed up.