1:38AM

[vanillaskyes]

its kinda late, and i dont usually sleep so late.

much have changed this semester, for better or for worse, we dont really know. cus what may seem bad today may not be tmr. but for now, im just gonna take it as part of life, people come, people go. sometimes they barge into your life without pretty much of a warning and suddenly play a very important role, then for no apparent reason one day they exit as sudden as they entered. thank you for the memories, thank you for being part of my life. i have to move on now.

tmr will be a btr day.

oh, a random thought. if the prediction about 121212/122112 (whichever) really comes through, how are you gonna spend these last few weeks? doing the same thing you have done for the past year? i wanna do sth crazy. 

1. dye my hair ombre, like everyone else is doing, but my hair is still virgin black. 
2. spend all my money, like duh. 
3. tell ppl i love that i love them..and whoever that annoys the hell out of me to fuck off.
4. not die a virgin. (<-- oi, dont judge. being honest here) 
5. eat all my favourite food. 
6. i'd say i wanna travel the world....but i dont think anyone wld wanna do tht w me. boo. 
7. try my best to repay my parents for bringing me up all these years and providing for me in every way. i love my parents. 
8. tell shrimp i love her even tho i love to irritate her. 
9. projects? reports? deadline? job hunting? fuck it all. 
10. SEE SNOW.  i know, such a loser. 
11. SEE AURORA. 
12. feel intense anger and slap someone.
13. coerce, if not kidnap the bf t go overseas w me. why do i sound so pathetic fml T.T

yknow what, i realised that if i really live my life that way, i'd be a happier person. and i believe most people would be too. we are just living life too cautiously tied down by endless restrictions and potential consequences. how many of us can say that we are living life the way we want it to be?

okay back to work. 
#storyofmylifesince121212isnotgoingtohappen