dont allow anyone to be your priority if you are only their option
my stint at CDL has ended :D
school is starting 5 days and im year 3, how time flies. its not that i have not been blogging recently, ive blogged, saved them as drafts, and nv got ard publishing them cus i'll end up thinking what for? who i am trying to convince? is thr even such a need? hmm. which explains why those posts never got ard seeing the daylight.
i.. have been feeling a plethora of emotions, yet nothing. ah how do i put this in coherent sentences? emotions ive been suppressing are slowly surfacing, and sometimes it scares me. it scares me because i realised that i am not contented. back whn i was very contented, i rmb c telling me "dont you think its a bit dangerous for a business student to feel so contented?" right now, i wish i was more contented. because the lack of is fuelling me to nitpick at every aspect of my life.
it is making me unhappy.
and i cant stand myself being emo,. its disgusting.
school is starting 5 days and im year 3, how time flies. its not that i have not been blogging recently, ive blogged, saved them as drafts, and nv got ard publishing them cus i'll end up thinking what for? who i am trying to convince? is thr even such a need? hmm. which explains why those posts never got ard seeing the daylight.
i.. have been feeling a plethora of emotions, yet nothing. ah how do i put this in coherent sentences? emotions ive been suppressing are slowly surfacing, and sometimes it scares me. it scares me because i realised that i am not contented. back whn i was very contented, i rmb c telling me "dont you think its a bit dangerous for a business student to feel so contented?" right now, i wish i was more contented. because the lack of is fuelling me to nitpick at every aspect of my life.
it is making me unhappy.
and i cant stand myself being emo,. its disgusting.