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and just like that, im done w half of summer. boo. how did two months pass me by this fast?!?! they say as you age time will seem to on fastforward mode too, how true. internship..has been quite an experience. i wldnt say its fantastic. tho granted that i learnt things i nvr imagined myself to be doing i.e photoshop. but im kinda sad tht im not even close to getting chummy w the colleagues. its not supposed to be this way, i shd be able to handle ppl btr than this ):
and ive lost th blogging vibe, nth im dying to spill, nth i feel damn strongly abt, nth exciting and so here you see this space growing grass other than th random mushrooming of a sentence or two. had some disagreements w c last week, which kinda changed th way i look at things. ohwells. it'd be extremely naive and downright dumb of me if i was expecting a r/s without any arguments. but wht matters is aft each one we both learn sth out of it. i sure did - dont come to expect anything. becus expectation is the perfect recipe for disappointment. this theory probably applies to almost everything. other than hving expectations of myself, becus tht, can be controlled.
hope life will give me sth t feel excited about. cus currently it is SO MUNDANE. (i secretly wish smu is here to spice things up a bit) pls dont tell me i can make it exciting cus srsly, its soooo bloody routine and everyday is like the previous day on replay mode. weekends aside, okay acty, weekends are also just repeats of the prev weekend. how lovely. im a self professed boring person, and im bored. its thaaaat bad. i hope sth good comes out of this summer. right now, its horrendously miserable (minus bkk)
dont mind me im just in one of those moods. tell me cdl decides t double my pay (they totally shd) and i will instantly change from T.T to ^.^V
but once again, WHO AM I KIDDING. I AM JUST AN INTERN.
life, PLEASE THROW ME SOMETHING. EVEN A LEMON IS BTR THAN NTH. AT LEAST I CAN MAKE LEMONADE WITH IT. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I GOING CRAAAZZZZY.
and ive lost th blogging vibe, nth im dying to spill, nth i feel damn strongly abt, nth exciting and so here you see this space growing grass other than th random mushrooming of a sentence or two. had some disagreements w c last week, which kinda changed th way i look at things. ohwells. it'd be extremely naive and downright dumb of me if i was expecting a r/s without any arguments. but wht matters is aft each one we both learn sth out of it. i sure did - dont come to expect anything. becus expectation is the perfect recipe for disappointment. this theory probably applies to almost everything. other than hving expectations of myself, becus tht, can be controlled.
hope life will give me sth t feel excited about. cus currently it is SO MUNDANE. (i secretly wish smu is here to spice things up a bit) pls dont tell me i can make it exciting cus srsly, its soooo bloody routine and everyday is like the previous day on replay mode. weekends aside, okay acty, weekends are also just repeats of the prev weekend. how lovely. im a self professed boring person, and im bored. its thaaaat bad. i hope sth good comes out of this summer. right now, its horrendously miserable (minus bkk)
dont mind me im just in one of those moods. tell me cdl decides t double my pay (they totally shd) and i will instantly change from T.T to ^.^V
but once again, WHO AM I KIDDING. I AM JUST AN INTERN.
life, PLEASE THROW ME SOMETHING. EVEN A LEMON IS BTR THAN NTH. AT LEAST I CAN MAKE LEMONADE WITH IT. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I GOING CRAAAZZZZY.