~ Vague ; [Chapter 3] `
Pairing: Kim Jaejoong/OC
Rating: PG-13 ~ maybe Nc-17 later on?
Genre: Romance, Drama, fluff , angst ?
Disclaimer: If I owned Jaejoong, I’d be in his arms, not writing a fiction about him.
Warning: You will end up in love with it by Chapter 3 xD
Summary: When you’re a blank page and you were giving to someone to write you. After the car accident Jaejoong couldn’t help but take his now homeless victim back to his apartment, he never knew what will that cost him.
------- [ Chapter 3 : Vague Ingredients ]
The door is opening, you come in
I knew at first sight that you were mine
Your face that shone as you came toward me
Is so beautiful it can make me blind
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Jaejoong was approaching his penthouse, walking behind Vick, who he decided should stay with him during his short break. He missed his big fellow so much. His white big bear, whom he used to cuddle with at night for warmth. Coming home for someone was so surreal to him, but again the situation wasn’t like that. He opened the door and Vick ran in while Jaejoong bent down to get the newspaper that was left by the door. Standing up he heard a loud scream that echoed through the whole building. Jaejoong ran inside to find Jollie crawling on the kitchen counter while Vick was trying to reach her wanting to be patted and played with. Jollie who was still screaming, finally realized his presence and jumped and hid behind him like a scared child “Jae. . . . Jooo. . ng . . Bear ! Bear !” Her voice was breaking as if she was ready to cry. Jaejoong, who couldn’t hold the laughter anymore, fell on the ground voicing his famous echoing laugh. He opened his arms for Vick and started patting him. “He’s a dog. My dog. He’s the sweetest thing ever. He wont hurt you, he’s just trying to say hello” Jaejoong told the girl that ended up on the dinning table. She was very stunned by the scene but she was still standing her grounds. That big white ball of fur was dangerous unless proven otherwise. Jaejoong stood up and reached up his hand for her to help her down. Once on the ground, she was tangled by Vick who jumped on her and licked her cheeks. Jaejoong laughed looking at her trying to suppress her screams. It was a good idea to bring Vick along, he thought, as he remembered her saying his name for the very first time. Progress! He high-fived himself mentally at the thought.
Looking around, Jaejoong noticed the almond croissant and coffee on the table. He sighed as he realized that the previous event interrupted Jollie’s breakfast, who ended up taking a shower due to Vick’s licking attack. “ Vick, I think we owe her a meal for ruining hers, what do you think?” He smiled at his pet then at his stranger who came out of her room in a simple dark blue baggy pockets cotton pants and basic white shirt with a tiger on it and her hair lifted up in high ponytail. Even though his sister’s clothes were visibly large on her and the fact that she was wearing something causal and basic, she still wore it in such an attractive manner.
“Jollie-shi ” Jaejoong called, Jollie who was still eyeing Vick, “Jollie is just fine” He blinked at what he just heard; did she just give him permission to address her informally? “Jollie-ah” he smiled at the sound of that. She broke the eye contact with Vick to look at him as if she was saying yes. “Let’s dine out shall we?”
Later that day
Jae looked at himself in the mirror fixing his white and dark blue striped dress shirt that was completed with a white vest, dark blue pants and a suit jacket waiting for Jollie to finish getting dressed. He was caught by the beautiful woman’s reflection in the mirror, turning around towards her, Jaejoong smiled at how some people could dress in something so simple yet make it look like they were getting ready to walk a runway. For some reason, when he saw her looking at the mirror for last minute touch ups, he pictured her doing that in her past life getting ready to go out with her friends, maybe a large numbered family or even a handsome lover, a man that is handsome enough to complement her beauty. His heart felt heavy at the thought of her past life that he took away.
“Formal enough?” the question returned him back to the present, “It is, and it’s really beautiful” He said with a warm smile looking at the black short sleeveless dress with silver lines on its collar. Something was familiar about the dress, of course it would be, since it was his sister’s, but something about it was different.“ I could swear that dress had sleeves.” he Voiced out, mostly talking to himself but he was heard. Looking up, Jollie was a bit stiff and uneasy, as if she was caught in the action. “It had sleeves”. She said in an unsteady tone. Jaejoong blinked twice before laughing, “ well, it looks better this way” A smile escaped the lips of the girl that gave him her back to hide it. “Let’s go so we don’t lose our reservation” Jaejoong said as he wore his dark blue long coat and walked to the door. He looked at Jollie with a confused stare waiting for her to put on her coat, and then he realized that she probably didn’t find a one since his sisters only visited in summer. Take her Shopping. Jaejoong made a mental note as he went back to his room and grabbed the smallest sized black coat he had. It wasn’t a surprise that it was too baggy on her but it served the purpose.
Driving his Silver Volvo with Jollie beside him in the front seat, Jaejoong stopped as he reached his destination, N tower. He ignored the confusing stares that Jollie let out, and who could blame her? The tower looked like those that were used to send cell phone’s signals. But the minute she got out of the car she gasped, the tower was changing lights, it was really beautiful to see it shine the cold nights of Seoul. Jaejoong hid a smile at the reaction, he knew he did right; he knew that girl had a soft spot for lights. Entering the tower, Jollie followed as Jaejoong led the way to this fancy restaurant. The sign said [ N Grill ]. She stood by the large door as Jaejoong was telling the waiter about their reservation.
She stood there admiring how elegant the place was, and yet it was very cozy in the same time. All the walls were covered with windows that showed the beautiful night of Seoul. The light brown walls, the red chandlers dangling from the ceiling made that place look homey. The autumn colors made it very warm. “Jollie-ah” She turned around to look at Jaejoong who gestured to follow him. They were led towards the private section that allowed full privacy. Jaejoong couldn’t help but smile at Jollie’s amazed expressions. It was adorable how her big doll eyes were examining the place as if they memorized every single detail. When they reached their table, both were seated next to each other in a big deep green couch that faced a window, and both were looking the amazing view of Seoul’s dancing lights.
“The view is breathtaking ” Jaejoong smiled as he was answered by a nod, he was happy he gave her her first memory ever. Looking at how her eyes were sparkling looking around the place and how she took big breaths every once in a while, inhaling the place’s scent.
“What would you like to order?” the slim well-dressed waiter came out of nowhere and asked. Jollie who was giving the menu an empty look, looked at Jaejoong then looked back the waiter. “The white Soup please” she whispered. “And the main course?” Jollie shook her head meaning that the soup was it. Jaejoong didn’t understand at first but then looked at the price list and chuckled. He understood her action as he smiled at the type of girl she was; she was thoughtful. He looked at the waiter “ We’ll have a grilled NewYork steak fully-cooked” then he looked at Jollie as if he was remembering something and said “ Don’t make it spicy, a bottle of red wine and a chocolate fondue for desert”. The girl next to him hid a smile as she looked outside; the only thing she heard was “not spicy”.
Your face that shone as you came toward me
Is so beautiful it can make me blind
The dinner was quite, too quite for Jaejoong’s liking so he broke the silence. “I only came here once, when we won our first award. Dinner was unforgettable. It feels like home yet it feels like magic.” He looked at his dinner “I promised myself that one day I’ll bring my future family here to dine” He looked then at the silent girl looking out the window, something seemed odd. Something seemed wrong. After she blinked twice. “Earthquake” escaped her mouth; she shivered at the thought and held on the blonds’ arms to drag him out. “Earthquake?” Jaejoong blinked at both her word and action. She pointed at the window, “it moved, the earth moved, let’s go” was said in a panic low tone. The lead singer then laughed hard, covering his mouth with the back of his hand, when he understood what just happened. Jollie let go of his arm and looked at him curiously, still scared by the thought. “The earth is not moving” Jaejoong said between the laughter “ The restaurant is”. He was answered with a soft “Huh?” He stopped laughing then, “I thought you knew. It was written on the menu and on the poster outside, or at least noticed that it was turning very slowly” She shook her head. “You see. The only thing in this floor is the restaurant and it rotates so you can see all of Seoul. By the time we finish dessert we would have turned around in a full circle.” The petite girl’s eyes sparking and her lips formed the letter “o”. As if the place wasn’t magical before, it was twice as that for her now. That girl loved lights. The man beside her was happy looking at the smile that never left her lips though out the dinner, from sipping the soup till dipping the strawberry in chocolate.
I don't know why but it's not strange But my heart is fluttering
[22nd Of Oct]
Jaejoong was getting ready to cook lunch, it was a late morning, since they came back late from dinner last night, mostly because a certain girl loved the scenery very much. He felt relaxed; it has been a while since he felt like this with all the exhaustion that his career required. A silent Jollie in a light peach dress sat facing him, sitting on a stool and leaning on the kitchen counter, was writing something in her notebook and a hungry Vick was roaming around her as she kept throwing him dog food from a long distance so he’d keep his distance. Jaejoong chuckled at the two. He looked down at the vegetables he was cutting till he heard a sigh and a notebook being closed, he lifted his head up and Jollie wasn’t sitting in front of him anymore, now she was behind him taking out eggs and milk from the fridge, then turned around to the cabinets reaching out to get something. Jaejoong who turned around and now was facing her back “You don’t have to help Jollie-ah I got it, just tell me if you want to eat something in particular”.
He saw her struggling to get the flour from the top shelf. Jaejoong extended his arm and got it and saw a hidden pout on the girl’s lips, probably because of her height, and chuckled. Looking at the ingredients he guessed, “You are baking?” she nodded and Jaejoong mouth ended up shaped like an O, “You can bake?” the excitement could be seen in his eyes. “Can’t you?” Jollie asked confused how could a person cook this well and not be able to bake; baking is much easier than cooking. “I can’t, I never tried to, I always wanted to learn though” Jollie chuckled at his expression, it was the one that a child had when he wants to help out his mother in the kitchen, she pushed a bowl in front of him and simply said “follow”. Jollie was mixing everything as Jaejoong watched and copied. She didn’t voice the instructions but he understood.
After they got them out of the oven Jaejoong pouted as his cupcakes came out tough, and Jollie’s came out perfect “ What did I do wrong?” he asked her with sad puppy eyes. “You forgot the baking powder”. She sighed at the man who was sulking looking at his cupcakes. “Again?” she asked. Jaejoong, who was surprised by her sweet gesture, he was really happy.
This time they baked in one bowl not two different ones, and this time Jollie voiced the instruction. The lead singer was enjoying himself; asking stupid questions just so he could get her to speak more, open up a little. When it was time to pick the flavor, Jollie held the chocolate powder but was stopped when she was just about to add it. “Wait! I want VANILLA cupcakes” Jaejoong told her holding vanilla powder. “But chocolate tastes better” as usually her voice was low. Jaejoong pouted “but you already made chocolate ones” he said pointed at the already finished ones on the table. The two stopped to think about how to persuade the other when a still hungery Vick came from behind them and pushed both to feed him. Due to the push both chocolate and vanilla powders were sprinkled on the mixture, and the two gasped. Both of them sighed and pouted. A humming came out Jollie as she mixed the mixture again; Jaejoong who was sulking badly asked, “ What are you doing? It’s ruined.” She kept humming and ignored the question and Jaejoong found himself singing to her sweet humming and watching her as she spilled the mixture in the cupcake liner.
After the two had lunch, Jaejoong was playing with Vick when he heard a laugh coming from the kitchen he turned around since the living room and the kitchen are in the same room. He saw Jollie laughing as she frosted the cupcakes. Jaejoong frowned as he headed there. “You are so mean, you didn’t call me to frost with you”. Jollie chuckled as she saw Jaejoong pouting like a child again, Was that really the same man who saved her? “What are you laughing at?” he asked looking confused. She showed him the cupcake she finished frosting, it was white with two chocolate chips as eyes, and a strawberry sprinkles make a mouth. Jaejoong laughed “Vick?” and the girl in front of him laughed harder and he knew it was because of his laugh. He pouted “ Is my laugh that funny?”. Jollie nodded. “You are so mean” he sulked again, which made her laugh even harder. She lifted up another cupcake, which was frosted with white; yellow frosting made a hair, chocolate chips made two eyes and red frosting made plump lips. Jaejoong ‘s frown turned to a laugh as he grabbed a cupcake and tried to draw her with the frosting. The noon passed quickly as the two kept drawing funny faces on the cupcakes. Jaejoong drew the other four members and got worked up telling her how mad he is at Micky’s perfect lips and how he missed Junsu’s big smile.
After they finished, Jaejoong went back to his room and when he got out he found the penthouse’s door slightly open. He looked around and there was no sign of Vick or Jollie. He took the elevator that stopped at the ground floor. When the door opened he saw Jollie surrounded by the two receptionists and a lot of kids, some eating the cupcakes she offered and some were playing with Vick. When the cupcakes finished, Jollie who was being followed by Vick came back to their place, not seeing a happy smiling Jaejoong who headed back before the two.
You took all of my heart
[23rd Of Oct]
COEX Shopping Mall.
Jaejoong was walking around the clothes store lost in thoughts. He brought Jollie here, to buy some clothes since he knew his sisters probably didn’t leave any winter clothes behind, they never visited in winter. Another reason was that it was Seoul’s biggest mall, almost everyone who lived in Seoul has been there at least twice but it didn’t seem to trigger any memory of the girl. She just kept following him, keeping a very close distance due to the crowds. The girl in light pink lace top and pink and grey sweater paired up with a pair of jeans , whom he asked to buy all the clothes she needed came back to him with only a long coat and two pair of pants. Jaejoong blinked “ Jollie-ah what are you doing? You need more than that, the weather is getting cold” he frowned. “I don’t really need anything, a coat is all I need.” She lied. Jaejoong who knew better just walked to the sales person and pointed at a purple winter dress “We will take this one” then pointed at another trench coat “This one too” the sale lady kept following him with a pile of clothes in her hands, leaving a Jollie with her jaw dropped open. “Jaejo..“, she was cut by the man who turned to face her with a serious expression “ Ready to pick?”
He was answered with a stutter “You don’t have to do this, I really. .” she was cut again as Jaejoong ignored her and pointed at something else for the sale lady to get. Jollie knew it was a lost case. “This one too” jaejoong said. She lifted her head up to what he pointed at and protested “but this material shrinks”. Jaejoong and the sale lady both turned and gave her an odd look, how would she know the material by just looking?. But the two didn’t voice the question. “Ready?” Jaejoong let out a big grin as he finally won the argument. He walked behind the girl who surely had really good taste in clothes. Everything she picked earned a complement from the sale’s lady who was accompanied now other sale’s ladies who apparently developed a liking for the girl’s taste.
Jaejoong had a lot of fun following around as he discovered a new side of her. He never heard her speak this much, asking about the little details of every piece she touched. Jaejoong stopped as he heard her odd answer to the sale lady. She was asked what is her size but didn’t answer with small or medium. Instead she answered with detailed numbers, she gave them her detailed description, her waist size, her shoulders even her chest size. The man following her called after deep thoughts “Jollie-ah” cutting her conversation with the sales ladies that were enjoying her company. Jollie turned to face him. “Do you remember? . . . I . I mean your past” it was odd that she would remember such a thing as her body size. Jollie whose expression turned from excited to a hidden sadness “Aniyo.. . . why?” she was answered with “Nothing” and a thoughtful stare from him.
Jollie wanted to leave without trying on the clothes but the cheerful ladies were insisting at least to see her in the purple dress she and Jaejoong were fighting about since he knew the reason she didn’t want it was the price tag, but he couldn’t help but to force her to buy it since he caught her off guard staring at it. After he pushed her towards them as if he was saying Try it, she agreed to do so. Jaejoong got excited to see her interact with others; he was really worried about her ending up a loner after the incident. He heard giggles and endless complements and praises and turned towards them. He saw a lot of female celebrates in beautiful dresses but none wore it in that manner. The way this girl picked what fitted her was interesting. The dress complemented her body. It fell on the right places and fitted her small body curves very well. Jaejoong was amazed at how it turned out to be, how she turned out to be.
The two left the store with a lot of shopping bags in their hands and headed to the nearest coffee shop to drink something before their long drive home. “Did you have fun?” a disguised Jaejoong took his sunglasses off since he was now facing Jollie and the wall behind her. “Dae”. he frowned, he thought after the long conversations she had with the sale ladies she would have a longer answer than that. “Thank you” brought the upset lead singer to reality. He looked up at the girl sipping her coffee, who now lowered her head and hid a smile. He grinned “Aniyo it’s alright”. “You know you have a nice taste in clothes” he said trying to start a conversation. A long silence was about to make him frown before he heard “ So do you”. Jaejoong blinked and gave the answer he used in every interview “Our stylist dresses me up” Jollie chuckled at his celebrity instincts to repeat interviews’ answers “ I meant at home”, Jaejoong smiled as he realized that now along with the four members he now has a person who treats him for who he is, and not for what he does for living.
I endured a lot of goodbyes and a lot of tears
So it's a little late, but I think I finally met you
[25th Of Oct]
The lead singer was bending down in a grey sweater on top of his white shirt and jeans along with a stripped scarf, he was making sure he closed Vick’s collar and chuckled as he saw Jollie who had a take me with you expression looking at him, he was going to ask her to come earlier but he wasn’t sure she wanted to walk Vick along with him. He couldn’t help saying no to her cute expression “Jollie-ah, I’m going to the park to walk Vick, do you want to come too?” He was answered by the sound of the door of her room being closed; somehow he knew she was changing to come along which made him let a soft laugh out. Strange girl. After five minutes she stood in front of him in her dimmed green knitted long coat, black tights and dimmed green leather boots ready to leave.
Jollie walked silently as always behind him as she wanted to keep her distance from the big ball of fur, who apparently was fond of her. The three reached the playground of the park as Jaejoong kept throwing a ball at Vick; Jollie just sat on a bench eyeing the families with a sour looking on her face. A long time passed as she kept humming watching the two play around, Jaejoong tried to persuade her to play but failed, she just sat there watching a little boy playing in the sand box, she looked around searching for his mother but she didn’t see any woman watching over him, that particular boy caught her attention since the sun was going to set soon and his mum wasn’t there. Random women asked him about his mother but he said that she would come. She lifted her head up and stopped staring at the child as she heard a familiar voice crying Aish. Apparently, Jaejoong threw the ball in the bushes and Vick couldn’t reach it so he went there instead, she watched as Jaejoong’s figure walked away before she turned her head back to the kid who was now playing with Vick.
When Jaejoong got back to his pervious place, he was surprised. Jollie wasn’t on the bench any more and Vick wasn’t there either. He turned around as he heard a familiar dog bark, his dog. The scene that took place in front of him shocked him. A child was sitting on the ground crying as a woman who was probably his mother was kicking Vick in the ribs. He was on the ground whimpering as she was screaming “You stupid dog”. As Jaejoong rushed there, he was stopped by a scene that was more disturbing than the first. Jollie, who threw herself on Vick to protect him from the strong kicks, was kicked as well. She lifted her face and screamed at the women, “What are doing? He didn’t do anything” she said it with so much anger and pain and it was the first time Jaejoong saw and heard the pain in her voice, he didn’t even hear that voice of hers this clear before. “He was hurting my child” the mad women screamed. “No he wasn’t! He was playing with him. Because you WEREN’T here and he was getting scared of the dark”.
“What I do is non of your business Bitch!” after Jollie looked at the child crying in front of her she suddenly realized he had a lot of bruises on his small body, her eyes widened, no wonder the child was not playing with others and that she didn’t care to pick him up before dark, “What kind of MOTHER are you? How could you! You are HORRIBLE!” her voice broke “. . horrible” she buried her face in Vick’s fur as she sensed a kick on the way. She shut her eyes tight waiting for it but it didn’t come, instead a warm body was pressed on her back. She heard something beginning hit then a gasp from the woman. As she lifted her head, Jaejoong was there, shielding both her and Vick. He was now glaring at the woman, and if glares would kill she would be dead by now. “Leave! NOW!” Jollie heard Jaejoong say in a firm tone as he looked around at the audience than back to the woman as if he was saying everybody witnessed that, and that he could easily be backed up if he told . . let say the police that she abused his stranger and beloved dog , not mentioning her little son.
It's the first time I felt this way ~ I don't want to lose this obvious feeling
Jaejoong gave Jollie who was sitting on the swings with her head hanging low, a cup of warm coffee, since it was now cold and dark and the lamps of the park were now turned on. He sat on the swing next to her. When the silence was too much for him he voiced out “ Thank you” looking at Vick who was laying in front of him “For saving Vick”. She mumbled something under her breath still looking at the ground, it sounded to Jaejoong like it’s because he is important to you, but he wasn’t sure. After a while of Jollie swinging herself back and forth, she lifted her head up to look at the night of Seoul. The beautiful moon, the sparkling stars, and the soft cold breeze. The night was beautiful and quite only the three of them were left at the park. “Maybe it’s a blessing” she said, talking to herself. Jaejoong who turned his face to her asked in concern “blessing?”.
“That my memories are not coming back to me” she bit her lips as she turned to face him but lifted her head up again when she saw the look in his eyes.
“They didn’t abandon you” Jaejoong said in a comforting tone as if he knew what she was thinking, “just because they didn’t search for you doesn’t mean they don’t love you”.
“What does it mean then?” she said in a sarcastic tone that broke in the end.
“Maybe they are searching, but not close enough yet or maybe. . “ Jaejoong stopped at the thought.
“Maybe nobody wants me” she whispered, “ maybe I’m better off not remembering” she turned to him and let out a soft smile “maybe it’s a blessing”. Jaejoong heart sank at her sincere smile.
He got up and wrapped his scarf around her neck as he saw her shiver, what he did caused her to turn her eyes up and let out a “huh?” followed by a warm smile. He swung her for a while as she kept on smiling and giggling every now and then. He led the way as she and Vick ran after him and when he turned to his slow companions he saw her bending down patting Vick’s head. He chuckled as he saw the barriers between the two now broken. She whispered a thing to Vick before she ran back with him to the man waiting for them.
She whispered “ It’s alright ~ God sent me a hero instead”
Can I love this person that's sitting in front of me?
A/N: Inlove with it yet ? Sorry for the late update :( but it's a long Chappie with alot of action ~ her personality is just starting to show ~ Next chappie they are going to place u all love and it's mostly hilarious xD
Rating: PG-13 ~ maybe Nc-17 later on?
Genre: Romance, Drama, fluff , angst ?
Disclaimer: If I owned Jaejoong, I’d be in his arms, not writing a fiction about him.
Warning: You will end up in love with it by Chapter 3 xD
Summary: When you’re a blank page and you were giving to someone to write you. After the car accident Jaejoong couldn’t help but take his now homeless victim back to his apartment, he never knew what will that cost him.
------- [ Chapter 3 : Vague Ingredients ]
The door is opening, you come in
I knew at first sight that you were mine
Your face that shone as you came toward me
Is so beautiful it can make me blind
Search and Download More Music Free
If the song doesn't play, check Youtube for, Can I love you by Yurisangja
Jaejoong was approaching his penthouse, walking behind Vick, who he decided should stay with him during his short break. He missed his big fellow so much. His white big bear, whom he used to cuddle with at night for warmth. Coming home for someone was so surreal to him, but again the situation wasn’t like that. He opened the door and Vick ran in while Jaejoong bent down to get the newspaper that was left by the door. Standing up he heard a loud scream that echoed through the whole building. Jaejoong ran inside to find Jollie crawling on the kitchen counter while Vick was trying to reach her wanting to be patted and played with. Jollie who was still screaming, finally realized his presence and jumped and hid behind him like a scared child “Jae. . . . Jooo. . ng . . Bear ! Bear !” Her voice was breaking as if she was ready to cry. Jaejoong, who couldn’t hold the laughter anymore, fell on the ground voicing his famous echoing laugh. He opened his arms for Vick and started patting him. “He’s a dog. My dog. He’s the sweetest thing ever. He wont hurt you, he’s just trying to say hello” Jaejoong told the girl that ended up on the dinning table. She was very stunned by the scene but she was still standing her grounds. That big white ball of fur was dangerous unless proven otherwise. Jaejoong stood up and reached up his hand for her to help her down. Once on the ground, she was tangled by Vick who jumped on her and licked her cheeks. Jaejoong laughed looking at her trying to suppress her screams. It was a good idea to bring Vick along, he thought, as he remembered her saying his name for the very first time. Progress! He high-fived himself mentally at the thought.
Looking around, Jaejoong noticed the almond croissant and coffee on the table. He sighed as he realized that the previous event interrupted Jollie’s breakfast, who ended up taking a shower due to Vick’s licking attack. “ Vick, I think we owe her a meal for ruining hers, what do you think?” He smiled at his pet then at his stranger who came out of her room in a simple dark blue baggy pockets cotton pants and basic white shirt with a tiger on it and her hair lifted up in high ponytail. Even though his sister’s clothes were visibly large on her and the fact that she was wearing something causal and basic, she still wore it in such an attractive manner.
“Jollie-shi ” Jaejoong called, Jollie who was still eyeing Vick, “Jollie is just fine” He blinked at what he just heard; did she just give him permission to address her informally? “Jollie-ah” he smiled at the sound of that. She broke the eye contact with Vick to look at him as if she was saying yes. “Let’s dine out shall we?”
Later that day
Jae looked at himself in the mirror fixing his white and dark blue striped dress shirt that was completed with a white vest, dark blue pants and a suit jacket waiting for Jollie to finish getting dressed. He was caught by the beautiful woman’s reflection in the mirror, turning around towards her, Jaejoong smiled at how some people could dress in something so simple yet make it look like they were getting ready to walk a runway. For some reason, when he saw her looking at the mirror for last minute touch ups, he pictured her doing that in her past life getting ready to go out with her friends, maybe a large numbered family or even a handsome lover, a man that is handsome enough to complement her beauty. His heart felt heavy at the thought of her past life that he took away.
“Formal enough?” the question returned him back to the present, “It is, and it’s really beautiful” He said with a warm smile looking at the black short sleeveless dress with silver lines on its collar. Something was familiar about the dress, of course it would be, since it was his sister’s, but something about it was different.“ I could swear that dress had sleeves.” he Voiced out, mostly talking to himself but he was heard. Looking up, Jollie was a bit stiff and uneasy, as if she was caught in the action. “It had sleeves”. She said in an unsteady tone. Jaejoong blinked twice before laughing, “ well, it looks better this way” A smile escaped the lips of the girl that gave him her back to hide it. “Let’s go so we don’t lose our reservation” Jaejoong said as he wore his dark blue long coat and walked to the door. He looked at Jollie with a confused stare waiting for her to put on her coat, and then he realized that she probably didn’t find a one since his sisters only visited in summer. Take her Shopping. Jaejoong made a mental note as he went back to his room and grabbed the smallest sized black coat he had. It wasn’t a surprise that it was too baggy on her but it served the purpose.
Driving his Silver Volvo with Jollie beside him in the front seat, Jaejoong stopped as he reached his destination, N tower. He ignored the confusing stares that Jollie let out, and who could blame her? The tower looked like those that were used to send cell phone’s signals. But the minute she got out of the car she gasped, the tower was changing lights, it was really beautiful to see it shine the cold nights of Seoul. Jaejoong hid a smile at the reaction, he knew he did right; he knew that girl had a soft spot for lights. Entering the tower, Jollie followed as Jaejoong led the way to this fancy restaurant. The sign said [ N Grill ]. She stood by the large door as Jaejoong was telling the waiter about their reservation.
She stood there admiring how elegant the place was, and yet it was very cozy in the same time. All the walls were covered with windows that showed the beautiful night of Seoul. The light brown walls, the red chandlers dangling from the ceiling made that place look homey. The autumn colors made it very warm. “Jollie-ah” She turned around to look at Jaejoong who gestured to follow him. They were led towards the private section that allowed full privacy. Jaejoong couldn’t help but smile at Jollie’s amazed expressions. It was adorable how her big doll eyes were examining the place as if they memorized every single detail. When they reached their table, both were seated next to each other in a big deep green couch that faced a window, and both were looking the amazing view of Seoul’s dancing lights.
“The view is breathtaking ” Jaejoong smiled as he was answered by a nod, he was happy he gave her her first memory ever. Looking at how her eyes were sparkling looking around the place and how she took big breaths every once in a while, inhaling the place’s scent.
“What would you like to order?” the slim well-dressed waiter came out of nowhere and asked. Jollie who was giving the menu an empty look, looked at Jaejoong then looked back the waiter. “The white Soup please” she whispered. “And the main course?” Jollie shook her head meaning that the soup was it. Jaejoong didn’t understand at first but then looked at the price list and chuckled. He understood her action as he smiled at the type of girl she was; she was thoughtful. He looked at the waiter “ We’ll have a grilled NewYork steak fully-cooked” then he looked at Jollie as if he was remembering something and said “ Don’t make it spicy, a bottle of red wine and a chocolate fondue for desert”. The girl next to him hid a smile as she looked outside; the only thing she heard was “not spicy”.
Your face that shone as you came toward me
Is so beautiful it can make me blind
The dinner was quite, too quite for Jaejoong’s liking so he broke the silence. “I only came here once, when we won our first award. Dinner was unforgettable. It feels like home yet it feels like magic.” He looked at his dinner “I promised myself that one day I’ll bring my future family here to dine” He looked then at the silent girl looking out the window, something seemed odd. Something seemed wrong. After she blinked twice. “Earthquake” escaped her mouth; she shivered at the thought and held on the blonds’ arms to drag him out. “Earthquake?” Jaejoong blinked at both her word and action. She pointed at the window, “it moved, the earth moved, let’s go” was said in a panic low tone. The lead singer then laughed hard, covering his mouth with the back of his hand, when he understood what just happened. Jollie let go of his arm and looked at him curiously, still scared by the thought. “The earth is not moving” Jaejoong said between the laughter “ The restaurant is”. He was answered with a soft “Huh?” He stopped laughing then, “I thought you knew. It was written on the menu and on the poster outside, or at least noticed that it was turning very slowly” She shook her head. “You see. The only thing in this floor is the restaurant and it rotates so you can see all of Seoul. By the time we finish dessert we would have turned around in a full circle.” The petite girl’s eyes sparking and her lips formed the letter “o”. As if the place wasn’t magical before, it was twice as that for her now. That girl loved lights. The man beside her was happy looking at the smile that never left her lips though out the dinner, from sipping the soup till dipping the strawberry in chocolate.
I don't know why but it's not strange But my heart is fluttering
[22nd Of Oct]
Jaejoong was getting ready to cook lunch, it was a late morning, since they came back late from dinner last night, mostly because a certain girl loved the scenery very much. He felt relaxed; it has been a while since he felt like this with all the exhaustion that his career required. A silent Jollie in a light peach dress sat facing him, sitting on a stool and leaning on the kitchen counter, was writing something in her notebook and a hungry Vick was roaming around her as she kept throwing him dog food from a long distance so he’d keep his distance. Jaejoong chuckled at the two. He looked down at the vegetables he was cutting till he heard a sigh and a notebook being closed, he lifted his head up and Jollie wasn’t sitting in front of him anymore, now she was behind him taking out eggs and milk from the fridge, then turned around to the cabinets reaching out to get something. Jaejoong who turned around and now was facing her back “You don’t have to help Jollie-ah I got it, just tell me if you want to eat something in particular”.
He saw her struggling to get the flour from the top shelf. Jaejoong extended his arm and got it and saw a hidden pout on the girl’s lips, probably because of her height, and chuckled. Looking at the ingredients he guessed, “You are baking?” she nodded and Jaejoong mouth ended up shaped like an O, “You can bake?” the excitement could be seen in his eyes. “Can’t you?” Jollie asked confused how could a person cook this well and not be able to bake; baking is much easier than cooking. “I can’t, I never tried to, I always wanted to learn though” Jollie chuckled at his expression, it was the one that a child had when he wants to help out his mother in the kitchen, she pushed a bowl in front of him and simply said “follow”. Jollie was mixing everything as Jaejoong watched and copied. She didn’t voice the instructions but he understood.
After they got them out of the oven Jaejoong pouted as his cupcakes came out tough, and Jollie’s came out perfect “ What did I do wrong?” he asked her with sad puppy eyes. “You forgot the baking powder”. She sighed at the man who was sulking looking at his cupcakes. “Again?” she asked. Jaejoong, who was surprised by her sweet gesture, he was really happy.
This time they baked in one bowl not two different ones, and this time Jollie voiced the instruction. The lead singer was enjoying himself; asking stupid questions just so he could get her to speak more, open up a little. When it was time to pick the flavor, Jollie held the chocolate powder but was stopped when she was just about to add it. “Wait! I want VANILLA cupcakes” Jaejoong told her holding vanilla powder. “But chocolate tastes better” as usually her voice was low. Jaejoong pouted “but you already made chocolate ones” he said pointed at the already finished ones on the table. The two stopped to think about how to persuade the other when a still hungery Vick came from behind them and pushed both to feed him. Due to the push both chocolate and vanilla powders were sprinkled on the mixture, and the two gasped. Both of them sighed and pouted. A humming came out Jollie as she mixed the mixture again; Jaejoong who was sulking badly asked, “ What are you doing? It’s ruined.” She kept humming and ignored the question and Jaejoong found himself singing to her sweet humming and watching her as she spilled the mixture in the cupcake liner.
After the two had lunch, Jaejoong was playing with Vick when he heard a laugh coming from the kitchen he turned around since the living room and the kitchen are in the same room. He saw Jollie laughing as she frosted the cupcakes. Jaejoong frowned as he headed there. “You are so mean, you didn’t call me to frost with you”. Jollie chuckled as she saw Jaejoong pouting like a child again, Was that really the same man who saved her? “What are you laughing at?” he asked looking confused. She showed him the cupcake she finished frosting, it was white with two chocolate chips as eyes, and a strawberry sprinkles make a mouth. Jaejoong laughed “Vick?” and the girl in front of him laughed harder and he knew it was because of his laugh. He pouted “ Is my laugh that funny?”. Jollie nodded. “You are so mean” he sulked again, which made her laugh even harder. She lifted up another cupcake, which was frosted with white; yellow frosting made a hair, chocolate chips made two eyes and red frosting made plump lips. Jaejoong ‘s frown turned to a laugh as he grabbed a cupcake and tried to draw her with the frosting. The noon passed quickly as the two kept drawing funny faces on the cupcakes. Jaejoong drew the other four members and got worked up telling her how mad he is at Micky’s perfect lips and how he missed Junsu’s big smile.
After they finished, Jaejoong went back to his room and when he got out he found the penthouse’s door slightly open. He looked around and there was no sign of Vick or Jollie. He took the elevator that stopped at the ground floor. When the door opened he saw Jollie surrounded by the two receptionists and a lot of kids, some eating the cupcakes she offered and some were playing with Vick. When the cupcakes finished, Jollie who was being followed by Vick came back to their place, not seeing a happy smiling Jaejoong who headed back before the two.
You took all of my heart
[23rd Of Oct]
COEX Shopping Mall.
Jaejoong was walking around the clothes store lost in thoughts. He brought Jollie here, to buy some clothes since he knew his sisters probably didn’t leave any winter clothes behind, they never visited in winter. Another reason was that it was Seoul’s biggest mall, almost everyone who lived in Seoul has been there at least twice but it didn’t seem to trigger any memory of the girl. She just kept following him, keeping a very close distance due to the crowds. The girl in light pink lace top and pink and grey sweater paired up with a pair of jeans , whom he asked to buy all the clothes she needed came back to him with only a long coat and two pair of pants. Jaejoong blinked “ Jollie-ah what are you doing? You need more than that, the weather is getting cold” he frowned. “I don’t really need anything, a coat is all I need.” She lied. Jaejoong who knew better just walked to the sales person and pointed at a purple winter dress “We will take this one” then pointed at another trench coat “This one too” the sale lady kept following him with a pile of clothes in her hands, leaving a Jollie with her jaw dropped open. “Jaejo..“, she was cut by the man who turned to face her with a serious expression “ Ready to pick?”
He was answered with a stutter “You don’t have to do this, I really. .” she was cut again as Jaejoong ignored her and pointed at something else for the sale lady to get. Jollie knew it was a lost case. “This one too” jaejoong said. She lifted her head up to what he pointed at and protested “but this material shrinks”. Jaejoong and the sale lady both turned and gave her an odd look, how would she know the material by just looking?. But the two didn’t voice the question. “Ready?” Jaejoong let out a big grin as he finally won the argument. He walked behind the girl who surely had really good taste in clothes. Everything she picked earned a complement from the sale’s lady who was accompanied now other sale’s ladies who apparently developed a liking for the girl’s taste.
Jaejoong had a lot of fun following around as he discovered a new side of her. He never heard her speak this much, asking about the little details of every piece she touched. Jaejoong stopped as he heard her odd answer to the sale lady. She was asked what is her size but didn’t answer with small or medium. Instead she answered with detailed numbers, she gave them her detailed description, her waist size, her shoulders even her chest size. The man following her called after deep thoughts “Jollie-ah” cutting her conversation with the sales ladies that were enjoying her company. Jollie turned to face him. “Do you remember? . . . I . I mean your past” it was odd that she would remember such a thing as her body size. Jollie whose expression turned from excited to a hidden sadness “Aniyo.. . . why?” she was answered with “Nothing” and a thoughtful stare from him.
Jollie wanted to leave without trying on the clothes but the cheerful ladies were insisting at least to see her in the purple dress she and Jaejoong were fighting about since he knew the reason she didn’t want it was the price tag, but he couldn’t help but to force her to buy it since he caught her off guard staring at it. After he pushed her towards them as if he was saying Try it, she agreed to do so. Jaejoong got excited to see her interact with others; he was really worried about her ending up a loner after the incident. He heard giggles and endless complements and praises and turned towards them. He saw a lot of female celebrates in beautiful dresses but none wore it in that manner. The way this girl picked what fitted her was interesting. The dress complemented her body. It fell on the right places and fitted her small body curves very well. Jaejoong was amazed at how it turned out to be, how she turned out to be.
The two left the store with a lot of shopping bags in their hands and headed to the nearest coffee shop to drink something before their long drive home. “Did you have fun?” a disguised Jaejoong took his sunglasses off since he was now facing Jollie and the wall behind her. “Dae”. he frowned, he thought after the long conversations she had with the sale ladies she would have a longer answer than that. “Thank you” brought the upset lead singer to reality. He looked up at the girl sipping her coffee, who now lowered her head and hid a smile. He grinned “Aniyo it’s alright”. “You know you have a nice taste in clothes” he said trying to start a conversation. A long silence was about to make him frown before he heard “ So do you”. Jaejoong blinked and gave the answer he used in every interview “Our stylist dresses me up” Jollie chuckled at his celebrity instincts to repeat interviews’ answers “ I meant at home”, Jaejoong smiled as he realized that now along with the four members he now has a person who treats him for who he is, and not for what he does for living.
I endured a lot of goodbyes and a lot of tears
So it's a little late, but I think I finally met you
[25th Of Oct]
The lead singer was bending down in a grey sweater on top of his white shirt and jeans along with a stripped scarf, he was making sure he closed Vick’s collar and chuckled as he saw Jollie who had a take me with you expression looking at him, he was going to ask her to come earlier but he wasn’t sure she wanted to walk Vick along with him. He couldn’t help saying no to her cute expression “Jollie-ah, I’m going to the park to walk Vick, do you want to come too?” He was answered by the sound of the door of her room being closed; somehow he knew she was changing to come along which made him let a soft laugh out. Strange girl. After five minutes she stood in front of him in her dimmed green knitted long coat, black tights and dimmed green leather boots ready to leave.
Jollie walked silently as always behind him as she wanted to keep her distance from the big ball of fur, who apparently was fond of her. The three reached the playground of the park as Jaejoong kept throwing a ball at Vick; Jollie just sat on a bench eyeing the families with a sour looking on her face. A long time passed as she kept humming watching the two play around, Jaejoong tried to persuade her to play but failed, she just sat there watching a little boy playing in the sand box, she looked around searching for his mother but she didn’t see any woman watching over him, that particular boy caught her attention since the sun was going to set soon and his mum wasn’t there. Random women asked him about his mother but he said that she would come. She lifted her head up and stopped staring at the child as she heard a familiar voice crying Aish. Apparently, Jaejoong threw the ball in the bushes and Vick couldn’t reach it so he went there instead, she watched as Jaejoong’s figure walked away before she turned her head back to the kid who was now playing with Vick.
When Jaejoong got back to his pervious place, he was surprised. Jollie wasn’t on the bench any more and Vick wasn’t there either. He turned around as he heard a familiar dog bark, his dog. The scene that took place in front of him shocked him. A child was sitting on the ground crying as a woman who was probably his mother was kicking Vick in the ribs. He was on the ground whimpering as she was screaming “You stupid dog”. As Jaejoong rushed there, he was stopped by a scene that was more disturbing than the first. Jollie, who threw herself on Vick to protect him from the strong kicks, was kicked as well. She lifted her face and screamed at the women, “What are doing? He didn’t do anything” she said it with so much anger and pain and it was the first time Jaejoong saw and heard the pain in her voice, he didn’t even hear that voice of hers this clear before. “He was hurting my child” the mad women screamed. “No he wasn’t! He was playing with him. Because you WEREN’T here and he was getting scared of the dark”.
“What I do is non of your business Bitch!” after Jollie looked at the child crying in front of her she suddenly realized he had a lot of bruises on his small body, her eyes widened, no wonder the child was not playing with others and that she didn’t care to pick him up before dark, “What kind of MOTHER are you? How could you! You are HORRIBLE!” her voice broke “. . horrible” she buried her face in Vick’s fur as she sensed a kick on the way. She shut her eyes tight waiting for it but it didn’t come, instead a warm body was pressed on her back. She heard something beginning hit then a gasp from the woman. As she lifted her head, Jaejoong was there, shielding both her and Vick. He was now glaring at the woman, and if glares would kill she would be dead by now. “Leave! NOW!” Jollie heard Jaejoong say in a firm tone as he looked around at the audience than back to the woman as if he was saying everybody witnessed that, and that he could easily be backed up if he told . . let say the police that she abused his stranger and beloved dog , not mentioning her little son.
It's the first time I felt this way ~ I don't want to lose this obvious feeling
Jaejoong gave Jollie who was sitting on the swings with her head hanging low, a cup of warm coffee, since it was now cold and dark and the lamps of the park were now turned on. He sat on the swing next to her. When the silence was too much for him he voiced out “ Thank you” looking at Vick who was laying in front of him “For saving Vick”. She mumbled something under her breath still looking at the ground, it sounded to Jaejoong like it’s because he is important to you, but he wasn’t sure. After a while of Jollie swinging herself back and forth, she lifted her head up to look at the night of Seoul. The beautiful moon, the sparkling stars, and the soft cold breeze. The night was beautiful and quite only the three of them were left at the park. “Maybe it’s a blessing” she said, talking to herself. Jaejoong who turned his face to her asked in concern “blessing?”.
“That my memories are not coming back to me” she bit her lips as she turned to face him but lifted her head up again when she saw the look in his eyes.
“They didn’t abandon you” Jaejoong said in a comforting tone as if he knew what she was thinking, “just because they didn’t search for you doesn’t mean they don’t love you”.
“What does it mean then?” she said in a sarcastic tone that broke in the end.
“Maybe they are searching, but not close enough yet or maybe. . “ Jaejoong stopped at the thought.
“Maybe nobody wants me” she whispered, “ maybe I’m better off not remembering” she turned to him and let out a soft smile “maybe it’s a blessing”. Jaejoong heart sank at her sincere smile.
He got up and wrapped his scarf around her neck as he saw her shiver, what he did caused her to turn her eyes up and let out a “huh?” followed by a warm smile. He swung her for a while as she kept on smiling and giggling every now and then. He led the way as she and Vick ran after him and when he turned to his slow companions he saw her bending down patting Vick’s head. He chuckled as he saw the barriers between the two now broken. She whispered a thing to Vick before she ran back with him to the man waiting for them.
She whispered “ It’s alright ~ God sent me a hero instead”
Can I love this person that's sitting in front of me?
A/N: Inlove with it yet ? Sorry for the late update :( but it's a long Chappie with alot of action ~ her personality is just starting to show ~ Next chappie they are going to place u all love and it's mostly hilarious xD