Wilted Love / Look at me Part 11
Title: Wilted Love / Look At Me
Author: VanillaIcex3
Genre: Romance, Smut, Drama?, Violence, Angst
Rated: R, NC-17 for most parts
Length: Mini series
Disclaimer: This plot is mine , if I owned Yunjae I won't have to write fics about them, picture is from google
Jaejoong’s mind told him that this was wrong, Yunho wasn’t sober and he knew who Yunho was talking to. He tried pushing Yunho’s hands off but it didn’t do much.
“I love you, you know?” Yunho managed to push off Jaejoong’s shirt and started licking the pink nipple with the nipple ring.
“Yu-yun, you-you’re not… I-I’m not your… a-ah…” Jaejoong wanted to tell Yunho that he wasn’t JoonAe and he knew that Yunho was going to regret when they woke up tomorrow. He moaned when Yunho unzipped his jeans and rubbed his long fingers on his erection.
“NO! You are. I love you! So much!” Yunho growled and took off his own shirt and pants. He pinned Jaejoong down again and pushed his mouth against the raven’s lips.
Jaejoong threw all those thoughts away when Yunho repeated how much he loved him. He didn’t care anymore, he had wanted this for so long and it’s finally coming true for him. He ignored the heavy taste of alcohol in Yunho’s mouth and slipped his hands into Yunho’s shirt. He arched his back and grinded his groin against Yunho’s stomach.
Yunho lets go of the kiss and stared intensely into Jaejoong’s eyes, “Say that you love me too.” He brushed some of Jaejoong’s damp hair away from the face.
Jaejoong looked back into those warm, loving eyes and said, “Yu-yunnie-yah, I love you. So much. I’ve always loved you… always.”
Yunho smiled the brightest when he heard that and pushed Jaejoong’s jeans and boxers down. He caressed the milky skin with cautious as if he was the most precious thing to him, he licked the hip area with long teasing strokes.
Jaejoong felt so loved because Yunho always just wanted to have sex with him for whatever reason or whenever he wanted to, but he never treated him like this. His erection was standing high and he arched his back when Yunho started to lick his inner thigh area.
“Yu-yun d-don’t tease.” Jaejoong pouted when Yunho chuckled against his thigh.
“Why? I want to make love to you, so you’ll feel my love on every inch of your body.” Yunho rose up from his thighs and kissed Jaejoong again. They kissed slowly and with love, Jaejoong’s hands wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck and wrapped his legs around the waist.
Jaejoong took control of the kiss and played with Yunho’s tongue. He enjoyed Yunho’s groping all over his body, he was startled when Yunho’s finger was teasing his entrance. He shuddered when the long finger slipped in dry and pulled away from the kiss when Yunho pumped the finger in and out.
“You’re mine! You can’t leave me…” Yunho licked and sucked on Jaejoong’s nape leaving a huge red mark, and continued leaving marks everywhere. He smiled in victory when he looked at his masterpiece, he held the raven beauty’s face and gave another sloppy kiss.
“Spread your legs for me, baby.” Yunho demanded when he heard those soft mewls and whimpers against his lips. It turned him on so bad and he smirked when Jaejoong complied.
Jaejoong flushed in red with embarrassment, he felt so exposed to Yunho even though they’ve seen each other naked so many times before.
Yunho leaned down and started licking the puckered hole. He smirked when he heard Jaejoong gasping and whimpering in pleasure. He held Jaejoong’s legs in place with his hands and pushed the tip of his tongue into the hole. He moaned when he felt the hole contract a little on his tongue.
“Yu-Yun! S-stop!” Jaejoong couldn’t believe Yunho was licking his entrance like a piece of candy and he was so close to his orgasm if Yunho wasn’t going to stop.
“No.” Yunho spoke huskily and pushed his fingers in. He bit and pulled on Jaejoong’s nipple when he started pushing the fingers in and out of the raven’s entrance.
“Ahng, Yu-yunn… I-I’m going t-to… c-come.” Jaejoong moaned with all the pleasure running through his body. He came hard onto Yunho’s chest and panted.
“Where’s the lube?” Yunho asked and Jaejoong fumbled with getting up and got it for him.
Yunho slathered his penis and fingers, he pushed Jaejoong down again and pushed all 3 of his fingers into him.
“I’ll be quick, baby… so you won’t get hurt.” Yunho mumbled lovingly and when he felt that Jaejoong was ready, he pushed his erection in.
“Yu-Yuun. A-ah..” It felt so right for Jaejoong, to be completed like this with Yunho. He brought his hand to Yunho’s back and that was the sign that Yunho could start moving now.
Yunho shuddered at how tight Jaejoong was around him, he pulled out and rammed it in again. He picked up his pace when he started to hear moans and Jaejoong’s legs around his waist. Their moans were a beautiful melody to Yunho’s ears and he smiled against Jaejoong’s lips when he heard him screaming.
“Yu-yun! Th-there… so good.” Jaejoong started to push back to Yunho’s rhythm.
“I love you, I love you, I love you.” Yunho repeated against Jaejoong’s lips and continued thrusting in that angle.
“Yunnie!” Jaejoong came for the second time and his heart swelled at Yunho’s words. Seconds later, he felt his in insides filled.
Yunho panted in exhaustion and fell asleep with his arms wrapped tightly around Jaejoong’s body.
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Jaejoong was the first one to wake up and smiled at the sight of Yunho. His heart was thumping with happiness and snuggled close to Yunho’s chest, listening to his heart beating. He groaned when he realized that Yunho was still buried inside him.
He just sighed in content and smiled goofily to himself. His thumb started rubbing gentle circles on Yunho’s lower back, he looked at their bodies and saw that they fitted each other perfectly.
“I love you, so so much. Yunnie.” Jaejoong whispered and closed his eyes.
Yunho woke up with a splitting headache and groaned in pain. He felt someone breathing against his chest and it felt ticklish. He wondered why his lower region felt so warm and realized that he was naked in bed, he smiled as he thought that it was his girlfriend who’s sleeping next to him. He opened his eyes while grabbing the person’s waist.
“A-ah, my cute sleepyhead is up?” Jaejoong smiled and looked up. His heart hurt when he saw the awkward gaze on him. He ignored it and ran his hand through Yunho’s hair.
“Wha-why?” Yunho thought that it was JoonAe but he was met with Jaejoong’s doe eyes staring at him. He pushed Jaejoong away from him and gasped when he felt his penis slipping out of something wet and warm.
Jaejoong moaned softly when Yunho pulled out, he smiled and wrapped his arms around his waist.
“Wha-what happened?” Yunho sat up breaking the hug.
“You-you were drunk… I-I was drunk too.” Jaejoong couldn’t tell him that Yunho mistook him for his girlfriend and he took advantage of him when he was drunk.
“Shit. I… didn’t mean to.” Yunho looked so guilty.
“I-it’s okay. Yunnie-yah let’s go shower.” Jaejoong sat up and tried to touch Yunho. He knew that Yunho was going to be like this, but he didn’t know it would hurt this much.
“N-no, you-you can go first.” Yunho stuttered and sat further from Jaejoong.
“Okay… sleep more, you’re gonna catch a cold if you don’t cover yourself. I’m sure your head is hurting a lot right now, I’ll wake you up and give you some headache pills okay?” Jaejoong smiled bitterly as he gently pushed Yunho down onto the bed and covered him with the duvet.
Yunho watched Jaejoong walk to the bathroom naked with some cum coming out of his ass and looked away. He sighed hard and fell asleep again.
Jaejoong started to rub himself with soap and sighed softly. He smiled when he closed his eyes and replayed Yunho’s ‘I love you’ in his head. He hugged his knees against his chest and he didn’t even realize that he was crying.
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“Yunnie! Yunnie! Hello?” JoonAe waved her hand in front of Yunho’s face.
“O-oh, yes, Joonie?” Yunho was in a daze for quite a while now and couldn’t get away the guilty feeling from 2 weeks ago.
“What’s wrong?” JoonAe pouted at Yunho and poked him playfully.
“Nothing… Wanna go home now?” Yunho smiled charmingly and stroked the soft cheeks of his girlfriend.
“But today is our 3 month anniversary! Meanie, you haven’t bought me anything yet!” She crossed her arms and pretended to be angry at Yunho.
“Fine fine, I like spoiling you anyways.” Yunho sighed at the bags he was holding and held out his cheek for JoonAe to kiss.
“Babe, wait, my phone is ringing.” Yunho put down the bags on a bench and took out his phone.
“Yunnie!” Jaejoong’s happy voice was heard and he sighed, he didn’t want to be reminded of that morning.
“Yeah… what?”
“… o-oh, are you busy?” Jaejoong noticed the tone of Yunho’s voice.
“Yeah. I’m with Joonie right now.”
“O-oh… okay. I was going to ask you if you wanted to…” Yunho tuned out Jaejoong’s voice when he heard JoonAe talking to him.
“Jung Yunho! Hurry up… my legs are tired!” JoonAe rolled her eyes, she knew who it was and she was determined to make Yunho stop talking to Jaejoong.
“Yun? I guess you won’t be coming then… I-it’s fine though! I’ll be home late, so don’t wait for me… okay?” Jaejoong wasn’t happy that Yunho didn’t have time to go watch their favorite musical together.
“Yeah, Bye.”
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“Hyunnie!” Jaejoong didn’t want to be alone when he watched the musical and decided to call TOP.
“Yeesss? My cute baby?” TOP replied with a sleazy tone.
“You’re beginning to sound like Chunnie, you hang out with him too much.” Jaejoong smiled and played with his elephant phone charm.
“Does that mean you want me to hang out with you all the time?”
“We-well, Anyways! Hyunnie wanna go watch a musical with me?” Jaejoong asked.
“Are you asking me out on a date?” TOP teased, but he was silently jumping all around his room at the moment.
“… n-no!” Jaejoong’s cheeks flushed in pink, he didn’t realize that this sounded like a date to other people.
“Really…?~ I’m just joking, baby. Yeah, let’s go eat dinner after that and get dessert too~” TOP laughed when he heard an annoyed huff and plopped on his bed while smiling goofily to himself.
“Mmm! Bye!” Jaejoong nodded at the details of when and where they’re going to meet.
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Jaejoong waved at TOP who was smiling at him while backing out from his driveway and opened the door. He pouted when he saw a pair of high heels laying near Yunho’s shoes. He placed them properly on the shoe rack and shuffled through the living room.
“Yun?” Jaejoong was wondering where the couple would be and he went upstairs when he heard strange noises coming from the floor above him.
Jaejoong slowed down when he heard moans of pleasure and groans coming out from his room. His mind told him to stop walking but his body just went closer and closer to the slightly ajar door.
His heart shattered into pieces as he watched Yunho thrusting into the naked girl under him. He gasped softly and fell onto the carpeted floor. He couldn’t breathe, his tears were already streaking down his face.
“Joonie, I love you…” Yunho groaned when he came into the condom and kissed his girlfriend with a cute smile.
“I love you too, Yunnie bear.” JoonAe smirked in victory when she finally had sex with the hottest guy in campus.
Jaejoong couldn’t believe that Yunho would bring his girlfriend to his house and have sex on their bed. He was angry, he didn’t want anyone to taint his bed filled with memories of Yunho and him. He wiped his tears on his sleeve and slammed the door open.
“Yunho! Wh-why did… why did you…” Jaejoong couldn’t continue on with his sentence when he saw the unfriendly glare that Yunho was giving him.
“Yunnie, tell him to go away!” JoonAe pulled up the blankets and covered herself. She gave Jaejoong a smirk before hiding her face in Yunho’s chest.
“Go away, Jaejoong.” Yunho stroked his girlfriend’s long hair lovingly and kissed the top of her head.
“No! Tell your girlfriend to leave!” Jaejoong’s heart started hurting, he always knew that Yunho had sex with his girlfriends but he never knew how much it hurt to see it happen.
“What?” Yunho was getting angry now.
“You heard me, Yunho! Tell her to leave!” Jaejoong screamed with his tears rolling down his cheeks.
Yunho ran his hand through his disheveled hair and got off the bed. He wore his boxers and said, “Joonie, I’ll be back…” He gripped Jaejoong’s wrist tightly and dragged him out of the room.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Yunho growled.
“Yunnie you’re hurting me!” Jaejoong was struggling with Yunho’s death grip on his wrist, he knew it was going to form a bruise.
“Answer me!”
“Because… because why did you… have sex with her on our bed?” Jaejoong mumbled and gave up on struggling.
“Is that it?!” Yunho yelled and threw Jaejoong’s hand away.
“Yunnie bear… I’ll go now.” JoonAe came out with her belongings and pretended to be sad.
“Why? Baby, you don’t have to leave.” Yunho stroked his girlfriend’s cheek.
“I don’t want you two to fight… Bye Yunnie. I’ll see you tomorrow… Happy 3rd month!” JoonAe smiled and left. She smirked as she walked away with triumph.
“Yun…” Jaejoong have never seen Yunho so angry before, he hugged him from behind and started apologizing.
“Don’t.” Yunho pushed his hands away from him and stomped to the bedroom.
Jaejoong’s knees felt weak and fell onto the carpeted floor again.
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Vanilla's Words: osdnfoiekldsf idek what I wrote, please excuse me. I wrote this a month / more ago but i wasn't sure about the... very disastrous smut that I wrote & the fisndofnineklfdsf rest of it basically. :/. idek if I want to continue this anymore D:<................................................................ might delete this part? idkidkidkidkidkidk
gonna sleep now.
HAPPY 5TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY YUNJAE. Shall love you and miss you forever. :)
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