I Love You... Do You?;; Chapter 41.4
Chapter 41;; Part 4; Hospital.
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
Starry, starry night… Paint your palette blue and gray.
“Mister! Please let our staffs take him onto the stretcher!” The ambulance arrived and a staff told Yunho to let go of Jaejoong. He gently let go of Jaejoong and one of the staff took the knife out gently. They immediately carried the stretcher outside of the restaurant. Yunho ran after the staff and sat in the ambulance.
He picked up his phone and dialed a couple of numbers.
“Yoo-Yoochun? J-jae-“ Yunho was interrupted by Yoochun’s angry growl.
Look out on a summer’s day
“What the hell do you want, Mr. Jung Yunho. Don’t tell me you punched Jaejoong again and he’s sent to the hospital.” Yoochun’s low voice sent shivers down Yunho’s spine.
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Sketch the trees and daffodils. Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
“Jae-jaejoongie… was stabbed… I-I don’t know who did it…” Yunho stuttered.
Shadows on the hills, in colors on the snowy linen land.
“What are you talking about? You should be the one that’s supposed to be stabbed.” Yoochun sarcastically remarked. His heart broke into half when he heard Jaejoong was stabbed.
“Wh-why?!”
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
“Because, Jaejoongie went to your house to drop off things and the mailman gave him a DVD. Your girlfriend… she sent it. She hated you… she wanted revenge on you because you “stole” Jaejoong from her in kindergarten.”
How you suffered for your sanity,
“Wh-what? No! That’s not true.” Yunho couldn’t believe it.
How you tried to set them free, they would not listen. They did not know how,
Perhaps, they’ll listen now.
“Where is Jaejoongie going to. I’ll punch the shit out of you.” Yoochun growled.
Starry, starry night… Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
“S-seoul hospital…”
Swirling clouds in violet haze, reflect in Vincent’s eyes of china blue.
Beep beep beep.
♡
Colors changing hue, morning fields of amber grain.
He stared at Jaejoong. The bruises on his face were still visible; Jaejoong’s cheeks were sunken down. His eye bags has gotten bigger and got skinnier. His heart soured, he remembered punching Jaejoong really hard in semi formal.
Weathered faces lined in pain, are soothed beneath the artist’s loving hand.
“Yunnie-ah, please listen to me… S-stay away from JaeEun! Sh-she’s going to hurt you!” Jaejoong held onto Yunho’s large warm hands. He was shoved away harshly.
“Sh-she’s dangerous… don’t stay with her… I-I never lied to you.” Jaejoong looked into Yunho’s eyes hoping that he will see a glint of trust.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
Those memories flooded into his head and he couldn’t believe he was so blinded. He knew Jaejoong has never lied to him. He held Jaejoong’s pale cold hand into his and hoped he would be okay.
And how you suffered for your sanity, And how you tried to set them free,
♡
“Jung Yunho! You bastard!” Yoochun punched Yunho in the jaw. He was so angry, because his best friend went into the emergency room. Just because of Yunho. Yunho Yunho Yunho! Always Yunho! There is not a day that Jaejoong does not mention the name, Yunho! Junsu held him back from punching Yunho even further, he didn’t want to cause a scene.
“You! Did you know how much Jaejoong has to go through because of you?! Why did you tell him that you don’t love him? Why did you play with him?” Yoochun’s tears were flowing down.
“I don’t love him! I didn’t play with him! I never did!” Yunho exclaimed.
“Oh, then why the hell was he limping down the hall?!” Yoochun screamed.
“What? I thought he did that for trying to get my attention.” Yunho looked at Yoochun with a confused look.
They would not listen,
“Get your attention? Are you stupid? If he wanted to get your attention, he wouldn’t even have to go limp! He can just simply tell you that he wants to talk to you.” Yoochun rolled his eyes.
“No! I did not have sex with him. I swear!” Yunho exclaimed again.
They did not know how.
Yoochun just sat down in defeat and waited for the others to come.
Perhaps, they’ll listen now.
The emergency room light went off after god knows how many hours. Yunho ran to the doctor.
“Are you Kim Jaejoong’s relative?”
“Uhm, yes.”
“The patient had a total of thirteen stabs on his back. We have managed the wounds to stop bleeding, and he has past the dangerous stage. He is in a coma right now; we have no idea when he is going to wake up. The coma could have various reasons; it could be due to shock, emotional breakdown, etc. He was sexually harassed about two to three weeks ago; also he has a big bruise on the backside. He has minor fractures somewhere along his jaw line, and if his cold does not get treated soon, it will get to his lungs.” The doctor shook his head and sighed.
For they could not love you,
“S-sexually harassed?” Yunho stuttered.
And still your love was true.
“Yoochun!” A voice came from behind. Yoochun looked behind him and saw Siwon. He hugged his friend close to him.
And no hope was left inside on that starry, starry night.
“How’s Joong…?” Siwon glared at Yunho.
You took your life as lovers often do.
“Jaejae hyung is in a coma right now! H-he… I don’t know!” Junsu was devastated.
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you.
“Ahem, so yes. Kim Jaejoong was sexually harassed.” The doctor nodded.
Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty hall, frameless heads on nameless walls.
“N-no… he wasn’t!” Yunho shook his head.
With eyes that watch the world and can’t forget. Like the strangers that you’ve met,
“Oh look, it’s you. The person who said Joong was a whore.” Siwon growled.
The ragged man in ragged clothes,
“H-huh? N-no! It can’t be th-that time!” Yunho covered his mouth.
The silver thorn of bloody rose, Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
“Yunnie-bear! Look! He’s having sex with other men in allies!” JaeEun ran behind Yunho.
“Yun-yun-ie… I-it’s not what you think…” Jaejoong widened his eyes and tried getting up to run to Yunho.
“He’s so dirty! I knew he was a whore!” JaeEun clung onto Yunho.
“Yunnie! D-don’t listen to her… L-let me ex-explain…” Jaejoong sniffled and got up painfully to Yunho.
“Explain what. You’ve practically explained yourself.” Yunho looked at him with disgust.
“Yun..nie… N-no! It’s not like that. Yunnie-ah…” Jaejoong wanted to drown himself in Yunho’s secure and safe arms.
“Whore.” Yunho said coldly.
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
“N-no! I want to see Jaejoongie!” Yunho screamed and shook the doctor.
How you suffered for your sanity,
“Please calm down. He’s transferred to Room 431.” The doctor walked away after.
Yunho rushed to the room that Jaejoong was at. He decreased his speed when he opened the door. A beautiful angel was sleeping under the thick covers, with wires on him. The soft beep was the only sound in the room.
Then how you tried to set them free,
“Jaejoongie?” Yunho touched Jaejoong’s cheek gently. It was cold.
“Don’t touch him, you bastard. You don’t even deserve to be in the same room as him.” Siwon swatted Yunho’s hand from Jaejoong’s cheek.
They would not listen,
“Who are you! You don’t even know Joongie!” Yunho was angry.
“Excuse me, Yunho. Jaejae hyung does know Siwonnie.” Junsu did not use the honorifics at the end of Yunho’s name.
“H-how?” Yunho didn’t like anyone that only Jaejoong knew.
Siwon just ignored all of their conversations and bent down to brush away the blonde locks that were blocking Jaejoong’s angel-like features. His heart broke when he felt Jaejoong’s hand, it was icy cold. He caressed the soft silky hair between his fingers. How he had always wanted to do this, just him and Jaejoong. Him embracing the beautiful male into his arms, kissing every tear away, smiling just for him, and have this heavenly scent every time he wakes up.
They’re not listening still,
“Don’t touch Jaejoongie!” Yunho pushed Siwon away.
“You’re very funny, Yunho-ssi. When he wanted you to comfort him, hug him, to be there for him. You pushed him away, yelled at him, and threw dirty words that pierced his heart, joining with the others in school to bully him… What makes you have the privilege to touch him? You said he was dirty, didn’t you? If I haven’t found him earlier, he would have been lying in the alley bleeding all by himself.” Siwon retorted.
“Siwon, you were there and you didn’t tell me?!” Yoochun was furious.
“Jaejoongie didn’t want me to tell you, I’m sorry.” Siwon sighed. Yunho twitched at the nickname that he gave Jaejoong. He didn’t like Siwon at all.
“Leave Jaejoongie alone. He doesn’t need you.” Yunho growled and sat down on the chair beside the bed.
“No! I don’t want you here, Yunho. Get away from Jaejoong. You’ve done enough damage.” Junsu’s dark tone frightened Yunho.
Changmin was standing in the corner of the room and stared at his hyung that was lying on the bed. He didn’t like to cry, but his heart broke when he heard that his hyung was stabbed. He gave a sharp piercing glare at Yunho.
“No! I want to be by Jaejoongie’s side…” Yunho was complaining and Yoosu pushed him out of the room. He pounded the door hard and gave up after a few minutes. He started crying, he has never cried so hard in his life.
Perhaps,
Jaejoong… was always by his side. He would pat and stroke Yunho’s back whenever he was sad, sick or mad. The male would always slip into the blankets with him, and securely claim his arms around his waist. Whenever he was asleep, he would softly purr like a kitten and nuzzle into his neck. The beautiful male would wake up extra early to prepare breakfast for him. He would hum softly to the latest popular song while cooking for him.
“Jaejoongie…” Yunho mumbled. He dejectedly walked to the bus stop.
They never will…
♡
Vanilla's Words: okay, so uhmm >_<, yes. This is the last part. & I hope there aren't any mistakes. D;~~. This song is called, "Vincent", originally sang by Don McLean. & Joanna Wang sang this song in her second album. I like her version better, it's more... emotional..
My original song for this was supposed to be "Aubrey" by Joanna Wang, but then I can't find the song. :(. So. Uhm, yes. I used this one instead~ :).
& Yes, there is an Q&A of all your questions... from a long time ago?. D:? ( HERE)
Music Playlist at MixPod.com
Starry, starry night… Paint your palette blue and gray.
“Mister! Please let our staffs take him onto the stretcher!” The ambulance arrived and a staff told Yunho to let go of Jaejoong. He gently let go of Jaejoong and one of the staff took the knife out gently. They immediately carried the stretcher outside of the restaurant. Yunho ran after the staff and sat in the ambulance.
He picked up his phone and dialed a couple of numbers.
“Yoo-Yoochun? J-jae-“ Yunho was interrupted by Yoochun’s angry growl.
Look out on a summer’s day
“What the hell do you want, Mr. Jung Yunho. Don’t tell me you punched Jaejoong again and he’s sent to the hospital.” Yoochun’s low voice sent shivers down Yunho’s spine.
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Sketch the trees and daffodils. Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
“Jae-jaejoongie… was stabbed… I-I don’t know who did it…” Yunho stuttered.
Shadows on the hills, in colors on the snowy linen land.
“What are you talking about? You should be the one that’s supposed to be stabbed.” Yoochun sarcastically remarked. His heart broke into half when he heard Jaejoong was stabbed.
“Wh-why?!”
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
“Because, Jaejoongie went to your house to drop off things and the mailman gave him a DVD. Your girlfriend… she sent it. She hated you… she wanted revenge on you because you “stole” Jaejoong from her in kindergarten.”
How you suffered for your sanity,
“Wh-what? No! That’s not true.” Yunho couldn’t believe it.
How you tried to set them free, they would not listen. They did not know how,
Perhaps, they’ll listen now.
“Where is Jaejoongie going to. I’ll punch the shit out of you.” Yoochun growled.
Starry, starry night… Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
“S-seoul hospital…”
Swirling clouds in violet haze, reflect in Vincent’s eyes of china blue.
Beep beep beep.
♡
Colors changing hue, morning fields of amber grain.
He stared at Jaejoong. The bruises on his face were still visible; Jaejoong’s cheeks were sunken down. His eye bags has gotten bigger and got skinnier. His heart soured, he remembered punching Jaejoong really hard in semi formal.
Weathered faces lined in pain, are soothed beneath the artist’s loving hand.
“Yunnie-ah, please listen to me… S-stay away from JaeEun! Sh-she’s going to hurt you!” Jaejoong held onto Yunho’s large warm hands. He was shoved away harshly.
“Sh-she’s dangerous… don’t stay with her… I-I never lied to you.” Jaejoong looked into Yunho’s eyes hoping that he will see a glint of trust.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
Those memories flooded into his head and he couldn’t believe he was so blinded. He knew Jaejoong has never lied to him. He held Jaejoong’s pale cold hand into his and hoped he would be okay.
And how you suffered for your sanity, And how you tried to set them free,
♡
“Jung Yunho! You bastard!” Yoochun punched Yunho in the jaw. He was so angry, because his best friend went into the emergency room. Just because of Yunho. Yunho Yunho Yunho! Always Yunho! There is not a day that Jaejoong does not mention the name, Yunho! Junsu held him back from punching Yunho even further, he didn’t want to cause a scene.
“You! Did you know how much Jaejoong has to go through because of you?! Why did you tell him that you don’t love him? Why did you play with him?” Yoochun’s tears were flowing down.
“I don’t love him! I didn’t play with him! I never did!” Yunho exclaimed.
“Oh, then why the hell was he limping down the hall?!” Yoochun screamed.
“What? I thought he did that for trying to get my attention.” Yunho looked at Yoochun with a confused look.
They would not listen,
“Get your attention? Are you stupid? If he wanted to get your attention, he wouldn’t even have to go limp! He can just simply tell you that he wants to talk to you.” Yoochun rolled his eyes.
“No! I did not have sex with him. I swear!” Yunho exclaimed again.
They did not know how.
Yoochun just sat down in defeat and waited for the others to come.
Perhaps, they’ll listen now.
The emergency room light went off after god knows how many hours. Yunho ran to the doctor.
“Are you Kim Jaejoong’s relative?”
“Uhm, yes.”
“The patient had a total of thirteen stabs on his back. We have managed the wounds to stop bleeding, and he has past the dangerous stage. He is in a coma right now; we have no idea when he is going to wake up. The coma could have various reasons; it could be due to shock, emotional breakdown, etc. He was sexually harassed about two to three weeks ago; also he has a big bruise on the backside. He has minor fractures somewhere along his jaw line, and if his cold does not get treated soon, it will get to his lungs.” The doctor shook his head and sighed.
For they could not love you,
“S-sexually harassed?” Yunho stuttered.
And still your love was true.
“Yoochun!” A voice came from behind. Yoochun looked behind him and saw Siwon. He hugged his friend close to him.
And no hope was left inside on that starry, starry night.
“How’s Joong…?” Siwon glared at Yunho.
You took your life as lovers often do.
“Jaejae hyung is in a coma right now! H-he… I don’t know!” Junsu was devastated.
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you.
“Ahem, so yes. Kim Jaejoong was sexually harassed.” The doctor nodded.
Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty hall, frameless heads on nameless walls.
“N-no… he wasn’t!” Yunho shook his head.
With eyes that watch the world and can’t forget. Like the strangers that you’ve met,
“Oh look, it’s you. The person who said Joong was a whore.” Siwon growled.
The ragged man in ragged clothes,
“H-huh? N-no! It can’t be th-that time!” Yunho covered his mouth.
The silver thorn of bloody rose, Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
“Yunnie-bear! Look! He’s having sex with other men in allies!” JaeEun ran behind Yunho.
“Yun-yun-ie… I-it’s not what you think…” Jaejoong widened his eyes and tried getting up to run to Yunho.
“He’s so dirty! I knew he was a whore!” JaeEun clung onto Yunho.
“Yunnie! D-don’t listen to her… L-let me ex-explain…” Jaejoong sniffled and got up painfully to Yunho.
“Explain what. You’ve practically explained yourself.” Yunho looked at him with disgust.
“Yun..nie… N-no! It’s not like that. Yunnie-ah…” Jaejoong wanted to drown himself in Yunho’s secure and safe arms.
“Whore.” Yunho said coldly.
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
“N-no! I want to see Jaejoongie!” Yunho screamed and shook the doctor.
How you suffered for your sanity,
“Please calm down. He’s transferred to Room 431.” The doctor walked away after.
Yunho rushed to the room that Jaejoong was at. He decreased his speed when he opened the door. A beautiful angel was sleeping under the thick covers, with wires on him. The soft beep was the only sound in the room.
Then how you tried to set them free,
“Jaejoongie?” Yunho touched Jaejoong’s cheek gently. It was cold.
“Don’t touch him, you bastard. You don’t even deserve to be in the same room as him.” Siwon swatted Yunho’s hand from Jaejoong’s cheek.
They would not listen,
“Who are you! You don’t even know Joongie!” Yunho was angry.
“Excuse me, Yunho. Jaejae hyung does know Siwonnie.” Junsu did not use the honorifics at the end of Yunho’s name.
“H-how?” Yunho didn’t like anyone that only Jaejoong knew.
Siwon just ignored all of their conversations and bent down to brush away the blonde locks that were blocking Jaejoong’s angel-like features. His heart broke when he felt Jaejoong’s hand, it was icy cold. He caressed the soft silky hair between his fingers. How he had always wanted to do this, just him and Jaejoong. Him embracing the beautiful male into his arms, kissing every tear away, smiling just for him, and have this heavenly scent every time he wakes up.
They’re not listening still,
“Don’t touch Jaejoongie!” Yunho pushed Siwon away.
“You’re very funny, Yunho-ssi. When he wanted you to comfort him, hug him, to be there for him. You pushed him away, yelled at him, and threw dirty words that pierced his heart, joining with the others in school to bully him… What makes you have the privilege to touch him? You said he was dirty, didn’t you? If I haven’t found him earlier, he would have been lying in the alley bleeding all by himself.” Siwon retorted.
“Siwon, you were there and you didn’t tell me?!” Yoochun was furious.
“Jaejoongie didn’t want me to tell you, I’m sorry.” Siwon sighed. Yunho twitched at the nickname that he gave Jaejoong. He didn’t like Siwon at all.
“Leave Jaejoongie alone. He doesn’t need you.” Yunho growled and sat down on the chair beside the bed.
“No! I don’t want you here, Yunho. Get away from Jaejoong. You’ve done enough damage.” Junsu’s dark tone frightened Yunho.
Changmin was standing in the corner of the room and stared at his hyung that was lying on the bed. He didn’t like to cry, but his heart broke when he heard that his hyung was stabbed. He gave a sharp piercing glare at Yunho.
“No! I want to be by Jaejoongie’s side…” Yunho was complaining and Yoosu pushed him out of the room. He pounded the door hard and gave up after a few minutes. He started crying, he has never cried so hard in his life.
Perhaps,
Jaejoong… was always by his side. He would pat and stroke Yunho’s back whenever he was sad, sick or mad. The male would always slip into the blankets with him, and securely claim his arms around his waist. Whenever he was asleep, he would softly purr like a kitten and nuzzle into his neck. The beautiful male would wake up extra early to prepare breakfast for him. He would hum softly to the latest popular song while cooking for him.
“Jaejoongie…” Yunho mumbled. He dejectedly walked to the bus stop.
They never will…
♡
Vanilla's Words: okay, so uhmm >_<, yes. This is the last part. & I hope there aren't any mistakes. D;~~. This song is called, "Vincent", originally sang by Don McLean. & Joanna Wang sang this song in her second album. I like her version better, it's more... emotional..
My original song for this was supposed to be "Aubrey" by Joanna Wang, but then I can't find the song. :(. So. Uhm, yes. I used this one instead~ :).
& Yes, there is an Q&A of all your questions... from a long time ago?. D:? ( HERE)