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Chapter 39
JaeEun huffed angrily and slid her phone shut. She cursed under her breath and saw someone standing or hiding behind a wall.
“Who are you!” JaeEun stomped to the person and the person immediately stiffed.
“… Jae-jaeEun-ssi.” Jaejoong stuttered softly.
“Jaejoongie!” JaeEun smiled.
“… H-huh?” Jaejoong raised an eyebrow and coughed vigorously.
“You overheard, didn’t you? Do you remember me?” JaeEun smiled happily.
“Wh-who are you! Why are you trying to hurt Yunnie?” Jaejoong asked with hurt in his voice. He couldn’t bear seeing a hurt Yunho in his eyes.
“Jaejoongie…” JaeEun hugged the frail Jaejoong into her arms. She inhaled the heavenly scent that was emitting from Jaejoong and nuzzled her nose into his chest.
“Wh-who are you! G-get off me!” Jaejoong was trying to push her off, but in his condition right now, he couldn’t do much. He never attracted any girls, maybe he did, but he didn’t know. He thought and remembered the girl who liked him so much in kindergarten… Tiffany.
“Tif-tiffany?” Jaejoong was unsure of the girl that was giggling in his arms.
“Jaejoongie~” Tiffany smiled at him and made herself lean against the wall with Jaejoong.
“… huh?”
“Eunnie~ Eunnie, where’s my lovely Eunnie-yah~” Yunho looked around and saw Jaejoong against his girlfriend.
“Get. Your. Gay. Disgusting. Hands. Off. Her!” Yunho pushed the confused Jaejoong and punched him in the face. He kept punching Jaejoong.
Jaejoong cried, he couldn’t feel anything, nothing at all. He pleaded for Yunho to stop, he screeched and hugged his knees together. He had never thought Yunho… would do this to him.
“You’re fucking disgusting!” Yunho spat and held onto JaeEun like she was his life.
Jaejoong winced at the pain of his swollen face. He felt a sticky substance flowing down and sobbed. He wanted to look at Yunho, but he met with JaeEun’s playing eyes and she mouthed, ‘Don’t get near him, I’ll kill him before you even know it.’
♡
Jaejoong drove home with bruises all over him, he unlocked the door and noticed that there were no lights. He silently went upstairs and saw a dim light from Yunho’s room. He heard Yunho and JaeEun talking to each other lovingly, making his heart clench. How he wished he was not born as a boy.
He coughed violently when he stripped out of his white tuxedo, he looked at the bruises and took a shower. He applied ointment onto those bruises and changed into the pajamas that Yunho gave him as a present. He winced when he moved his muscles. The pain was unbearable, but it was nothing compared to the hurt in his heart.
He sat on his bed and took out his journal. He started writing in it, his tears flew down freely as he wrote. The journal had a lot of mini drawings of Yunho and Jaejoong. Jaejoong wiped his tears gently off his face trying not to touch his bruises. He continued drawing the flipping cartoon in his journal. He smiled softly when he drew the mini Yunho hugging the mini him. He closed his journal and hid the journal in the place where no one could find.
He again held the pictures close to him thinking of the happy memories that he had with Yunho. He kissed the Yunho in each picture. He wanted Yunho close to him, even if he hated him. Now that he knows who JaeEun is, he cannot bear the things that could happen to Yunho. He made up his mind that he would take his examinations early in order to protect Yunho from his ex-girlfriend in kindergarten.
He planned out everything in his head and slowly drifted off to sleep hugging Yunnie the bear.
♡
“Thank you, Uncle… I… really appreciate it.” Jaejoong smiled weakly at Yoochun’s father and bowed.
“Jaejoong-ah, are you sure you don’t need to go to the hospital?” Mr. Park was concerned about Jaejoong’s bruises on his face. They were black, purple, and blue.
“I’m sure…” Jaejoong coughed violently and put on his hood gingerly. He smiled again at Mr. Park and left the principal’s office. He walked in the empty halls, and bumped onto someone. The scent of marshmallows, Jaejoong snapped his head up.
“Yunnie!” Jaejoong smiled gently.
“Get away from me! You freak.” Yunho brushed off the invisible dirt off him.
“Yunnie-ah, please listen to me… S-stay away from JaeEun! Sh-she’s going to hurt you!” Jaejoong held onto Yunho’s large warm hands. He was shoved away harshly.
“What. So that you can try to hurt her?!” Yunho roared.
“N-no! Yunnie-ah…” Jaejoong coughed.
“Sh-she’s dangerous… don’t stay with her… I-I never lied to you.” Jaejoong looked into Yunho’s eyes.
“Don’t even try to break me up with her.” Yunho walked away leaving Jaejoong worrying for him.
♡
Jaejoong reached home and saw JaeEun playing with the photo frames. Jaejoong hissed and walked up to her.
“Why are you doing all this?!” Jaejoong tried yelling, but his throat wouldn’t let him.
“Because, I want to show how much I loved you. I still do.” Tiffany touched Jaejoong’s bruised face and showed a pained and hurt look.
“I will kill that bastard.” Tiffany cursed and cackled softly when she thought how Yunho should die.
“Don’t you dare laying your hands on Yunnie!” Jaejoong cried.
“WHY! WHY IS HE THE ONLY THING YOU CARE ABOUT?! WHAT ABOUT ME?! ME!” Tiffany screeched.
“I love him.” Jaejoong stared at Tiffany with a stern look. He will protect Yunho from this evil woman.
“You! You will see what will happen to him!” Tiffany screamed hysterically.
♡
Jaejoong took his exams with no difficulties and took an early leave for school. He went home and when he opened the door, he saw luggage blocking the doorway. He pushed with all his energy, despite he’s still sick.
When he was about to greet Yunho, he saw the couple making on the couch where Yunho confessed to him. His heart cringed and went up to his room. His breath stopped when he saw that his room was empty. No furniture, no books, nothing. He went downstairs and saw Yunho looking at him with satisfaction.
“Yunnie… why… is my room-“ He was cut off by Yunho.
“It was never your room to begin with. Your house is done renovating, I don’t want to see you in here ever again. I’m done seeing your disgusting face everyday. You revolt me.” Yunho cursed.
“Yunnie! I don’t want to leave! I c-can’t live without you! I want to be with you. Y-you can’t get rid of me! We promised each other that we won’t leave each other!” Jaejoong said hoarsely.
“I don’t care, I will do anything just to get you out of here, out of my sight.” Yunho stared at Jaejoong with determination.
“No! Yunho! I am not leaving you with that evil witch!” Jaejoong screamed and Yunho immediately slapped him.
“Yunnie, I don’t care if you slap me! I am not leaving you!” Jaejoong held onto Yunho. He is not leaving his beloved with that evil woman who knows what she’ll do if he left Yunho alone.
“Get out of here!” Yunho pushed Jaejoong out of the door along with his things and slammed the door in his face.
Jaejoong shivered and started to pound the door. He took out his keys but something was stuck, he cried.
“Yunnie-ah! I can’t leave you with her!” He screamed. He tried for an hour and gave up. His whole body was shivering. It was snowing…
He decided that he’ll go back to his childhood house and come back here tomorrow. He coughed and took his luggage with him.
♡
He went off the cab and he still had to walk a distance to his house. He passed through an alley and heard a meow. He was curious and went closer to it. He found a kitten in a box shivering due to the snow. His heart cringed and picked up the kitten from the box.
The kitten felt someone picking herself up and snuggled to the warmth. Jaejoong smiled and wrapped his scarf around the kitten. He coughed and walked to his house with his luggage.
Vanilla's words: D:, this is pretty much what's going to happen in this chapter, when i have the time, I'll be expanding this. Please bear with me until I finish my piano exam in August (:.
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JaeEun huffed angrily and slid her phone shut. She cursed under her breath and saw someone standing or hiding behind a wall.
“Who are you!” JaeEun stomped to the person and the person immediately stiffed.
“… Jae-jaeEun-ssi.” Jaejoong stuttered softly.
“Jaejoongie!” JaeEun smiled.
“… H-huh?” Jaejoong raised an eyebrow and coughed vigorously.
“You overheard, didn’t you? Do you remember me?” JaeEun smiled happily.
“Wh-who are you! Why are you trying to hurt Yunnie?” Jaejoong asked with hurt in his voice. He couldn’t bear seeing a hurt Yunho in his eyes.
“Jaejoongie…” JaeEun hugged the frail Jaejoong into her arms. She inhaled the heavenly scent that was emitting from Jaejoong and nuzzled her nose into his chest.
“Wh-who are you! G-get off me!” Jaejoong was trying to push her off, but in his condition right now, he couldn’t do much. He never attracted any girls, maybe he did, but he didn’t know. He thought and remembered the girl who liked him so much in kindergarten… Tiffany.
“Tif-tiffany?” Jaejoong was unsure of the girl that was giggling in his arms.
“Jaejoongie~” Tiffany smiled at him and made herself lean against the wall with Jaejoong.
“… huh?”
“Eunnie~ Eunnie, where’s my lovely Eunnie-yah~” Yunho looked around and saw Jaejoong against his girlfriend.
“Get. Your. Gay. Disgusting. Hands. Off. Her!” Yunho pushed the confused Jaejoong and punched him in the face. He kept punching Jaejoong.
Jaejoong cried, he couldn’t feel anything, nothing at all. He pleaded for Yunho to stop, he screeched and hugged his knees together. He had never thought Yunho… would do this to him.
“You’re fucking disgusting!” Yunho spat and held onto JaeEun like she was his life.
Jaejoong winced at the pain of his swollen face. He felt a sticky substance flowing down and sobbed. He wanted to look at Yunho, but he met with JaeEun’s playing eyes and she mouthed, ‘Don’t get near him, I’ll kill him before you even know it.’
♡
Jaejoong drove home with bruises all over him, he unlocked the door and noticed that there were no lights. He silently went upstairs and saw a dim light from Yunho’s room. He heard Yunho and JaeEun talking to each other lovingly, making his heart clench. How he wished he was not born as a boy.
He coughed violently when he stripped out of his white tuxedo, he looked at the bruises and took a shower. He applied ointment onto those bruises and changed into the pajamas that Yunho gave him as a present. He winced when he moved his muscles. The pain was unbearable, but it was nothing compared to the hurt in his heart.
He sat on his bed and took out his journal. He started writing in it, his tears flew down freely as he wrote. The journal had a lot of mini drawings of Yunho and Jaejoong. Jaejoong wiped his tears gently off his face trying not to touch his bruises. He continued drawing the flipping cartoon in his journal. He smiled softly when he drew the mini Yunho hugging the mini him. He closed his journal and hid the journal in the place where no one could find.
He again held the pictures close to him thinking of the happy memories that he had with Yunho. He kissed the Yunho in each picture. He wanted Yunho close to him, even if he hated him. Now that he knows who JaeEun is, he cannot bear the things that could happen to Yunho. He made up his mind that he would take his examinations early in order to protect Yunho from his ex-girlfriend in kindergarten.
He planned out everything in his head and slowly drifted off to sleep hugging Yunnie the bear.
♡
“Thank you, Uncle… I… really appreciate it.” Jaejoong smiled weakly at Yoochun’s father and bowed.
“Jaejoong-ah, are you sure you don’t need to go to the hospital?” Mr. Park was concerned about Jaejoong’s bruises on his face. They were black, purple, and blue.
“I’m sure…” Jaejoong coughed violently and put on his hood gingerly. He smiled again at Mr. Park and left the principal’s office. He walked in the empty halls, and bumped onto someone. The scent of marshmallows, Jaejoong snapped his head up.
“Yunnie!” Jaejoong smiled gently.
“Get away from me! You freak.” Yunho brushed off the invisible dirt off him.
“Yunnie-ah, please listen to me… S-stay away from JaeEun! Sh-she’s going to hurt you!” Jaejoong held onto Yunho’s large warm hands. He was shoved away harshly.
“What. So that you can try to hurt her?!” Yunho roared.
“N-no! Yunnie-ah…” Jaejoong coughed.
“Sh-she’s dangerous… don’t stay with her… I-I never lied to you.” Jaejoong looked into Yunho’s eyes.
“Don’t even try to break me up with her.” Yunho walked away leaving Jaejoong worrying for him.
♡
Jaejoong reached home and saw JaeEun playing with the photo frames. Jaejoong hissed and walked up to her.
“Why are you doing all this?!” Jaejoong tried yelling, but his throat wouldn’t let him.
“Because, I want to show how much I loved you. I still do.” Tiffany touched Jaejoong’s bruised face and showed a pained and hurt look.
“I will kill that bastard.” Tiffany cursed and cackled softly when she thought how Yunho should die.
“Don’t you dare laying your hands on Yunnie!” Jaejoong cried.
“WHY! WHY IS HE THE ONLY THING YOU CARE ABOUT?! WHAT ABOUT ME?! ME!” Tiffany screeched.
“I love him.” Jaejoong stared at Tiffany with a stern look. He will protect Yunho from this evil woman.
“You! You will see what will happen to him!” Tiffany screamed hysterically.
♡
Jaejoong took his exams with no difficulties and took an early leave for school. He went home and when he opened the door, he saw luggage blocking the doorway. He pushed with all his energy, despite he’s still sick.
When he was about to greet Yunho, he saw the couple making on the couch where Yunho confessed to him. His heart cringed and went up to his room. His breath stopped when he saw that his room was empty. No furniture, no books, nothing. He went downstairs and saw Yunho looking at him with satisfaction.
“Yunnie… why… is my room-“ He was cut off by Yunho.
“It was never your room to begin with. Your house is done renovating, I don’t want to see you in here ever again. I’m done seeing your disgusting face everyday. You revolt me.” Yunho cursed.
“Yunnie! I don’t want to leave! I c-can’t live without you! I want to be with you. Y-you can’t get rid of me! We promised each other that we won’t leave each other!” Jaejoong said hoarsely.
“I don’t care, I will do anything just to get you out of here, out of my sight.” Yunho stared at Jaejoong with determination.
“No! Yunho! I am not leaving you with that evil witch!” Jaejoong screamed and Yunho immediately slapped him.
“Yunnie, I don’t care if you slap me! I am not leaving you!” Jaejoong held onto Yunho. He is not leaving his beloved with that evil woman who knows what she’ll do if he left Yunho alone.
“Get out of here!” Yunho pushed Jaejoong out of the door along with his things and slammed the door in his face.
Jaejoong shivered and started to pound the door. He took out his keys but something was stuck, he cried.
“Yunnie-ah! I can’t leave you with her!” He screamed. He tried for an hour and gave up. His whole body was shivering. It was snowing…
He decided that he’ll go back to his childhood house and come back here tomorrow. He coughed and took his luggage with him.
♡
He went off the cab and he still had to walk a distance to his house. He passed through an alley and heard a meow. He was curious and went closer to it. He found a kitten in a box shivering due to the snow. His heart cringed and picked up the kitten from the box.
The kitten felt someone picking herself up and snuggled to the warmth. Jaejoong smiled and wrapped his scarf around the kitten. He coughed and walked to his house with his luggage.
Vanilla's words: D:, this is pretty much what's going to happen in this chapter, when i have the time, I'll be expanding this. Please bear with me until I finish my piano exam in August (:.
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