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The last week or two of 2008 did make a pretty good push for 2008 as far as most eventful years go. However.. i've spent what, 2 days? living in 2009 and my goodness.... it's already quite a ride.
I think... i'm excited?
This may be the year where i live the stories i keep secret from my children.
Is that an inappropriate new years resolution? haha
Whatever, I'm a happy camper more or less. There's always something to think about, something to fear, something to mourn, someone to miss. But I've got something on my mind that makes me smile and regardless of whether its entirely smart or not I'm trying not to care. The smiling is... nice. :)
and PS - I don't wanna go back to school. I have been reminded this break why I call this home. These are the people I miss when they're missing and this is the place where life feels like living. It only took me a day or two to adjust to being away from Santa Barbara, and this will be nothing like that. Just a while longer I tell myself, just a while longer. Maybe I won't stay for summer after all...
I think... i'm excited?
This may be the year where i live the stories i keep secret from my children.
Is that an inappropriate new years resolution? haha
Whatever, I'm a happy camper more or less. There's always something to think about, something to fear, something to mourn, someone to miss. But I've got something on my mind that makes me smile and regardless of whether its entirely smart or not I'm trying not to care. The smiling is... nice. :)
and PS - I don't wanna go back to school. I have been reminded this break why I call this home. These are the people I miss when they're missing and this is the place where life feels like living. It only took me a day or two to adjust to being away from Santa Barbara, and this will be nothing like that. Just a while longer I tell myself, just a while longer. Maybe I won't stay for summer after all...