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one entry in a month (ish). not like me. i'm... proud?
i know i have things to say. and im sure i could find time to say them if i needed to. it just doesnt seem so relevant. somehow i've found release elsewhere, or maybe i haven't and i've just kept it all in and that's the issue. i couldn't tell ya for sure.
maybe i'm just doing well for the first time in a long time. that nice, despite-life-i-am-surviving-fine feeling. or that it'll-pass and it'll-get-better bs. well, it does. it has thus far.
i love summer.
do i really need to explain?
it's just the best thing ever.
new york was good. carpenteria will be better.
week long adventure #2, starting ASAP.
every one i miss too much.
and yet i dont mind leaving for a while... this is always my favorite week of the year.
on a less happy and neutral and useless note. how long can it possibly take? it still upsets me and that makes me think i did the right thing. i couldn't handle it much longer. probably because i wasn't ready in the first place. story of my life - never ready for my chances. hoping to miss the regret "by that much".
that reminds me. Get Smart was really good. Go see it :)
I love my friends. it's ice cream party time.
"if it's a broken part, replace it
if it's a broken arm, then brace it
if it's a broken heart, then face it..."
i know i have things to say. and im sure i could find time to say them if i needed to. it just doesnt seem so relevant. somehow i've found release elsewhere, or maybe i haven't and i've just kept it all in and that's the issue. i couldn't tell ya for sure.
maybe i'm just doing well for the first time in a long time. that nice, despite-life-i-am-surviving-fine feeling. or that it'll-pass and it'll-get-better bs. well, it does. it has thus far.
i love summer.
do i really need to explain?
it's just the best thing ever.
new york was good. carpenteria will be better.
week long adventure #2, starting ASAP.
every one i miss too much.
and yet i dont mind leaving for a while... this is always my favorite week of the year.
on a less happy and neutral and useless note. how long can it possibly take? it still upsets me and that makes me think i did the right thing. i couldn't handle it much longer. probably because i wasn't ready in the first place. story of my life - never ready for my chances. hoping to miss the regret "by that much".
that reminds me. Get Smart was really good. Go see it :)
I love my friends. it's ice cream party time.
"if it's a broken part, replace it
if it's a broken arm, then brace it
if it's a broken heart, then face it..."