what are you so afraid of?
fuckers! i was supposed to drop by and pick up poppas dry cleaners and i forgot!
sadie is coming over after she gets off from work so we'll figure out what we'll do this evening. i haven't been to the IMAX in ages so maybe we can do that. i am so out of my mind bored right now and school starts tomorrow, greeeeat!
i caught the news this morning, republicans are fucking scary!
which reminds me has anyone caught the new episode of the L word? I missed the last episode for work and i have no time to search for reruns! ohhh how i miss my tivo! Shane was my favorite but Carmen sort of reminds me of rita now, so i'm torn between the two. i don't know what i'm doing anymore.
it's so hard to be friends with someone when everytime you see them their heart belongs to everyone but you. i don't know how to be more obvious than i've been. maybe she's blind or maybe she doesn't see cause she doesn't want to. it's just getting so hard to be "just" friends, i want more. she wants to move to virginia because it looks like a mountain on the map; i don't know if that is the most pathetic thing i have ever heard or the most adorable. i hate myself for feeling like this but i'll get over it. i just wish i knew what went on inside that crazy,crazy head.
Danny is coming from CT for Spring Break. I've been reading his blogs on myspace. Most of his pics are of the two of them (how fucking wonderful) but i doubt she's ever seen it which is good. I'd never break her heart the way he did but she won't even give me the chance. i know i shouldn't be saying all this but i just don't give a fuck anymore if she finds out. i hope she does and even if she doesn't which is probably the case it has to be better than feeling like this. so if ANYONE knows what i'm talking about and thinks they know or can tell me how she feels. Please tell me. I hate this, this is torture.
the last i watched on the L word, Carmen was jealous of Shane with other girls. What i wouldn't do to have her be jealous of me just once. {how lame! i've been living out this fantasy relationship through fictional characters on showtime. i need help!!!}
on a lighter note: whooo! the band has got another gig tonight! doors open up at 11 by Lafette. Just take the 6 train downtown. u'll know where to find me. TIX ARE $4 A POP!
well thanks for listening and comment if you have any advice or suggestions. I need to go shower and leave for rehearsal. what do you all think of the new icon? (its carmen and shane from the first episode) comment if you like it! it was hard to find!
adios... BRING FRIENDS!!!!!!!
sadie is coming over after she gets off from work so we'll figure out what we'll do this evening. i haven't been to the IMAX in ages so maybe we can do that. i am so out of my mind bored right now and school starts tomorrow, greeeeat!
i caught the news this morning, republicans are fucking scary!
which reminds me has anyone caught the new episode of the L word? I missed the last episode for work and i have no time to search for reruns! ohhh how i miss my tivo! Shane was my favorite but Carmen sort of reminds me of rita now, so i'm torn between the two. i don't know what i'm doing anymore.
it's so hard to be friends with someone when everytime you see them their heart belongs to everyone but you. i don't know how to be more obvious than i've been. maybe she's blind or maybe she doesn't see cause she doesn't want to. it's just getting so hard to be "just" friends, i want more. she wants to move to virginia because it looks like a mountain on the map; i don't know if that is the most pathetic thing i have ever heard or the most adorable. i hate myself for feeling like this but i'll get over it. i just wish i knew what went on inside that crazy,crazy head.
Danny is coming from CT for Spring Break. I've been reading his blogs on myspace. Most of his pics are of the two of them (how fucking wonderful) but i doubt she's ever seen it which is good. I'd never break her heart the way he did but she won't even give me the chance. i know i shouldn't be saying all this but i just don't give a fuck anymore if she finds out. i hope she does and even if she doesn't which is probably the case it has to be better than feeling like this. so if ANYONE knows what i'm talking about and thinks they know or can tell me how she feels. Please tell me. I hate this, this is torture.
the last i watched on the L word, Carmen was jealous of Shane with other girls. What i wouldn't do to have her be jealous of me just once. {how lame! i've been living out this fantasy relationship through fictional characters on showtime. i need help!!!}
on a lighter note: whooo! the band has got another gig tonight! doors open up at 11 by Lafette. Just take the 6 train downtown. u'll know where to find me. TIX ARE $4 A POP!
well thanks for listening and comment if you have any advice or suggestions. I need to go shower and leave for rehearsal. what do you all think of the new icon? (its carmen and shane from the first episode) comment if you like it! it was hard to find!
adios... BRING FRIENDS!!!!!!!