anti-valentine

[vanillabeani]

i know you're out there somewhere...waiting for me to love you...adore you...take you in...comfort you...teach you...follow you...ravish you...complete you...engage you....challenge you...lay with you...rest with you...nest with you....be with you...always.

but not while i'm looking.  because these eyes always find what they want to see when they

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[denverbound]

I agree with you and understand where you are coming from bean.

[vanillabeani]

i think many people do..

don't you ever wonder how there is so much loneliness in the world when so many of us feel this way?

strange.

lots of options

[denverbound]

Sara
Ha ha id like to say that I have many romantic prospects however that is just not true lol
My friend nick introduced me to the world of kink and I had the chance to meet jessica in 2001 and we hit it off well and we did not have our crap together like she said recently and so we did not get a chance to date and we spent many nights talking then I went to iraq in 2002 and we stopped talking.
Andrea and I have known each other for three years and have been dating off and on since 2007.
I care for her however sadly love is not always enough and her living in maine and me in pa just makes it difficult and I have ties in colorado and she has ties in maine and she was adimate about not moving from maine so our relationship has parted ways recently.

Re: lots of options

[vanillabeani]

i'm sorry to hear that...but nothing in life is permanent. perhaps fences will be mended or perhaps new relationships discovered/created...

you're putting yourself out there from the sounds of your most recent entry, which is why i think you're creating options for yourself.

i'm so busy, and frankly, emotionally drained that i'm keeping to myself. at least in "real life".

online i'm a butterfly :)

[restlessgypsy]

Beautifully written.