size does matter
i think i've decided to stay on filter for a little bit because i like the intimacy or control of information. i like small sets of eyes for the time being.
i'm trying to find a way out of myself. thinking i should pick up my camera or even just write here again from time to time. it used to be such an intregal part of my day/week and now it's usually just an afterthought or, even more likely, is a series of typing and deleting.
heard a beautiful song today..i have no idea what it was about but it was kind of haunting in an old tale of yonder woods kind of wandering way. fleet foxes the band... i'm searching for the song title. (edit: Blue Ridge Mtns. figures.. )
my friend came over with her two kids and relaxed here after a fight with her boyfriend. i have lots of friends that have these chaotic lives hanging by a thread and for some odd reason they find my house or company settling- which is so ironic to me because i can't see how anyone doesn't see how fucked up and strange i feel inside. i think i just put on a good show of calmness because maybe it's what i want to be but it takes some effort most times. or maybe it's really there under the surface? waiting
my head is swimming in adrenaline. oil that makes the mind full speed ahead.
a good night for headphones.
i'm trying to find a way out of myself. thinking i should pick up my camera or even just write here again from time to time. it used to be such an intregal part of my day/week and now it's usually just an afterthought or, even more likely, is a series of typing and deleting.
heard a beautiful song today..i have no idea what it was about but it was kind of haunting in an old tale of yonder woods kind of wandering way. fleet foxes the band... i'm searching for the song title. (edit: Blue Ridge Mtns. figures.. )
my friend came over with her two kids and relaxed here after a fight with her boyfriend. i have lots of friends that have these chaotic lives hanging by a thread and for some odd reason they find my house or company settling- which is so ironic to me because i can't see how anyone doesn't see how fucked up and strange i feel inside. i think i just put on a good show of calmness because maybe it's what i want to be but it takes some effort most times. or maybe it's really there under the surface? waiting
my head is swimming in adrenaline. oil that makes the mind full speed ahead.
a good night for headphones.