May 10, 2005 21:11
i have no idea why, but i am freaking out about tomorrows tests. i NEVER freak out about tests, but for some stupid horrible twisted reason my brain is making me feel really stupid and really scared. i dont even know why.
ahhhh. like 20 minutes ago i felt like i was going to throw up. i usually deal with stress very well, i can stay calm and not worry about anything...just take the test and move on with my life.
theres just too much going on right now. i feel like everything is happening all at once, and im totally NOT looking forward to going to new jersey. blah. o man o man o man. i need a weekend. i need a summer.