The while of confidence.
Hey guys,
How are you doing? All are fine?Save? I hope so:)
I saw that there is a lof of comments which I haven't replied yet and I'm very sorry, but belive me it is just a passing phrase which I'll try fix it.
I'm working very hard and after it I feel so tired to open my diary and give you a sing...
Even if there's lovely night and I should go clubbing with my friends, I'm too tired to do it,even if I've promised them earlier some nice party...
I should stop working hard for some whiles^^.
Anyway I don't lose contact with my friends. Now my "new family" is most important in my life. Maintenance in Switzerland isn't easy, but it has a lot of pleasures which can brings to live joy,peace and love.
Some weeks ago I've had to visit Berlin,but when I've beem there my thoughts was still near to lakes,mountains^^.Berlin is beautiful city too, but maybe my feelings of longing come from that I don't have anyone here?...
Today I saw small changes at Vill's character.Namely, he's benn heaving in thoughts;
I supposed he just fall in love:). Well it's normal. Besides we've got Spring(maybe not very warm) May and that means love in the air!
I've got latelly question: Do I feel love in myself? Certainly I can say: YES, because I always felt love around me and my body is full of Neverending love!:D It's all me:D
Rami's doing fine,better and better:) She is interested all new things, animals,games. Latelly she called at me"Vincent e Allah" what has been stupid figment from her side^^. Vill's really good contact with her. Petite Rami understand his turkish dialect a little bit and that makes shy smile at her face.
A lot of the time I spend in bedroom where I can get relax,of course all I've after work^^.
Back to Vill... his behaviour is still weird, he still has appointment with the therapist.
And when his feelings are throw up...Mon Dieu, he's crying sometimes then. And today he was angry but later he started cry. We talked about it. And I've understood what he felt suffering (I can't tell all his confesst because it would be unfair for him)
Vill needs a time to change his last bad habits, I know it is a horrow for him.
Next time I'll try to reply for all your comments and I'm sorry again for my long silence.
I would like to change it,but for now I just can't.
with big,hot love
Vincent
How are you doing? All are fine?Save? I hope so:)
I saw that there is a lof of comments which I haven't replied yet and I'm very sorry, but belive me it is just a passing phrase which I'll try fix it.
I'm working very hard and after it I feel so tired to open my diary and give you a sing...
Even if there's lovely night and I should go clubbing with my friends, I'm too tired to do it,even if I've promised them earlier some nice party...
I should stop working hard for some whiles^^.
Anyway I don't lose contact with my friends. Now my "new family" is most important in my life. Maintenance in Switzerland isn't easy, but it has a lot of pleasures which can brings to live joy,peace and love.
Some weeks ago I've had to visit Berlin,but when I've beem there my thoughts was still near to lakes,mountains^^.Berlin is beautiful city too, but maybe my feelings of longing come from that I don't have anyone here?...
Today I saw small changes at Vill's character.Namely, he's benn heaving in thoughts;
I supposed he just fall in love:). Well it's normal. Besides we've got Spring(maybe not very warm) May and that means love in the air!
I've got latelly question: Do I feel love in myself? Certainly I can say: YES, because I always felt love around me and my body is full of Neverending love!:D It's all me:D
Rami's doing fine,better and better:) She is interested all new things, animals,games. Latelly she called at me"Vincent e Allah" what has been stupid figment from her side^^. Vill's really good contact with her. Petite Rami understand his turkish dialect a little bit and that makes shy smile at her face.
A lot of the time I spend in bedroom where I can get relax,of course all I've after work^^.
Back to Vill... his behaviour is still weird, he still has appointment with the therapist.
And when his feelings are throw up...Mon Dieu, he's crying sometimes then. And today he was angry but later he started cry. We talked about it. And I've understood what he felt suffering (I can't tell all his confesst because it would be unfair for him)
Vill needs a time to change his last bad habits, I know it is a horrow for him.
Next time I'll try to reply for all your comments and I'm sorry again for my long silence.
I would like to change it,but for now I just can't.
with big,hot love
Vincent