Wow.
You know what's sad?
When lonliness doesn't even hurt anymore. You've become so used to the feeling that you're just numb. How about when you see something that you love slip between your fingers and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it because you're the one that is at fault?
I've been wanting to make a list.. a list of things that I want. A list of things that would make me happy. I JUST want to be happy.
-Feel loved all the time.
-Be accepted for everything I am.
-NEVER be left alone.
-Meeting a person that will never ever EVER give up on me. No matter what the circumstance.
-Meet a person that gives PERFECT hugs.
-Change someones life for the better.
-Influence someone for the better.
-Surround myself with people that genuinely care about me.
-Have a family.
-For someone to just UNDERSTAND me completely.
-Apologize to so many people.
-Forgive myself.
I know I could add so much more to this list.. I am just so fed up with feeling broken and alone. I know there are people around me but do they really care?
When lonliness doesn't even hurt anymore. You've become so used to the feeling that you're just numb. How about when you see something that you love slip between your fingers and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it because you're the one that is at fault?
I've been wanting to make a list.. a list of things that I want. A list of things that would make me happy. I JUST want to be happy.
-Feel loved all the time.
-Be accepted for everything I am.
-NEVER be left alone.
-Meeting a person that will never ever EVER give up on me. No matter what the circumstance.
-Meet a person that gives PERFECT hugs.
-Change someones life for the better.
-Influence someone for the better.
-Surround myself with people that genuinely care about me.
-Have a family.
-For someone to just UNDERSTAND me completely.
-Apologize to so many people.
-Forgive myself.
I know I could add so much more to this list.. I am just so fed up with feeling broken and alone. I know there are people around me but do they really care?