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I really haven't been updating as much as I've wanted but I've been busy and lazy at the same time. This school year has been going alright so far, just wishing it would be over sooner.
It's been raining alot lately and I love it, the rain helps me think about things. Sometimes I wonder if everything really does happen for a reason, like, God has a bigger plan for everyone and even when it may seem like something is over, something new has just started. I've been thinking about this stuff alot lately..and still i'm not sure why. In fall, I will be able to visit my grandmother in Chicago. She's been transfered to a nursing home and she can't talk. From her stroke, something happened to her but everyone has been saying she's doing alot better.
Alot of things have been happening, lately, i've been thinking alot. I feel myself changing more and more. I'm beginning to figure out who really is important in my life and who isn't. Maybe i'm actually starting to grow up. I've already figured out who I really am thanks to some people who have wandered into my life and then out. Some people will never find themselves so they live behind fake smiles and lies. I don't want to live like that. I'm learning now if people can't accept me as I am and who I am, then I don't need to be bothering with them. I don't want to associate with fake people anymore. I don't like mean people... I just want to get a long with everyone. Maybe i'm finally at peace with myself because now.. I know who I am and what I'm here for.
It's been raining alot lately and I love it, the rain helps me think about things. Sometimes I wonder if everything really does happen for a reason, like, God has a bigger plan for everyone and even when it may seem like something is over, something new has just started. I've been thinking about this stuff alot lately..and still i'm not sure why. In fall, I will be able to visit my grandmother in Chicago. She's been transfered to a nursing home and she can't talk. From her stroke, something happened to her but everyone has been saying she's doing alot better.
Alot of things have been happening, lately, i've been thinking alot. I feel myself changing more and more. I'm beginning to figure out who really is important in my life and who isn't. Maybe i'm actually starting to grow up. I've already figured out who I really am thanks to some people who have wandered into my life and then out. Some people will never find themselves so they live behind fake smiles and lies. I don't want to live like that. I'm learning now if people can't accept me as I am and who I am, then I don't need to be bothering with them. I don't want to associate with fake people anymore. I don't like mean people... I just want to get a long with everyone. Maybe i'm finally at peace with myself because now.. I know who I am and what I'm here for.