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Hiya all.. sorry I haven't updated at.. all. XD Not much has been going on considering it is summer after all, just the usual on summer, being lazy, hanging out, having fun! I really miss Alex though, it's been a week since I've seen her.. I just really hate how her parents don't like me... I dunno.
Well the other day at Blockbuster I went and bought me a bunch of old PS1 games! Hehe. I bought like 5 but they're all classics! Right now I'm working on Parasite Eve 2 and The Legend of Dragoon. Also Azure bought me Final Fantasy 7! <333 Amber has totally turned me into a Final Fantasy whore XD
I'm also half way through Final Fantasy 6. That game is tough >___o
Oh yeah also been playing Final Fantasy: Tactics Advance XD Yep my summer has been filled with video games. Even though I have always liked video games, they are beginning to overcome my like for anime. Even though I will always love anime, I just haven't watched my normal shows in awhile. Been watching Pita Ten though. I downloaded the whole series ^___^ such a cute series too. Oh and.. I've gotten an obsession for Pokemon (thanks to Amber) lmao! I've been playing the games annnnnd downloading the movies. I've also been watching the show with Katrina (she loves Pokemon XD)
Next weekend Azure is coming to visit meeee, I haven't seen him in a few weeks so I'm reaaaally happy and excited plus the last time we made plans I sorta blew him off for Ashley because she was being a loser. :/
But anyway, I'm kinda jumping from topic to topic, it happens when you have a bad case of ADD. XD plus I'm trying to think of anything important that has happened lately..
Oh.. my grandma was in the hospital for a few days, she was admitted because she started bleeding from her anus and she was put in critical condition for awhile. I was trying so hard to be strong and think positive but I was so scared, my grandma is like my second mother, actually she IS my second mother, no matter what. After my parents got a divorce, my grandma took care of me when my dad worked. I was really little then.. she took really good care of me. I have so many memories with my grandma, I couldn't stand the thought of her being really ill or even dying.. I tried to act normal when my dad said he was scared, my dad never admitts to stuff like that, but then again it is his mother after all. When she finally got out of critical condition I was so relieved and I got to talk to her that night.. I sat on the floor next to my dads office and tried to think of what to say to her, tried to think of the right words to say that I was so thankful that she was alright now and that I loved her so much.. I asked her how she was and she said she would be fine and then the next thing she said was "I heard you did real well in Biology and Algebra.. I'm so proud of you, so very proud of you." She kept talking about me and.. I just started to cry because it was like she didn't care what was happening to her she was just so happy that I was doing better and she was proud of me.. I sat there and cried and cried and after that cried some more. I didn't know what to do, I called Azure and talked to him for awhile, he made me feel so much better.. and the next couple of days my grandma was released from the hospital but.. they found out she had Colon Cancer.. I lost my favorite aunt to Breast Cancer and I don't know what I would do if I lost my grandma to Cancer.. I just need to pray and I know God will be there for me, he always has but I just never turned to him til recently. Please.. send your prayers for my grandma...
Well I guess that's all for now.. I will really start updating more, promise.
Well the other day at Blockbuster I went and bought me a bunch of old PS1 games! Hehe. I bought like 5 but they're all classics! Right now I'm working on Parasite Eve 2 and The Legend of Dragoon. Also Azure bought me Final Fantasy 7! <333 Amber has totally turned me into a Final Fantasy whore XD
I'm also half way through Final Fantasy 6. That game is tough >___o
Oh yeah also been playing Final Fantasy: Tactics Advance XD Yep my summer has been filled with video games. Even though I have always liked video games, they are beginning to overcome my like for anime. Even though I will always love anime, I just haven't watched my normal shows in awhile. Been watching Pita Ten though. I downloaded the whole series ^___^ such a cute series too. Oh and.. I've gotten an obsession for Pokemon (thanks to Amber) lmao! I've been playing the games annnnnd downloading the movies. I've also been watching the show with Katrina (she loves Pokemon XD)
Next weekend Azure is coming to visit meeee, I haven't seen him in a few weeks so I'm reaaaally happy and excited plus the last time we made plans I sorta blew him off for Ashley because she was being a loser. :/
But anyway, I'm kinda jumping from topic to topic, it happens when you have a bad case of ADD. XD plus I'm trying to think of anything important that has happened lately..
Oh.. my grandma was in the hospital for a few days, she was admitted because she started bleeding from her anus and she was put in critical condition for awhile. I was trying so hard to be strong and think positive but I was so scared, my grandma is like my second mother, actually she IS my second mother, no matter what. After my parents got a divorce, my grandma took care of me when my dad worked. I was really little then.. she took really good care of me. I have so many memories with my grandma, I couldn't stand the thought of her being really ill or even dying.. I tried to act normal when my dad said he was scared, my dad never admitts to stuff like that, but then again it is his mother after all. When she finally got out of critical condition I was so relieved and I got to talk to her that night.. I sat on the floor next to my dads office and tried to think of what to say to her, tried to think of the right words to say that I was so thankful that she was alright now and that I loved her so much.. I asked her how she was and she said she would be fine and then the next thing she said was "I heard you did real well in Biology and Algebra.. I'm so proud of you, so very proud of you." She kept talking about me and.. I just started to cry because it was like she didn't care what was happening to her she was just so happy that I was doing better and she was proud of me.. I sat there and cried and cried and after that cried some more. I didn't know what to do, I called Azure and talked to him for awhile, he made me feel so much better.. and the next couple of days my grandma was released from the hospital but.. they found out she had Colon Cancer.. I lost my favorite aunt to Breast Cancer and I don't know what I would do if I lost my grandma to Cancer.. I just need to pray and I know God will be there for me, he always has but I just never turned to him til recently. Please.. send your prayers for my grandma...
Well I guess that's all for now.. I will really start updating more, promise.