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laundry...........
I'm leaving sunday. oh how I love waking up at 2am. when I could be in my soft, warm, extremely comfortable bed... once again, I won't end up packing until late saturday night. However, this time might be a little different. I have way too much energy to lay down and read, too bad, I just bought a couple books too. looks like this adventure of being grounded will be fun filled with joy and laughter...umm, no. the reason why I am grounded isn't fully decided yet either. my mom really doesn't want me to have a punishment for the whole "pipe incident" as she calls it. but my father, who might I add is the biggest asshole ever, feels differently, as he always does. I thought he was cool with the whole thing too, and then last week he was like, "oh yeah, I'm drug testing you, if you fail, you aren't going to camp this summer." all this other crap too, which I clearly don't deserve. I've NEVER wanted to hurt someone before, but from then on everytime I've seen him I just want to punch him so hard in the face. or just open the door and push him out of the car. damn seatbelts. majority of the family agrees he deserves it too.
I hate when there are fights, especially in school. and even more when they're over stupid shit that doesn't really matter. and even MORE when I hear that my friends were involved. ughh and even MORE when there are cops. what the hell...grow up, everyone.
sammy and I talked for a really long time last night. she's awesome. and I'm glad we're talking a lot more than we did the past couple of years. sometimes it freaks me out how much we think alike. mostly when we're high. it's funny. I don't know why.
I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS UPCOMMING WEEK!!!! SO excited. the only thing thats not too cool is that the current high there is -8º...YES!!! FROSTBITE! maybe it'll be like it was nine years ago when they gave us blankets on the chairlift. I can feel an awesome vacation comming. maybe even a random trip to canada!
I'm leaving sunday. oh how I love waking up at 2am. when I could be in my soft, warm, extremely comfortable bed... once again, I won't end up packing until late saturday night. However, this time might be a little different. I have way too much energy to lay down and read, too bad, I just bought a couple books too. looks like this adventure of being grounded will be fun filled with joy and laughter...umm, no. the reason why I am grounded isn't fully decided yet either. my mom really doesn't want me to have a punishment for the whole "pipe incident" as she calls it. but my father, who might I add is the biggest asshole ever, feels differently, as he always does. I thought he was cool with the whole thing too, and then last week he was like, "oh yeah, I'm drug testing you, if you fail, you aren't going to camp this summer." all this other crap too, which I clearly don't deserve. I've NEVER wanted to hurt someone before, but from then on everytime I've seen him I just want to punch him so hard in the face. or just open the door and push him out of the car. damn seatbelts. majority of the family agrees he deserves it too.
I hate when there are fights, especially in school. and even more when they're over stupid shit that doesn't really matter. and even MORE when I hear that my friends were involved. ughh and even MORE when there are cops. what the hell...grow up, everyone.
sammy and I talked for a really long time last night. she's awesome. and I'm glad we're talking a lot more than we did the past couple of years. sometimes it freaks me out how much we think alike. mostly when we're high. it's funny. I don't know why.
I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS UPCOMMING WEEK!!!! SO excited. the only thing thats not too cool is that the current high there is -8º...YES!!! FROSTBITE! maybe it'll be like it was nine years ago when they gave us blankets on the chairlift. I can feel an awesome vacation comming. maybe even a random trip to canada!