May 08, 2005 23:23
warm day
great day
good food
family up the ying yang
terrible night
and horrible weekend
as my world has crashed
grandfather in hospital for weekend
brother has run away on mothers day
mother staying with grandmother
because she doesn't want to be alone
the alzheimers is starting to take hold
my life, my world is crashing
not digging it.
and it all happens mothers day weekend
I'm the last sane one in my family
i wish i could go crazy and feel accepted.