about one month later...
About a month ago I told Kelly how I felt...blah blah blah. We never talk on the phone anymore. I have called her probably twice in a month only to talk to the kids. She always answers the phone confused as to why on earth I'd be calling her. Its so weird. I'm confused about how I should feel. Basically I feel like absolute shit because it proves the fact that I was only there for her to babysit. Now that I'm 3 hours away I'm no longer her bitch...her nanny...her house and dog sitter or her shoulder to cry on whenever. Wow. I sound like a bitch, but quite honestly I feel as though thats okay. It's either that or I continue to be sucked into her lies and schemes.
I called her today actually and she picked up and was like, "Hellloooo?" and I said..."Is aspen there" hahahahahahhaha IS ASPEN THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its like i'm a kid again. So funny and yet so sad at the same time.
Kelly told me that she's coming to visit me? WTF. Why on earth would she do that. We don't talk....its going to be freaking awkward. She's so weird like that. I don't understand what she thinks. weird. I miss those kids to death though. I love them so much and I just want to go to the Belle River with them and toss rocks into the water and feed the geese =)
On another happier note...my roommates and I just got a KITTEN! We named him Simon Schmoo and he's freaking adoreable....
school is going well. I will be in school until 2014 or greater...the OT program is a 2 year graduate program....so yeah. I don't want to live on campus next year and I want different roommates, but I don't know how to go about that. its so frustrating. ugh.
My roommate Amanda is seriously so weird. She spends hours upon HOURS on facebook. ALL DAY! She skips her classes....and is on FACEBOOK. She knows more about my friends' friends than I do. Its really fucked up. She has probably figured out a way to read this? Oh well...
I love my kitty and school is going well.
I can't wait to go to Iowa over Thanksgiving Break to visit my adoreable Grandma Joy.
Hmmm....that's about it.
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oh...p.s. BEYONCE = SASHA FIERCE hahahahahahahaha