fuck a subject .
well yeah, basically lately shit's been the same. i mean nothing really changes in my life. same bullshit on a different day, nawmean? but anyways. quick question: ever had old feelings for somebody come back, and you kinda wish they wouldn't have? [ i'm sure most would anwser yes ] but whatever i had to ask. well, i'm kinda in that spot now and i really kinda hate it. i mean it's cool cuz we real friendly now and shit, i mean we good friends, but shit that's it. but whatever, i don't really put too much mind to it. i mean it's definately not gonna stop me from doing anything with any other dude. ;x err that's not how i am. anyways. man i was thinking the other day that i really kinda miss my first boyfriend. i mean not like miss him like i want to be with him type shit. but like to chill with him and shit. he used to call me, but he would call restricted cuz some shit was going on with him and the number couldn't be known, nawmean? but yeah. the calls just stopped, and no more. and then a few times real late at night i was getting these restricted calls and i'm like hm, maybe it's him? but i've only got to answer them once, and whoever it was hanged up. :( but there was once when somebody called restricted three times at around 8:30pm one night, but i think it was somebody fucking with me. but anyways. i was thinking about going back to school, but then i think i've changed my mind. maybe night school? prolly so. but who knows yet. i'ma stubborn motherfucka. and lazy as hell might i add. blah whatever anyways, i'm gone. read the last entry too bitch ;D
holler<333