times have changed and so has this girl <33
so here i am yet again. bored out of my mind of course. why else would i possibly write in here unless it was super important? which there never is anything that is so super important for me to write in here. i mean if it`s really that serious i prolly wouldn`t write it in here. no offense but i only tell super personal and important stuff to very very few. not for the whole world to read. but yeah. anyways. a few nights ago i got real upset thinking about things and cried my eyes out. i was so upset i got erin to meet me at the corner and just be there to listen and talk. it didn`t really help anything. just calmed me down. what we talked about is never going to change anytime soon so it`s really whatever. i just needed to talk to her so i can try to let her in on how i feel. it was hard and she still will never fully know how i feel. but she tries her hardest. thanks love for that <333 but yeah. let`s see today i went and got my check at work and they cheated me on my money. i was somad. i told somebody about it and she`s going to fix it. it said i only worked 19.4o hours and i know for a fact i worked like 3o hours. so yeah that`s not fucking cool. i finally got somebody to comment on my journal. thanks twin ;D she`s super awesome unlike you other non-commenting people. lol. oh man i miss my ex so super much. but you know what? i`m not going to bother trying to fucking think about it. cuz well we`re like hardly talking at all anymore and it bothers me but i got to live with it. he text me yesterday but something stupid and he text me this morning saying i took too long to text so he fell asleep. wow buddy. that hurts. but whatever. my hearts always going to be open for him. anyways. i think i`m going to stop here cuz it`s kinda a long entry and um yeah i`m done. hOller`
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