Hide & Seek - chapter 7
So, first of all, I've been without inet for 4 days now, thus, the reason why I didn't update though I had finished writing the chapter long ago.
There were some of you that used to ask me for gifs and caps of dramas and Cartoon KAT-TUN, but I haven't posted any at all, lately. But I have them, so if you want them, just say so because I'll post them ^^
On another note, a week from now, I'll be on my way to China \:D/. Hope to have lots of fun~ :D
Now I have my inet back and I was obviously amuzed by Jin's use of language on KAT-TUN Style (which brightened up my morning may I say XD) and the rumour of Kame's girfriend. Anyway, I went through my f-listreally fast and skipped through almost everything because 4 days is a lot, though I read a couple of entries when I was at school and went online on msn :D
Anyway, here's the update ^^ Enjoy~
Title: Hide & Seek
Pairings: Akame, implied Jin/many, JunDa, T&T
Rating: AU, NC-17
Genre: romance, fluff, angst, smut
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the plot.
Summary: Jin is a golden boy of the entertainment, showered with all the best things one can have. Kame is a successful journalist determined to find some flaws on the JE celebrity.
Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6
Kame’s not used to be on the receiving end, always being the one to take the initiative, but as Jin groped his ass with both hands, giving it a teasing pinch before dipping his hand inside his pants to cup his manhood, Kame didn’t protest. In fact, he welcomed the close contact with the older boy.
He didn’t like free time. It made him dive in thoughts, this time, on how the word friends had affected him.
He and Akanishi weren’t friends, were they? Pi was his friend, and that was why he was always there when he needed him. But no matter how he looked at it, the relationship he and Akanishi had was completely different from the one he shared with Pi.
The feelings were different. Jin had held him and he had felt something else, something more that couldn’t be compared to friendship. It was as if he had been cherished and he didn’t want that feeling to disappear. Yet, what had he been expecting from Akanishi Jin, the playboy? Of course he didn’t see him as anything more than another of his conquests, his sex toy.
Kame had almost been fooled by the concerning eyes the other had worn when he had been depressed, the other’s obsession with getting them out of the fridge. But anyone would be worried with the other party in a situation like that, wouldn’t they?
“Do you realize this is a one-night stand? I’ll have sex with you but there’s nothing else.”
He knew the consequences of his act, yet, why wasn’t he stopping Jin from going any further? Why wasn’t he stopping this? Once he was thrown away, would it be easier to walk away?
Kame hadn’t even realized they had moved to the bedroom until he felt the cool sheets under his palms. Jin climbed onto the bed and kneeled in front of him, splaying one hand on Kame’s chest to pull him into a lying position.
“Wait,” Kame had finally found the strength to muster the word and Jin stilled immediately.
“What’s wrong? Are you still insecure about this? We can stop if you want.”
Why was Jin giving him a choice when he had been so insistent before? Wouldn’t it be easier for Kame to decide what he wanted if he had a little push from the older boy?
Jin waited, but no other words left Kame’s mouth, only white teeth grazed the latter’s bottom lip in a show of uncertainty and Jin leaned forward to place a kiss on the pouty lips.
Kame let himself melt into the kiss, bracing his weight on his elbows as he fell back, and Jin let his hands wander under Kame’s shirt, pushing it up as they travelled further up to the latter’s nipples.
The older boy rolled the small nubs in between his fingers and they puckered with the attention.
Kame could barely keep up with the other’s advances as Jin deftly unbuttoned their pants, discarding them on the floor, and soon their shirts followed.
Jin pinned him down with his weight, sneaking his body in between Kame’s legs and grinding down on him, their awakening erections rubbing together and causing Kame to throw his head back with a low moan.
Finding something to focus his lips on, Jin let them play on Kame’s neck, making the boy squirm and try to push him away when Jin found a sensitive spot, but the latter was fast to hold the younger boy’s hands in his, thrusting against him and making Kame quickly forget about resisting.
“Be good and stay still, Kamenashi,” Jin whispered huskily into Kame’s ear and the latter’s attempt of replying was easily cut off when Jin thrust against him again, making him groan in pleasure instead.
By the time Jin got off Kame, the latter’s cock was up and throbbing, needing attention.
“You seem to be quite excited with the little I did,” Jin said in an almost accusing way, palming the smaller boy’s erection through the material of his boxers.
“J-Jin…” Kame moaned, arching to the touch.
He didn’t felt too confident in touching another man, but he didn’t want to be the only one receiving so he propped himself up on his elbows again and reached forward with a hand to Jin’s erection, caressing him through the latter’s underwear and his cheeks flushed when he heard Jin’s harsh intake of air as a response to his advance.
Jin hooked his fingers on the last article of clothing on Kame’s body and pulled it down to reveal the latter’s erection, wrapping his lean fingers around the hard shaft, making the hand over his own erection quiver as he pumped Kame slowly.
It felt so good to have the older boy touch him that he forgot whatever else he was doing, his hands falling limp on his sides.
Jin, however, was highly focused on the panting figure beneath him, though lust was ripping through him as he watched the boy with half-lidded eyes, he knew Kame had never done that before, thus, he had to prepare him for what they were about to do.
“Kamenashi, I need you to relax, ok?” Jin coaxed before Kame felt a wet finger worming its way inside him, making him jump in surprise and gasp at the discomfort the single digit unleashed. He tensed, squeezing Jin’s finger inside him.
“Hey, you’re not relaxing. It’ll hurt much more if you don’t,” Jin told him, leaning down to seal his lips with his own, but Kame broke the kiss as soon as he felt a second finger join the first.
“Jin, ah!” he groaned in pain, clinging to the broad shoulders and Jin placed a sweet kiss on his temple before nibbling on his lip, but feeling Kame all but relax, the older boy slipped away from the circle of Kame’s arms and wandered lower, placing moist kisses on the latter’s navel, his hand alternating between fondling the tightening balls and pumping the hard shaft.
Kame trashed under him, once more lost in pleasure and almost forgetting about the digits moving inside him, doing some scissoring motions to stretch his tight hole. The younger boy was torn between feeling good or not and he wondered how would Jin’s mouth feel around his aching cock as the older boy kept whispering comforting words to him, his warm breath caressing his sensitive skin.
Feeling Kame looser around his fingers, Jin pulled them out, unrolling a condom on his cock before coating it with lube and positioning it at the slightly red entrance.
Jin grimaced at the tight feeling that surrounded him as he thrust just the tip of his cock, wanting to enjoy it, but not being able to as he saw Kame shut his eyes tightly and a single tear roll down the latter’s face.
He leaned down and pushed the other’s fringes back to get a better look at Kame’s face and kissed the boy’s temple, wiping the fallen tear away “If it makes you feel better, you can hit me,” he joked and Kame threw him a half-smile as the only response he could provide Jin in that situation.
Jin slowly pushed completely inside, groaning at the hotness squeezing him in.
Never had he felt such amazing tightness and he relished in the feeling as much as he could until he felt hands squeezing his forearms almost painfully, causing him to wince.
“I won’t move until you feel better, so relax. Breathe in, breathe out,” Jin said and Kame drew in and out shaky breaths, trying to ease the pain away and the taller boy slowly leaned in, taking Kame in a kissing spree as he slowly started moving his hips, so slow that Kame didn’t even protest, just let himself fall in the kiss as Jin stroked his tongue against Kame’s own.
Jin broke the kiss, letting his mouth wander on Kame’s jaw, nibbling on the latter’s earlobe and the pain slowly decreased until it numbed away.
Jin pushed faster, harder as the grip on his arms loosened.
“Ah, Jin! Hah…ngh…” Kame moaned as Jin hit a specific spot inside him.
“There?” Jin chortled, aiming for that spot only and Kame threw his head back, moaning uncontrollably, moving his hips to meet the older boy’s thrusts.
“You’re good, Ka-ah! Kamenashi…” Jin moaned, struggling to keep his control but as he found himself unable to, he pulled out.
Kame whimpered, looking questioningly and with unfulfilled desire at the older boy.
“Come here. Ride me,” Jin breathed out harshly, pulling Kame closer by the hand as he sat on the bed, the pillow behind his back, against the headboard.
Kame felt his cheeks blush profusely as he positioned his hole over Jin’s cock and slowly lowered himself on the latter, groaning in pain and pleasure alike, his sounds drowned by Jin’s own as they moved.
Soon, the older boy found the spot that brought Kame so much pleasure again and his moans changed in pitch.
Taking a strong hold on Kame’s hips, Jin pushed the younger boy down on him, bucking his own hips up to meet him mid-thrust and guttural moans left his throat, one after the other. It felt so gratifying to be inside Kame.
Kame felt so close to coming that he decided to attend his own cock, but his hand was quickly batted away by Jin.
“Not yet.”´
“But Jin…” Kame whimpered.
“I’m not about to come yet,” Jin said simply, only counting with his own needs, and pushed Kame’s hips down so the other would slam down on him.
The younger boy threw his head back, the beads of sweat falling down on the mattress “But I need to…” he was so close that he tried stroking himself again but Jin swatted his hand and grabbed his wrists to keep Kame from trying it again.
“Make me cum then,” he said and Kame desperately tightened around Jin, clamping his walls around Jin’s eager shaft.
“Oh, you really are good,” Jin chuckled “I love it when you…” his words were lost as he moaned when Kame tightened around him again.
Feeling close to the edge himself, Jin finally brought his hand to Kame’s leaking cock, pumping it fast and deftly, pulling the boy down for a kiss and moaning into Kame’s mouth as they came, muffling their sounds.
Kame collapsed against Jin’s sweaty chest, the older boy still inside him, and tried his best not to fall asleep but a gentle hand combing his hair was a strong lullaby and he soon found sleep.
***
“-menashi…ke up” Kame blindly waved his arms to stop whatever was nagging him and pulling him out of his sweet slumber.
“HOT!” he quickly sat up when something too hot made contact with his cheek.
“Warm coffee for you,” Jin offered him the mug “Now that you’re well awake, I advise you to hurry and get to work. You have to work, right?”
Kame struggled to connect things. His eyes fell to Jin’s attire, noticing the latter was fully clothed. Work, right…he had to go to work. Why was he sitting leisurely on the bed when it was already 8am?
He leaped out of the bed.
“Better put on some clothes or I won’t hold back and you won’t ever get to work,” Kame realized he was still fully naked and ran back to the bed, dragging the bed sheet with him to cover his body as he carried his clothes to the bathroom to get dressed.
He battled with his shirt when he clumsily tried buttoning it up and kept failing, his hands trembling as he remembered last night’s events.
“You’re not bleeding, are you?” he heard the hushed question from behind the door “I checked last night, but you know, just to make sure…” Jin trailed off.
Kame wondered what the hell the other had been doing while he was sleeping but shrugged it off for the time being “I’m ok.”
There was no answer and Kame quickly finished putting on his clothes before opening the door, but as soon as he pulled it open and stepped forward, he was backed against the wood surface by Jin “If you feel like it, you can always come by again.”
Kame was taken aback by such sentence “You have enough toys to play with already.”
“I didn’t mean it just in that way, though…” Jin bent down so his lips were mere inches away from Kame’s “You know I’d never refuse you,” he smirked.
“Not interested,” he pushed Jin away and made his way to the door, but a smile blossomed on his face as he left the apartment.
Maybe he was interested, and maybe there was hope in Jin being interested as well.
***
“Good morning,” Jin greeted the staff like usual, but only received hushed whispers in secretive ways, leaving him clueless about what was going on.
He shrugged off the stiff atmosphere in the air and entered the dressing room, greeting the other Johnnys with a chirped good morning only to be met by glares and snorts.
“What the fuck is this, Akanishi? I thought you said you’d be careful,” Ueda demanded, stomping his foot with impatience, an angry expression on his face.
The older boy looked scary when he was angry, and Jin had seen him pissed off quite a few times, but this time, it seemed worse than any other time.
Ueda was still waiting for an explanation, and Jin was still as clueless.
“What are you talking about? What did I do this time?”
“I thought you read the news every morning. Look at this, you asshole!” the golden-haired boy shoved the newspaper against Jin’s chest and with an angry scowl, walked back to his chair.
Jin’s eyes widened when he saw the back and white picture of him and Kamenashi kissing by his door. It had been taken exactly when the other had jumped at him and kissed him.
He had found strange, Kamenashi’s sudden will to sleep with him and now he knew why the change.
Unconsciously, Jin clutched the newspaper in his hold, wrinkling the paper.
“Akanishi, Johnny-san wants to see you,” his manager said from the door of the dressing room and Jin knew whatever awaited him, it was nothing good.
***
”You’re one of our best talents, Akanishi, but I believe you realize the gravity of the situation and what this will bring us.”
He couldn’t deny what had happened or say it was a lie, pretend he knew nothing about it, because the photo was clear enough.
“So, I’m fired?” he asked, fearing the answer.
“No, I wouldn’t fire you because you like men. That’s up to you to decide. Though I have no choice but suspend you for at least a month. Think well about what you’re doing and don’t forget your place as an idol. For now, just go home. Your manager will tell you the time of your suspension.”
Jin entered the place with a hot head, rage cursing through him and gasps were heard everywhere as the workers recognized him.
“Where’s Kamenashi?” he asked in a demanding tone.
“He’s in his office, but you can’t,” Koki started, but wasn’t able to finish before Jin broke into Kame’s office, banging the door loudly and calling everyone’s attention who peeked from their own offices to see what was going on.
“Akanishi, please calm down,” Koki tried again, but as the singer’s eyes fell to the article on Kamenashi’s desk, his rage took over.
“This is all your fault, you fucking bastard,” he lunched himself at Kame, but Koki was fast to hold him back and Nakamaru hurried to come to his aid “You and your fucking work. That was what it was all about, right? And for a moment, I thought you had finally been honest with yourself and would let me have you, but all you did was selling your fucking ass for a stupid article!” Jin snapped at Kame.
“You’re wrong. I didn’t do anything. It was not even in our newspaper, Weeek. It wasn’t even me who published the article!” Kame denied.
He had been prejudiced by it too. Yamapi wasn’t around, but he’d sure be punished once the latter arrived. The article had come out as quite a shock to him as well.
“It just shows how much you’re worth. You’d even sell your soul to the devil if needed!” Jin shouted, the words piercing Kame’s heart like sharp needles.
“You’re disgusting, Kamenashi. You’re not even worth being called a fucking toy because you rank lower than that,” Jin said with disdain, not fighting against Koki and Nakamaru anymore but instead struggling to get free so he could leave.
Kame put a hand on his desk, bracing himself as he felt himself growing weak.
Everyone’s commenting on him and the commotion and he only wished the floor would open up and swallow him.
Why had gone to Jin’s house and given up his body? For this?
And now what did he have left? His pride was gone along his happiness and his heart. He felt like dying right then and there.
“Hey…” Koki muttered, patting Kame on the shoulder. It was the best he could do in lack of a way to comfort the younger boy.
Nakamaru joined him, trying to put his younger friend at ease.
“Are you ok?” Nakamaru ventured.
“I’m fine, don’t worry,” Kame flashed them a weak smile “Ne, I’ll just leave for the day, ok? Tell Yamapi I’ll make it up to him.”
Koki and Nakamaru exchanged worried glances as his friend packed his things and left after a brief wave.
Only when Kame got home, he allowed himself to cry. But as the tears flowed and fell, the pain eased away, replaced by just the sorrow and repentance of last night’s happenings. He knew that eventually, the humiliation he felt would disappear too, and he would do his best for it to happen as fast as possible.
***
The next day, everyone was shocked to see a hyper Kame, ready to whatever work there was for him, volunteering to help everyone and smiling truthfully. It was almost impossible to see through him and for moments, even his closest friends got fooled by his act.
Yamapi had decided not to say anything about the article, in order not to give his friend any more turmoil, but despite Kame’s act, he knew he wasn’t ok. Damn, Kame didn’t even act that nice when he was his usual self. Yet, he didn’t push him to stop. Watch his best friend break into tears wasn’t the ideal in his mind, either.
“Yamapi, what other work do you have for me?” maybe the best was to keep Kame busy, after all.
“There’s a new model that is making a lot of success and she’s having a photoshoot by the beach. You could take a few pictures for spoilers, you know?”
“Consider it done.”
Yamapi smiled at his friend. That had become Kame’s motto and he had heard the exact same thing when he had asked the boy to get an article about Akanishi. Now he wished he had never asked such thing, for it bringing so much pain to the controlled and unwavering Kame.
Akanishi had been the earthquake that had made the walls around Kame crumble and crash. Now he was defenseless and Yamapi hoped the earthquake wouldn’t strike again.
:D or D:? *off to watch CK*
Almost forgot! For those who thought it was sudden from Kame's part, I agree because I did not include Kame's inner dialogue. And I did that because from the time both Kame and Jin left Jin's apartment to the time where Kame went to Jin's, it was from morning to night, meaning, I'd have to include a tiny note with just Kame's thoughts and those tiny aparts drive me nuts (meaning I don't like to do it in my fics) so I decided to include Kame's thoughts in the beginning of the next chapter, meaning this one. Hope everyone was enlightened now. If not, just ask :D
There were some of you that used to ask me for gifs and caps of dramas and Cartoon KAT-TUN, but I haven't posted any at all, lately. But I have them, so if you want them, just say so because I'll post them ^^
On another note, a week from now, I'll be on my way to China \:D/. Hope to have lots of fun~ :D
Now I have my inet back and I was obviously amuzed by Jin's use of language on KAT-TUN Style (which brightened up my morning may I say XD) and the rumour of Kame's girfriend. Anyway, I went through my f-listreally fast and skipped through almost everything because 4 days is a lot, though I read a couple of entries when I was at school and went online on msn :D
Anyway, here's the update ^^ Enjoy~
Title: Hide & Seek
Pairings: Akame, implied Jin/many, JunDa, T&T
Rating: AU, NC-17
Genre: romance, fluff, angst, smut
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the plot.
Summary: Jin is a golden boy of the entertainment, showered with all the best things one can have. Kame is a successful journalist determined to find some flaws on the JE celebrity.
Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6
Kame’s not used to be on the receiving end, always being the one to take the initiative, but as Jin groped his ass with both hands, giving it a teasing pinch before dipping his hand inside his pants to cup his manhood, Kame didn’t protest. In fact, he welcomed the close contact with the older boy.
He didn’t like free time. It made him dive in thoughts, this time, on how the word friends had affected him.
He and Akanishi weren’t friends, were they? Pi was his friend, and that was why he was always there when he needed him. But no matter how he looked at it, the relationship he and Akanishi had was completely different from the one he shared with Pi.
The feelings were different. Jin had held him and he had felt something else, something more that couldn’t be compared to friendship. It was as if he had been cherished and he didn’t want that feeling to disappear. Yet, what had he been expecting from Akanishi Jin, the playboy? Of course he didn’t see him as anything more than another of his conquests, his sex toy.
Kame had almost been fooled by the concerning eyes the other had worn when he had been depressed, the other’s obsession with getting them out of the fridge. But anyone would be worried with the other party in a situation like that, wouldn’t they?
“Do you realize this is a one-night stand? I’ll have sex with you but there’s nothing else.”
He knew the consequences of his act, yet, why wasn’t he stopping Jin from going any further? Why wasn’t he stopping this? Once he was thrown away, would it be easier to walk away?
Kame hadn’t even realized they had moved to the bedroom until he felt the cool sheets under his palms. Jin climbed onto the bed and kneeled in front of him, splaying one hand on Kame’s chest to pull him into a lying position.
“Wait,” Kame had finally found the strength to muster the word and Jin stilled immediately.
“What’s wrong? Are you still insecure about this? We can stop if you want.”
Why was Jin giving him a choice when he had been so insistent before? Wouldn’t it be easier for Kame to decide what he wanted if he had a little push from the older boy?
Jin waited, but no other words left Kame’s mouth, only white teeth grazed the latter’s bottom lip in a show of uncertainty and Jin leaned forward to place a kiss on the pouty lips.
Kame let himself melt into the kiss, bracing his weight on his elbows as he fell back, and Jin let his hands wander under Kame’s shirt, pushing it up as they travelled further up to the latter’s nipples.
The older boy rolled the small nubs in between his fingers and they puckered with the attention.
Kame could barely keep up with the other’s advances as Jin deftly unbuttoned their pants, discarding them on the floor, and soon their shirts followed.
Jin pinned him down with his weight, sneaking his body in between Kame’s legs and grinding down on him, their awakening erections rubbing together and causing Kame to throw his head back with a low moan.
Finding something to focus his lips on, Jin let them play on Kame’s neck, making the boy squirm and try to push him away when Jin found a sensitive spot, but the latter was fast to hold the younger boy’s hands in his, thrusting against him and making Kame quickly forget about resisting.
“Be good and stay still, Kamenashi,” Jin whispered huskily into Kame’s ear and the latter’s attempt of replying was easily cut off when Jin thrust against him again, making him groan in pleasure instead.
By the time Jin got off Kame, the latter’s cock was up and throbbing, needing attention.
“You seem to be quite excited with the little I did,” Jin said in an almost accusing way, palming the smaller boy’s erection through the material of his boxers.
“J-Jin…” Kame moaned, arching to the touch.
He didn’t felt too confident in touching another man, but he didn’t want to be the only one receiving so he propped himself up on his elbows again and reached forward with a hand to Jin’s erection, caressing him through the latter’s underwear and his cheeks flushed when he heard Jin’s harsh intake of air as a response to his advance.
Jin hooked his fingers on the last article of clothing on Kame’s body and pulled it down to reveal the latter’s erection, wrapping his lean fingers around the hard shaft, making the hand over his own erection quiver as he pumped Kame slowly.
It felt so good to have the older boy touch him that he forgot whatever else he was doing, his hands falling limp on his sides.
Jin, however, was highly focused on the panting figure beneath him, though lust was ripping through him as he watched the boy with half-lidded eyes, he knew Kame had never done that before, thus, he had to prepare him for what they were about to do.
“Kamenashi, I need you to relax, ok?” Jin coaxed before Kame felt a wet finger worming its way inside him, making him jump in surprise and gasp at the discomfort the single digit unleashed. He tensed, squeezing Jin’s finger inside him.
“Hey, you’re not relaxing. It’ll hurt much more if you don’t,” Jin told him, leaning down to seal his lips with his own, but Kame broke the kiss as soon as he felt a second finger join the first.
“Jin, ah!” he groaned in pain, clinging to the broad shoulders and Jin placed a sweet kiss on his temple before nibbling on his lip, but feeling Kame all but relax, the older boy slipped away from the circle of Kame’s arms and wandered lower, placing moist kisses on the latter’s navel, his hand alternating between fondling the tightening balls and pumping the hard shaft.
Kame trashed under him, once more lost in pleasure and almost forgetting about the digits moving inside him, doing some scissoring motions to stretch his tight hole. The younger boy was torn between feeling good or not and he wondered how would Jin’s mouth feel around his aching cock as the older boy kept whispering comforting words to him, his warm breath caressing his sensitive skin.
Feeling Kame looser around his fingers, Jin pulled them out, unrolling a condom on his cock before coating it with lube and positioning it at the slightly red entrance.
Jin grimaced at the tight feeling that surrounded him as he thrust just the tip of his cock, wanting to enjoy it, but not being able to as he saw Kame shut his eyes tightly and a single tear roll down the latter’s face.
He leaned down and pushed the other’s fringes back to get a better look at Kame’s face and kissed the boy’s temple, wiping the fallen tear away “If it makes you feel better, you can hit me,” he joked and Kame threw him a half-smile as the only response he could provide Jin in that situation.
Jin slowly pushed completely inside, groaning at the hotness squeezing him in.
Never had he felt such amazing tightness and he relished in the feeling as much as he could until he felt hands squeezing his forearms almost painfully, causing him to wince.
“I won’t move until you feel better, so relax. Breathe in, breathe out,” Jin said and Kame drew in and out shaky breaths, trying to ease the pain away and the taller boy slowly leaned in, taking Kame in a kissing spree as he slowly started moving his hips, so slow that Kame didn’t even protest, just let himself fall in the kiss as Jin stroked his tongue against Kame’s own.
Jin broke the kiss, letting his mouth wander on Kame’s jaw, nibbling on the latter’s earlobe and the pain slowly decreased until it numbed away.
Jin pushed faster, harder as the grip on his arms loosened.
“Ah, Jin! Hah…ngh…” Kame moaned as Jin hit a specific spot inside him.
“There?” Jin chortled, aiming for that spot only and Kame threw his head back, moaning uncontrollably, moving his hips to meet the older boy’s thrusts.
“You’re good, Ka-ah! Kamenashi…” Jin moaned, struggling to keep his control but as he found himself unable to, he pulled out.
Kame whimpered, looking questioningly and with unfulfilled desire at the older boy.
“Come here. Ride me,” Jin breathed out harshly, pulling Kame closer by the hand as he sat on the bed, the pillow behind his back, against the headboard.
Kame felt his cheeks blush profusely as he positioned his hole over Jin’s cock and slowly lowered himself on the latter, groaning in pain and pleasure alike, his sounds drowned by Jin’s own as they moved.
Soon, the older boy found the spot that brought Kame so much pleasure again and his moans changed in pitch.
Taking a strong hold on Kame’s hips, Jin pushed the younger boy down on him, bucking his own hips up to meet him mid-thrust and guttural moans left his throat, one after the other. It felt so gratifying to be inside Kame.
Kame felt so close to coming that he decided to attend his own cock, but his hand was quickly batted away by Jin.
“Not yet.”´
“But Jin…” Kame whimpered.
“I’m not about to come yet,” Jin said simply, only counting with his own needs, and pushed Kame’s hips down so the other would slam down on him.
The younger boy threw his head back, the beads of sweat falling down on the mattress “But I need to…” he was so close that he tried stroking himself again but Jin swatted his hand and grabbed his wrists to keep Kame from trying it again.
“Make me cum then,” he said and Kame desperately tightened around Jin, clamping his walls around Jin’s eager shaft.
“Oh, you really are good,” Jin chuckled “I love it when you…” his words were lost as he moaned when Kame tightened around him again.
Feeling close to the edge himself, Jin finally brought his hand to Kame’s leaking cock, pumping it fast and deftly, pulling the boy down for a kiss and moaning into Kame’s mouth as they came, muffling their sounds.
Kame collapsed against Jin’s sweaty chest, the older boy still inside him, and tried his best not to fall asleep but a gentle hand combing his hair was a strong lullaby and he soon found sleep.
***
“-menashi…ke up” Kame blindly waved his arms to stop whatever was nagging him and pulling him out of his sweet slumber.
“HOT!” he quickly sat up when something too hot made contact with his cheek.
“Warm coffee for you,” Jin offered him the mug “Now that you’re well awake, I advise you to hurry and get to work. You have to work, right?”
Kame struggled to connect things. His eyes fell to Jin’s attire, noticing the latter was fully clothed. Work, right…he had to go to work. Why was he sitting leisurely on the bed when it was already 8am?
He leaped out of the bed.
“Better put on some clothes or I won’t hold back and you won’t ever get to work,” Kame realized he was still fully naked and ran back to the bed, dragging the bed sheet with him to cover his body as he carried his clothes to the bathroom to get dressed.
He battled with his shirt when he clumsily tried buttoning it up and kept failing, his hands trembling as he remembered last night’s events.
“You’re not bleeding, are you?” he heard the hushed question from behind the door “I checked last night, but you know, just to make sure…” Jin trailed off.
Kame wondered what the hell the other had been doing while he was sleeping but shrugged it off for the time being “I’m ok.”
There was no answer and Kame quickly finished putting on his clothes before opening the door, but as soon as he pulled it open and stepped forward, he was backed against the wood surface by Jin “If you feel like it, you can always come by again.”
Kame was taken aback by such sentence “You have enough toys to play with already.”
“I didn’t mean it just in that way, though…” Jin bent down so his lips were mere inches away from Kame’s “You know I’d never refuse you,” he smirked.
“Not interested,” he pushed Jin away and made his way to the door, but a smile blossomed on his face as he left the apartment.
Maybe he was interested, and maybe there was hope in Jin being interested as well.
***
“Good morning,” Jin greeted the staff like usual, but only received hushed whispers in secretive ways, leaving him clueless about what was going on.
He shrugged off the stiff atmosphere in the air and entered the dressing room, greeting the other Johnnys with a chirped good morning only to be met by glares and snorts.
“What the fuck is this, Akanishi? I thought you said you’d be careful,” Ueda demanded, stomping his foot with impatience, an angry expression on his face.
The older boy looked scary when he was angry, and Jin had seen him pissed off quite a few times, but this time, it seemed worse than any other time.
Ueda was still waiting for an explanation, and Jin was still as clueless.
“What are you talking about? What did I do this time?”
“I thought you read the news every morning. Look at this, you asshole!” the golden-haired boy shoved the newspaper against Jin’s chest and with an angry scowl, walked back to his chair.
Jin’s eyes widened when he saw the back and white picture of him and Kamenashi kissing by his door. It had been taken exactly when the other had jumped at him and kissed him.
He had found strange, Kamenashi’s sudden will to sleep with him and now he knew why the change.
Unconsciously, Jin clutched the newspaper in his hold, wrinkling the paper.
“Akanishi, Johnny-san wants to see you,” his manager said from the door of the dressing room and Jin knew whatever awaited him, it was nothing good.
***
”You’re one of our best talents, Akanishi, but I believe you realize the gravity of the situation and what this will bring us.”
He couldn’t deny what had happened or say it was a lie, pretend he knew nothing about it, because the photo was clear enough.
“So, I’m fired?” he asked, fearing the answer.
“No, I wouldn’t fire you because you like men. That’s up to you to decide. Though I have no choice but suspend you for at least a month. Think well about what you’re doing and don’t forget your place as an idol. For now, just go home. Your manager will tell you the time of your suspension.”
Jin entered the place with a hot head, rage cursing through him and gasps were heard everywhere as the workers recognized him.
“Where’s Kamenashi?” he asked in a demanding tone.
“He’s in his office, but you can’t,” Koki started, but wasn’t able to finish before Jin broke into Kame’s office, banging the door loudly and calling everyone’s attention who peeked from their own offices to see what was going on.
“Akanishi, please calm down,” Koki tried again, but as the singer’s eyes fell to the article on Kamenashi’s desk, his rage took over.
“This is all your fault, you fucking bastard,” he lunched himself at Kame, but Koki was fast to hold him back and Nakamaru hurried to come to his aid “You and your fucking work. That was what it was all about, right? And for a moment, I thought you had finally been honest with yourself and would let me have you, but all you did was selling your fucking ass for a stupid article!” Jin snapped at Kame.
“You’re wrong. I didn’t do anything. It was not even in our newspaper, Weeek. It wasn’t even me who published the article!” Kame denied.
He had been prejudiced by it too. Yamapi wasn’t around, but he’d sure be punished once the latter arrived. The article had come out as quite a shock to him as well.
“It just shows how much you’re worth. You’d even sell your soul to the devil if needed!” Jin shouted, the words piercing Kame’s heart like sharp needles.
“You’re disgusting, Kamenashi. You’re not even worth being called a fucking toy because you rank lower than that,” Jin said with disdain, not fighting against Koki and Nakamaru anymore but instead struggling to get free so he could leave.
Kame put a hand on his desk, bracing himself as he felt himself growing weak.
Everyone’s commenting on him and the commotion and he only wished the floor would open up and swallow him.
Why had gone to Jin’s house and given up his body? For this?
And now what did he have left? His pride was gone along his happiness and his heart. He felt like dying right then and there.
“Hey…” Koki muttered, patting Kame on the shoulder. It was the best he could do in lack of a way to comfort the younger boy.
Nakamaru joined him, trying to put his younger friend at ease.
“Are you ok?” Nakamaru ventured.
“I’m fine, don’t worry,” Kame flashed them a weak smile “Ne, I’ll just leave for the day, ok? Tell Yamapi I’ll make it up to him.”
Koki and Nakamaru exchanged worried glances as his friend packed his things and left after a brief wave.
Only when Kame got home, he allowed himself to cry. But as the tears flowed and fell, the pain eased away, replaced by just the sorrow and repentance of last night’s happenings. He knew that eventually, the humiliation he felt would disappear too, and he would do his best for it to happen as fast as possible.
***
The next day, everyone was shocked to see a hyper Kame, ready to whatever work there was for him, volunteering to help everyone and smiling truthfully. It was almost impossible to see through him and for moments, even his closest friends got fooled by his act.
Yamapi had decided not to say anything about the article, in order not to give his friend any more turmoil, but despite Kame’s act, he knew he wasn’t ok. Damn, Kame didn’t even act that nice when he was his usual self. Yet, he didn’t push him to stop. Watch his best friend break into tears wasn’t the ideal in his mind, either.
“Yamapi, what other work do you have for me?” maybe the best was to keep Kame busy, after all.
“There’s a new model that is making a lot of success and she’s having a photoshoot by the beach. You could take a few pictures for spoilers, you know?”
“Consider it done.”
Yamapi smiled at his friend. That had become Kame’s motto and he had heard the exact same thing when he had asked the boy to get an article about Akanishi. Now he wished he had never asked such thing, for it bringing so much pain to the controlled and unwavering Kame.
Akanishi had been the earthquake that had made the walls around Kame crumble and crash. Now he was defenseless and Yamapi hoped the earthquake wouldn’t strike again.
:D or D:? *off to watch CK*
Almost forgot! For those who thought it was sudden from Kame's part, I agree because I did not include Kame's inner dialogue. And I did that because from the time both Kame and Jin left Jin's apartment to the time where Kame went to Jin's, it was from morning to night, meaning, I'd have to include a tiny note with just Kame's thoughts and those tiny aparts drive me nuts (meaning I don't like to do it in my fics) so I decided to include Kame's thoughts in the beginning of the next chapter, meaning this one. Hope everyone was enlightened now. If not, just ask :D