i miss you

[vanhamme08]

i keep thinking about paul.
so i called mrs. mcb. and asked her where he was

cause i have to write him a letter.

hes in the army.

and im not sure whether to cry or smile.

cry because i may never see him again

or smile, because its what he has wanted for so long, and hes finally free of his bitch of a mom.

im still not sure.

i just want him home.

strangely, i want him home to me. so he can hold me again.