Evita

Aug 29, 2004 18:46

So i spent today with Evita. Or so her more exotic name yeilds.
It was fun, its been a long tiem sense i laughed and smiled like i did today.
we had a lot of fun.
Shes really down to earth as well as artistic.
She has good ideas, good points, lots of good speakings between us.
She has the most beautiful smile ive ever seen.

I wasn't really sure ya know, what i thoguht, until i saw her close her eyes with the sun beating down on her. In a sense were most peopel would seem opressed by the heat, she seemed like an angel. Ive never seen anything like it.

i dont want t relationship right now, i dont raelly feel like having to act for someone all the time. But i think if i can pull off remaining authentic, i will try this.

She makes me smile in a way i never could before.
In a way that lacks my own oppression and falsity.
always like love however. it weakens my resolves and my strong artistic and zen point of veiws seem to melt away.
who knows. ill try to keep it all in balance.
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