a fish walks into a bar

Aug 04, 2004 18:52

yeah, im grounded, so boredom will make me write in this again. hopefully of better tihngs. with better symbols at least

today, i was reminded of a fish. well two fishes. lenny and fex. i wonder how their doing. ones dead. i know that. she probably killed the other one. or it just died. another thing between us dead. haha.
and their i go talking about her again.

it seems the only time i ever write this, is after shes written something, or when i know shes on. she blocked me.

wahtever.

this place will make you a zombie. i see as all of the contentment and psuedo nirvana disappears almost instantly. things that come slowly, never last long for me.

thier has to be more to talk about.
the only thing on my mind is that song by blink 182, i used to have to teach that to my students a lot. so i know it pretty well.
i miss you. that and the image of a goldfish that i gave 2 lessons to get.
i wonder if he ever got her a gold fish.
its makes me laugh, becasue to me, thier both just a story that i am the teller of that i am way to close to. a million things theyve done together.

whats thier to talk about, i cant think of anything id rather think about.

i want to fall in love again. even if it is childish and leads me to ruin. when thier over, i will be nothing, not even a story or a hesitation.
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