leaving on a jet plane, dont care if i come back again part 2.
im leaving pretty soon. mabye tomrow or the day after. i dont know. i jsut want to be dead until i leave.
i really hope i dont come back. i mean. i hope i get stranded in london. or captured by terrorist. or the plane crashes. but i hope no one else gets hurt. just me. wahtever.
i feel really dead right now. its kinda conforting. i want to be like this until the plane leaves the ground.
if she reads this.
just go out with jason. you too are good for each other anyway. i hope you do fine.
stop toying with him and making yourself confused.
they will be going together when i come back. i know that.
he's a lcuky guy. id trade anyhting to be in his shoes. if he hurts her. i will kill him.
i also hopes she forgets me. i mean. not just get over me. but forgets who i am. i was such an ass hole to her. she would have been better off not knowing me. i hope the dam plane crashes.
ill try but i probably wont forget her. i mean. i know im going to come back in bettter spirits. mostly cured of my fever. thats un aviodable.
my mind is so empty and illegible of late. i normally owuld hate this thing but im tired of talking to people. i jsut want to write it and see waht im actaully saying. i have no idea.
im glad shes found someone. i havent. i mean. like i said, id rather jsut be used and thrown away. i dont want to be attached to anyone. and i dont watn to be an ass hole to any young heart.
i just have bright eyes that have gone out.
i really hope i dont come back. i mean. i hope i get stranded in london. or captured by terrorist. or the plane crashes. but i hope no one else gets hurt. just me. wahtever.
i feel really dead right now. its kinda conforting. i want to be like this until the plane leaves the ground.
if she reads this.
just go out with jason. you too are good for each other anyway. i hope you do fine.
stop toying with him and making yourself confused.
they will be going together when i come back. i know that.
he's a lcuky guy. id trade anyhting to be in his shoes. if he hurts her. i will kill him.
i also hopes she forgets me. i mean. not just get over me. but forgets who i am. i was such an ass hole to her. she would have been better off not knowing me. i hope the dam plane crashes.
ill try but i probably wont forget her. i mean. i know im going to come back in bettter spirits. mostly cured of my fever. thats un aviodable.
my mind is so empty and illegible of late. i normally owuld hate this thing but im tired of talking to people. i jsut want to write it and see waht im actaully saying. i have no idea.
im glad shes found someone. i havent. i mean. like i said, id rather jsut be used and thrown away. i dont want to be attached to anyone. and i dont watn to be an ass hole to any young heart.
i just have bright eyes that have gone out.