By the light of the moon - Todae (drabble)
Fandom : Big Bang
Pairing : ToDae (TOP / Daesung)
Rating : G
Genre : Romance
Words : 945 words.
Beta-ed by my BFF in real life and on Internet aelikwang
Summary : Daesung waits for Seunghyun to come back from his recording for their new album.
Daesung has always enjoyed being alone on the balcony by the light of the moon. Watching the stars shine in the sky is a thing that really calms him whenever he is stressed.
There’s only one person that has this power on Daesung. It’s Seunghyun. Whenever Seunghyun is next to him, he feels good, relaxed.
But tonight Seunghyun is not home, he’s still at the studio to record songs for their new album. He said he won’t come back until late, meaning around 2am or more.
So Daesung is on the balcony, warming himself in a coat with a blanket on his knees. He can’t sleep. He wants to wait for Seunghyun’s return. He looks at the stars, at the way they shine. And he smiles, naturally. Because the stars in the sky reminds him how important Seunghyun is in his life. He puts his earphone, launches the shuffle on his I-pod in his Chilling Songs repertory and looks back at the sky.
He stays like this for hours without noticing that the time flies quickly. Still lost in his thoughts, he does not hear the door of the balcony sliding. It’s not until he feels someone’s hand around his waist and a head on his shoulder that he realize he’s not alone any more.
He turns around. And the vision of Seunghyun just brings back a smile on his face. He lifts his hand to cup Seunghyun cheek and caress them.
A frown slightly appears on his face.
“What are you doing outside baby? You look so tired.”
“What are YOU doing here alone in the cold night?
“I was waiting for you to come back, just wanted to know how it went!”
“It was cool. We had fun but we really worked hard. And for your information, I did not go to bed directly because I wanted to see you so badly. Besides you weren’t in the bed when I came in the bedroom, so I knew this would be the place where I could find you.”
As Seunghyun finishes his sentence, he leans forward and Daesung feels his lips on his own. Like each time he is kissed by Seunghyun it’s like the whole world disappears. Just as if they were all alone in the world with only the sky and its stars. Being kissed at the light of the moon, still, it always brings a bigger emotion in Daesung’s heart.
His heart beats so fast, he thinks it will explode or come out of his chest in a minute. They kiss until they can't breathe any more.
Daesung turns around once more and put his back against Seunghyun. The latter leans on the bench and tightens his hold on Daesung’s waist. Daesung puts the blanket on both of them to keep them warm as Seunghyun kisses his neck once more.
They stay like that for more than half an hour in a comfortable silence. Why speak when no words are needed to share the love they have for each other?
“We should go to bed now. You need to sleep. Besides we have schedule tomorrow.”
“You’re right. Let’s go.” Seunghyun adds kissing Daesung on the cheek.
Daesung stands up first and give his hands to Seunghyun to help him stand up at his turn.
Their fingers still intertwined, they enter the bedroom.
“I should take a quick shower before sleeping” says Seunghyun while kissing Daesung quickly on the lips. He takes a pant, a shirt and underwear in his closet and goes in the bathroom.
Daesung changes into his sleepwear also and lay in the bed.
He listens to the sound of the water flowing in the bathroom. Immediately his mind goes wild and all he can think about is his boyfriend naked in the shower. He closes his eyes and shakes his head from left to right to try erasing those images from his eyes. But that does not work. So he decides to shift his position and switch off the light from his night table. May be sleep would finally comes like that.
Even if images of a naked Seunghyun still dance before his eyes, he closes them once again to allow sleep to come to him.
He does not hear when the shower stops and when Seunghyun leaves the bathroom. But then he feels Seunghyun’s hand on his waist and he’s being pulled against Seunghyun’s chest. He feels Seunghyun’s breath on his neck. He opens his eyes and stops breathing, trying to calm his heartbeats rhythm.
“I missed you today! I missed your warmness; your eyes; your touch; the taste of your lips... But soon we will make our comeback. That means that we will be 24 hours a day together. So no more separation for schedule or other recordings. I can’t live without you, you know it right?”
Daesung would love to answer but it’s as if he has a lump in his throat. It’s because he knows that he’s really important to Seunghyun; but hearing the other say it in this way, he just feels like crying. He slowly realises that may be the spot he has in Seunghyun’s life is as big as the one Seunghyun’s has in his own.
He feels that this story between the two of them can only last forever; because the love and respect they have for each other will allow them to fight for their love. They will fight against all the obstacles Destiny will put on their way. They will never give up and let Destiny and life decide for them. They will live out the scripts of their life...