Fic-one-shot: Betrayal PG-13
Title: Betrayal
Author: vanessawolfie
Beta: hildigunnur
Character(s)/Pairing: Sam/Dean.
Theme: 04-Love's rock
Prompt(s): #5- betrayal
Rating: PG-13
Word count: -350
Disclaimer: I do not own the Supernatural series or characters. I only own this story. I do not own the dialog that's copied directly from an episode of Supernatural.
Summary: Dean has abandonment issues.
Warnings/Author Notes: This is outtake on "Scarecrow" episode 11 from season 1. Dean's thoughts Written for spn_30snapshots
Betrayal.
Dialog partly from Scarecrow. Episode 1.11.
“Dad said it wasn‘t safe. For any of us. He obviously knows something that we don‘t. If he says to stay away, we stay away.” Why can’t he understand that I don’t want him there when he’s so riled up?! He’s gonna get himself killed if he goes after this thing now.
“I don’t understand the blind faith you have in the man. I mean, it’s like you don’t even question him.”
“Yeah it’s called being a good son.” Or rather a good brother, a good lover. But then Sam got out of the car. Dean followed.
“You’re a selfish bastard, you know that? You just do whatever you want, don’t care what anybody thinks.” Or how I feel. You’re leaving me again. Running away.
“That’s really what you think?” Sam was packing his things, clearly going.
“Yes, it is.”
“Well then this selfish bastard is going to California.”
“Come on, you’re not serious.” Please don’t!
“I am serious.”
“Hey, I’m taking off. I will leave your ass, you hear me?” I can’t very well run after you begging like a bitch, can I?”
“That’s what I want you to do.” No, don’t say that. First Mom dies, you leave, Dad leaves and now you’re leaving me again?!
“Good-bye Sam.” Dean walks to the driver’s door and gets in. He drives until he’s sure he’s out of sight and then he pulls over and starts crying. It’s not something he’ll admit to doing and no one will ever know, but he cries. He cries over his words, over Sam’s actions. He felt betrayed although Sam had never promised to stay but Dean thought it came with what they’d been doing. They hadn’t been exclusive but they were in sort of a denial. On Dean’s part it was the fear that if they stopped hitting on and fucking girls and made this thing real, he would get so hurt when Sam realized he was in love with some pretty and smart girl.
He was stupid though; to think that this would hurt any less.
Author: vanessawolfie
Beta: hildigunnur
Character(s)/Pairing: Sam/Dean.
Theme: 04-Love's rock
Prompt(s): #5- betrayal
Rating: PG-13
Word count: -350
Disclaimer: I do not own the Supernatural series or characters. I only own this story. I do not own the dialog that's copied directly from an episode of Supernatural.
Summary: Dean has abandonment issues.
Warnings/Author Notes: This is outtake on "Scarecrow" episode 11 from season 1. Dean's thoughts Written for spn_30snapshots
Betrayal.
Dialog partly from Scarecrow. Episode 1.11.
“Dad said it wasn‘t safe. For any of us. He obviously knows something that we don‘t. If he says to stay away, we stay away.” Why can’t he understand that I don’t want him there when he’s so riled up?! He’s gonna get himself killed if he goes after this thing now.
“I don’t understand the blind faith you have in the man. I mean, it’s like you don’t even question him.”
“Yeah it’s called being a good son.” Or rather a good brother, a good lover. But then Sam got out of the car. Dean followed.
“You’re a selfish bastard, you know that? You just do whatever you want, don’t care what anybody thinks.” Or how I feel. You’re leaving me again. Running away.
“That’s really what you think?” Sam was packing his things, clearly going.
“Yes, it is.”
“Well then this selfish bastard is going to California.”
“Come on, you’re not serious.” Please don’t!
“I am serious.”
“Hey, I’m taking off. I will leave your ass, you hear me?” I can’t very well run after you begging like a bitch, can I?”
“That’s what I want you to do.” No, don’t say that. First Mom dies, you leave, Dad leaves and now you’re leaving me again?!
“Good-bye Sam.” Dean walks to the driver’s door and gets in. He drives until he’s sure he’s out of sight and then he pulls over and starts crying. It’s not something he’ll admit to doing and no one will ever know, but he cries. He cries over his words, over Sam’s actions. He felt betrayed although Sam had never promised to stay but Dean thought it came with what they’d been doing. They hadn’t been exclusive but they were in sort of a denial. On Dean’s part it was the fear that if they stopped hitting on and fucking girls and made this thing real, he would get so hurt when Sam realized he was in love with some pretty and smart girl.
He was stupid though; to think that this would hurt any less.