I Never Realized.
I Just Never Realized,
Haha That I Was Over
You...But I Didn't
Completly Let You Go.
What Kinda Hurts Is I
Always Thought I Was.
But Its Good Right?
Because now you can
move onto her & the rest (:
In a way I sorta was pulling
you back...in some weird way.
hahaha i don't even know how
to explain what that way was.
But the rainy state you put me
in, will never be forgotten, just
know that baby(: Never forget
all the hurt i made you feel, on
those days on the bus, and all
the hurt you made me feel at
night. Some I Know they were
purposley...some..haha i guess
maybe accidental? But the accidental
ones were FO SHO not your fault.
So I can't blame you for crap.
Taylors swift lyrics,
"Oh what a shame, what a
rainy ending given to a perfect day"
Like i've never related more to her.
Some girls might say they'd regret
something like all this...but i don't
exactly. I blame myself for your
change. If i hadn't given you all
that confidence...if i hadn't told
everyone, look at him! Oh! blah!
blah! blah! blah! you'd still be the
little wanna be basketball player
you were (: Hahaha basketball
days were..wow. You never knew
but that night when i realized...and
the game after, i was watching you
with every shot you took, i watched
you and cheered for you...and i know
you thought nothing of it, because
of course me and my big mouth
i cheered for everyone (: except
the occasional...you know whos.
Everytime you smile,
i smile,
and everytime you shine,
i shine,
baby i wanna show you
you can jump and fall
into me.
But hahaha no (:
I'm happy your on your
way...i just am scared of the
growing player your becoming.
I Kinda miss the old you...i'd
say you were better that way.
Except...kinda less hotter (:
hahaha but it doesn't matter.
You're one amazing person.
And life will take you somewhere
amazing. If only that pride that i
placed in your head, doesn't
get the best of you.
Haha That I Was Over
You...But I Didn't
Completly Let You Go.
What Kinda Hurts Is I
Always Thought I Was.
But Its Good Right?
Because now you can
move onto her & the rest (:
In a way I sorta was pulling
you back...in some weird way.
hahaha i don't even know how
to explain what that way was.
But the rainy state you put me
in, will never be forgotten, just
know that baby(: Never forget
all the hurt i made you feel, on
those days on the bus, and all
the hurt you made me feel at
night. Some I Know they were
purposley...some..haha i guess
maybe accidental? But the accidental
ones were FO SHO not your fault.
So I can't blame you for crap.
Taylors swift lyrics,
"Oh what a shame, what a
rainy ending given to a perfect day"
Like i've never related more to her.
Some girls might say they'd regret
something like all this...but i don't
exactly. I blame myself for your
change. If i hadn't given you all
that confidence...if i hadn't told
everyone, look at him! Oh! blah!
blah! blah! blah! you'd still be the
little wanna be basketball player
you were (: Hahaha basketball
days were..wow. You never knew
but that night when i realized...and
the game after, i was watching you
with every shot you took, i watched
you and cheered for you...and i know
you thought nothing of it, because
of course me and my big mouth
i cheered for everyone (: except
the occasional...you know whos.
Everytime you smile,
i smile,
and everytime you shine,
i shine,
baby i wanna show you
you can jump and fall
into me.
But hahaha no (:
I'm happy your on your
way...i just am scared of the
growing player your becoming.
I Kinda miss the old you...i'd
say you were better that way.
Except...kinda less hotter (:
hahaha but it doesn't matter.
You're one amazing person.
And life will take you somewhere
amazing. If only that pride that i
placed in your head, doesn't
get the best of you.