I'll never forget our memories of sadness we shared
Lol randommm title,
I'm tired of everything. I go to school and continue doing what I'm doing, yet inside im completly shattered.
lol.
no.
but yes,
i kinda am.
I look foward to seeing mr.casselle and mr.donohue, the occasional ms.mak. I don't see mr.mcgar bear anymore, and it makes me sad, even though he'll never know, he impacted my life beyond what he could imagine. I looked foward to him everyday. and Now I guess Mr. Donohue took that space for him, and second mr.casselle. I'm tired of being anna, i want to wake up in california, be vanessa with new hair, diffrent eyelashes, diffrent naiils, same clothes, diffrent eyebrows.
None of you people understand what i go through on a daily basis.
All these people complain of how they don't have any friends
ON THIS FLIPPING EARTH YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FULLY TRUST ANYONE. EVERYONE WILL DISAPPOINT YOU, YOU WILL EVEN DISSAPOINT PEOPLE. THAT IS LIFE.
I Only fully trust one person, God.
And next i 95% trust her my mother.
Everyone else, yea i trust you, you can even be my best friend. but sorry in the end its my mother and God, that i keep close to my heart. Well i mean i have suzie and alex, who are amazing friends that i could never even imagine, alex is amazing she's so pretty and she doesn't even realize it, and she has like everything perfect, her dad even has a escalade..no fair, and then suzie is gorgeous with short and long hair, but she looks better with short hair, suzie is gorgeous too, and she's trustworthy as is alex :) they both are amazing friends. I thank God for reveleaing my truue friends to me. Theres tina, aimee, laurie, katrina, sabby k, JENNY<3, jeanine, rose, and some other people that aren't coming to my head. But these people impact my lives everyday, and i refer tothem as either friends or good friends. and thenn theres like taylor who's one of my really good friends outside of marian. lol shes awesome, and marie is pretty awaesome too. They are both gorgeous, and they let thier flaws over power them. Taylor's skin is BEAUTIFUL, and it bothers me that she doesn't realize it! Yeah she might have acne, but she's still gorgeous and has gorgeous curves, and marie is amazing, even though we're not too close, she's still gonna be one of those people im gonna be and stay friends with, just because of how much history and how good of a person i know she is and can even improve to be.
I have my flaws, i really do.
alot of flaws.
and the bottom line is,
I can't stop myself.
Zac and Brian....I can't deal with myself anymore, it's like a dissease, hahah i rememeber alek. and now i've moved on, but whatever....
i guess i vented out so im done...
Miami im coming for you
I'm tired of everything. I go to school and continue doing what I'm doing, yet inside im completly shattered.
lol.
no.
but yes,
i kinda am.
I look foward to seeing mr.casselle and mr.donohue, the occasional ms.mak. I don't see mr.mcgar bear anymore, and it makes me sad, even though he'll never know, he impacted my life beyond what he could imagine. I looked foward to him everyday. and Now I guess Mr. Donohue took that space for him, and second mr.casselle. I'm tired of being anna, i want to wake up in california, be vanessa with new hair, diffrent eyelashes, diffrent naiils, same clothes, diffrent eyebrows.
None of you people understand what i go through on a daily basis.
All these people complain of how they don't have any friends
ON THIS FLIPPING EARTH YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FULLY TRUST ANYONE. EVERYONE WILL DISAPPOINT YOU, YOU WILL EVEN DISSAPOINT PEOPLE. THAT IS LIFE.
I Only fully trust one person, God.
And next i 95% trust her my mother.
Everyone else, yea i trust you, you can even be my best friend. but sorry in the end its my mother and God, that i keep close to my heart. Well i mean i have suzie and alex, who are amazing friends that i could never even imagine, alex is amazing she's so pretty and she doesn't even realize it, and she has like everything perfect, her dad even has a escalade..no fair, and then suzie is gorgeous with short and long hair, but she looks better with short hair, suzie is gorgeous too, and she's trustworthy as is alex :) they both are amazing friends. I thank God for reveleaing my truue friends to me. Theres tina, aimee, laurie, katrina, sabby k, JENNY<3, jeanine, rose, and some other people that aren't coming to my head. But these people impact my lives everyday, and i refer tothem as either friends or good friends. and thenn theres like taylor who's one of my really good friends outside of marian. lol shes awesome, and marie is pretty awaesome too. They are both gorgeous, and they let thier flaws over power them. Taylor's skin is BEAUTIFUL, and it bothers me that she doesn't realize it! Yeah she might have acne, but she's still gorgeous and has gorgeous curves, and marie is amazing, even though we're not too close, she's still gonna be one of those people im gonna be and stay friends with, just because of how much history and how good of a person i know she is and can even improve to be.
I have my flaws, i really do.
alot of flaws.
and the bottom line is,
I can't stop myself.
Zac and Brian....I can't deal with myself anymore, it's like a dissease, hahah i rememeber alek. and now i've moved on, but whatever....
i guess i vented out so im done...
Miami im coming for you