Life
So here i am, sitting on the floor of my not so furnished basement. I moved out Sept. 15, but plan to move back home on Oct. 15 because I hate living on my own. It gets really depressing and lonely...
So i moved out because my dad was going through some rough times, and I just couldn't deal with the situation anymore. So far he's doing so much better but its still going to be hard to go back.
Right now I am pretty still upset of everything else in my life. I went crazy over someone, and they gave me some mixed feelings of interest, so I was really confused. I didn't know what to think, and now they have left and I am left to deal with all these emotions. With everything that has happened though, I have no regrets and would have never done anything differently because just thinking about that will make me go crazier. I'm not as bad now though, moving on is just part of life and it has to be done.
So i still work at Panago= hella lame, but its just too damn convenient. When you get comfortable at a job it makes it that harder to leave, but it gives you all the reason to leave. I plan to quickly take a bartending course and then switch jobs, or just work two jobs... At least if i cut my hours with another job I can slowly move on.... Then its all work alittle and SCHOOL Hardcore!!! Im going to Kwantlen then to UBC to persue a career in sports therapy. It shall be a fun adventure getting there but definately well worth it. I think.
Now for the rest of my life, CHEERLEADING! i have finally quit competing in it, which is very sad but neeeded to be done because my body just can't handle it anymore... Now im just coaching FH cheerleading, and its not as satisfying but it does help with my cheer addiction.
Well that is all for now, maybe i shall update later... who knows :S
So i moved out because my dad was going through some rough times, and I just couldn't deal with the situation anymore. So far he's doing so much better but its still going to be hard to go back.
Right now I am pretty still upset of everything else in my life. I went crazy over someone, and they gave me some mixed feelings of interest, so I was really confused. I didn't know what to think, and now they have left and I am left to deal with all these emotions. With everything that has happened though, I have no regrets and would have never done anything differently because just thinking about that will make me go crazier. I'm not as bad now though, moving on is just part of life and it has to be done.
So i still work at Panago= hella lame, but its just too damn convenient. When you get comfortable at a job it makes it that harder to leave, but it gives you all the reason to leave. I plan to quickly take a bartending course and then switch jobs, or just work two jobs... At least if i cut my hours with another job I can slowly move on.... Then its all work alittle and SCHOOL Hardcore!!! Im going to Kwantlen then to UBC to persue a career in sports therapy. It shall be a fun adventure getting there but definately well worth it. I think.
Now for the rest of my life, CHEERLEADING! i have finally quit competing in it, which is very sad but neeeded to be done because my body just can't handle it anymore... Now im just coaching FH cheerleading, and its not as satisfying but it does help with my cheer addiction.
Well that is all for now, maybe i shall update later... who knows :S