yeaah winter break is already kinda sucking
yesterday i went back to ramapo with sam so i could get the rest of my shit, check out, and take my last final. i flunked it. but im over it cause school is finally fricken done! last night was not a good night for me and this morning is not much better. i feel like my life was ripped apart and everything i had and really wanted has been taken from me. i was doing better and i know i am doing better and that one day ill be completely healed, but for now it still stings.
today i need to do some wrapping, chores, decorating, and whatever else i feel like. now that school is over and im still not working, i have a lot of time for hanging out with friends and family.
i hope the rest of my break is good and that when i get my grades back they don't suck toooo much. i love how i tried so hard to bring my GPA up but i think i only accomplished keeping it the same or possibly bringing it down lower. fuck accounting. lol.
laura's coming later so that makes me happy :) i better get started with all this shit so bye!!
(p.s. laura, i was much less ADD with this entry i think lol
today i need to do some wrapping, chores, decorating, and whatever else i feel like. now that school is over and im still not working, i have a lot of time for hanging out with friends and family.
i hope the rest of my break is good and that when i get my grades back they don't suck toooo much. i love how i tried so hard to bring my GPA up but i think i only accomplished keeping it the same or possibly bringing it down lower. fuck accounting. lol.
laura's coming later so that makes me happy :) i better get started with all this shit so bye!!
(p.s. laura, i was much less ADD with this entry i think lol