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How am I supposed to live without my father. Who is going to take care of me now? Who is going to fix everything that is broken? Who is supposed to tell me what I need to do with my career? I still cannot accept that he is going to die in less than 6 months. I am not equipt to handle this. Every day I talk to him and he is so positive and upbeat, I guess that I should be happy that he has such a positive attidude. He calles me every morning to let me know that he is feeling ok and that he is going to have a good day. I have been trying to throw myself into my work so that I can forget what is going to happen. Some days it works, other days it doesn't. This is going to be a very long road.