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say it isnt so... say it isnt fucking so! DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!! i want to choke someone! i just dont want to lose him... you know? it seems like he is liking me less and less... it just makes me so sad. i thought we had something. and him saying "shes too busy with her friends" is just a plain out lie. because im not! what made him come to that conclusion? im never too busy for him. ever. cause i love him.. i really do. i hope its not true... i hope everything is okay... i dont want to lose him. ever. never ever ever. it would make me sad forever... UGH. i cant say it enough: i dont want to lose him!!! and my day has gotten about a trillion times worse than it already was, what a crappy day its been. i cant even comprehend. i just want the hurt to go away.