Apr 05, 2005 22:44
well i got back from break and everything was great....i really needed the time away from here...it was good although i didnt do much but that was the really good part about it.
and i didnt do any of my homework which wasnt so great but i managed to get the first part of ap done somewhat on time. and now im having such a grand night and i dont feel like doing shit.
i hate being confused although i must thank my sources for talking with me and everything, it really helps. i think though that my time spent in texas was way too short. bc im so glad to be back in school (not really) and im just so glad that second day back im into drama shit again some of which i probably caused myself but i guess i will never know.
and im extremely glad at the fact that i am in the meap which is a piece of shit, and that i have to take the ACT in downtown Detroit on my fucking birthday. i chose for it to be then but i feel the rest of this week and my birthday will just be shit, just like everything else. but oh well.
im just going to suck up to it and just fucking deal. besides, i cant do anything to make anything better anyways.
i think from now on im just going to keep my mouth shut and just deal with anything, good or bad, that comes my way. and hope i can deal with this for as long as it takes.
p.s. most of the grands in this entry were meant sarcastically...