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ok well i have officially determined that i love jimmy eat world. (thanks to taelor who thanks prus).
but what i really want to talk about is why my friends put vague things in their journals and say things that kind of hurt because i try to be there for them and they just wont let me in. im not saying this in a mad or angry way, im just trying to understand why i should keep putting myself out for someone who wont let me in or talk to me. i need to know if i should keep trying and being there for you or if i can just let you go and sulk in your unhappiness, which i know is not enjoyable and is not the way to go.
so tell me now, and tell me truthfully, do you want my help? do you really value our friendship? i hope the answer to these are yes. and if they are, im here, waiting and listening. all i need you to do is talk. and if you dont want me help, please tell me. it wont hurt my feelings. ill know then to stop wasting my time caring for you.
but what i really want to talk about is why my friends put vague things in their journals and say things that kind of hurt because i try to be there for them and they just wont let me in. im not saying this in a mad or angry way, im just trying to understand why i should keep putting myself out for someone who wont let me in or talk to me. i need to know if i should keep trying and being there for you or if i can just let you go and sulk in your unhappiness, which i know is not enjoyable and is not the way to go.
so tell me now, and tell me truthfully, do you want my help? do you really value our friendship? i hope the answer to these are yes. and if they are, im here, waiting and listening. all i need you to do is talk. and if you dont want me help, please tell me. it wont hurt my feelings. ill know then to stop wasting my time caring for you.