Oct 03, 2005 10:18
Ok, so I am so fucking pissed off at myself right now. I consider myself to be a good judge of character but every now and then, I prove myself wrong. Turns out that one of my best friends loves to instigate situations and butt-in where she shouldn't be. Drama, Drama, Drama. Fuck that. I left that over 3 years ago (as I stated in your voice mail). I do not want it around me, do not want to be involved in it, do not want to fucking deal with it. I am fucking kicking myself right now because I let someone that likes to trash other people's lives to make herself look better get so close to me.
Do you know how I feel? I feel as if everything I have said and done in the last few months is permanently burned into your memory...so when the opportunity comes you can trash me too. Tell everyone shit about me...lame. Before you opened your mouth you should have thought about how many people know things about you. Little tidbits of information that you don't want to get leaked out. Always remember that damn karmic boomerang.
Oh, and one last thing: Green is not a good color on you...and jealousy is an ugly emotion.