Of woe.
Today I woke up kind of sad. The first thing I thought of was my sisters and how the distance is setting in. I thought of how badly I'd love to give the kids a hug. Just sit and watch cartoons with my nephew, tickle him and hear his giggle. How I'd love to give my niece kisses, snuggle up in the recliner while she played hairstylist... Her birthday is on Saturday. I'm going to miss it and that hurts.
I also really miss my dog. My sister told me she crawled under my dad's computer desk while she was on it the other night. She used to sleep under my computer desk and curl up on my feet while I was online or writing. I cried when she told me this.
I'm happy here. I really am. But the distance is starting to ache a little and I think it has a lot to do with hormones. Though I'm not CERTAIN, it certainly feels this way.
Jed wants to do something to night. I haven't decided if I want to or not yet. Fact of the matter is, the only thing to REALLY do on a Saturday night is go to one of the breweries. And I worry that alcohol would further the sadness.
Yeah. This has to be hormones.
I also really miss my dog. My sister told me she crawled under my dad's computer desk while she was on it the other night. She used to sleep under my computer desk and curl up on my feet while I was online or writing. I cried when she told me this.
I'm happy here. I really am. But the distance is starting to ache a little and I think it has a lot to do with hormones. Though I'm not CERTAIN, it certainly feels this way.
Jed wants to do something to night. I haven't decided if I want to or not yet. Fact of the matter is, the only thing to REALLY do on a Saturday night is go to one of the breweries. And I worry that alcohol would further the sadness.
Yeah. This has to be hormones.