to california
so i decided im not moving to salt lake after tour. im coming right back to sunny california and living here and seeing what else life has for me. i was driving with joey tonite and i decided i spent most of my time out here being pissed off and stressed out, im a real sweet guy that loves fun and his friends. i havent been like that lately, I do the following things
dance, laugh, hug, have fun
i havent been doing many of those things. i realized when i moved out here i had to make friends, for a year and a half all i knew was california, i got it all messed up in my head and realized you people didnt have to like me, didnt have to be my friend. but you do (some of you anyway)and i should tell you that i appreciate that more than i tell you. im not a cool kid, i grew up in a shitty town and went to a shitty school and my only real dream was to move out of that place to california and i did. and i realized im gonna leave this place ive called home for 2 months and go back. so it seems to me that ive been a real dickhead to so many people and im sorry for most of it. there are things i will talk about to my friends in atlanta that they wouldnt understand about what ive done here, you all have made it so easy for me to live out here and not freak out and wanna go back. i love the beach, palm trees, all my friends, im seriously gonna cry like a little girl when i stop writing this shit cause i love you guys so much. i just hope no one hates be for being a real fucking asshole to them when it didnt need to be done. i hope you all write me sweet love notes about how you love me cause ill need them wehn im on tour and missing you guys. i guess it takes time away to realize how much you love a place that you thought you were sick of.
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dance, laugh, hug, have fun
i havent been doing many of those things. i realized when i moved out here i had to make friends, for a year and a half all i knew was california, i got it all messed up in my head and realized you people didnt have to like me, didnt have to be my friend. but you do (some of you anyway)and i should tell you that i appreciate that more than i tell you. im not a cool kid, i grew up in a shitty town and went to a shitty school and my only real dream was to move out of that place to california and i did. and i realized im gonna leave this place ive called home for 2 months and go back. so it seems to me that ive been a real dickhead to so many people and im sorry for most of it. there are things i will talk about to my friends in atlanta that they wouldnt understand about what ive done here, you all have made it so easy for me to live out here and not freak out and wanna go back. i love the beach, palm trees, all my friends, im seriously gonna cry like a little girl when i stop writing this shit cause i love you guys so much. i just hope no one hates be for being a real fucking asshole to them when it didnt need to be done. i hope you all write me sweet love notes about how you love me cause ill need them wehn im on tour and missing you guys. i guess it takes time away to realize how much you love a place that you thought you were sick of.
<3