Haven't Done This In A While
So, so tired. Tired of the bills, the mortgage, the begging for rent, the grading, the directing, the teaching. The lack of anybody caring about me, how I'm feeling, how my day was. Tired of feeling like I'm being taken advantage of, like I'm being laughed at, like I'm being ignored. Tired of getting no help at all from my friends. Of feeling like I have no friends. Of feeling like I have to pay for friends.
Some days I wish I could go back in time, to my teenage self, and tell him to do something different. Anything different. Anything to keep from ending up where I am now where the only place I can vent is on a dying LJ blog...
*sigh* Sorry, again, for venting here. Just not sure I have anywhere else to vent. And I surely know I don't want to bottle things up.
Some days I wish I could go back in time, to my teenage self, and tell him to do something different. Anything different. Anything to keep from ending up where I am now where the only place I can vent is on a dying LJ blog...
*sigh* Sorry, again, for venting here. Just not sure I have anywhere else to vent. And I surely know I don't want to bottle things up.