Anyone remember Arg the Orc? Adam? Davie? Anyone?
::Stomps in, reeking of onions.::
Well, here I am, one month and one day later. I think that might be a record! (The sad part is that said record would be shortest lapse between posts, and not longest.) It is most appropriate, I believe, to at this point state with vivid clarity: "I am well aware of the drama convalescing on other journals, and ( Read more... )
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It should be stated, however--because this appeals to me as a literary aficionada, and because it is apparently an anomaly to some members of my anonymous, vilifying following--there is a little "Check spelling and preview" tick at the bottom of a live journal posty window. o.O! Shocker, I know. Just thought I'd throw that helpful hint out to the masses, maybe save a few voyeurs a few embarrassing moments.
On a less histrionic note, I had a wonderful time at Tiff's shower. Give me a jingle some time. We should get coffee or some other good-wholesome-fun-esque activity. Remember, I know where you live. ::Maniacal laughter ensues.::
Over and out!
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Anyway, I had fun at Tiff's as well. Call me whenever. I don't know your schedule so whenever you have a free day give me a call. Love you. Talk to you later
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Livejournal, which for some people out there is an enterprise that can be theraputic and an interesting way to catalogue one's life, has yet again become the stomping grounds for bickering and stupidity.
Please; I understand that I myself have used LJ in a less than considerate way in the past, but I did at least have the courtesy to not have my irritation and spite pour over into someone else's page.
I've all but abandoned my own LJ efforts because at this point, if anyone needs to know anything about me they can simply ask. Life is hard and shitty, and at the end of it we hope that we have lived a full life. Have we not all cried, have we not all rejoiced? To say that hard times and good alike have not come to us all would be more than hypocritical.
I'm not entirely certain I can come up with some revelatory statement to make other than love, patience, and understanding are worth far more than hate, short-sightedness, and ignorance. I, of all people, can say I harbor no ill-will here on this page. Age and life have a tendency to foster those kinds of things in one. Come what may, fear has little affect on my daily routines. Change is constant and nothing is life is truly forever --it is the Tao.
Just give up and go with the flow. I did...
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Because they truly hope they might make a difference if only for a moment. People have a tendency to want things to be better, look better, smell better, be better, than they currently are.
Everyone wants something in their life to change. Everyone. Don't you Emilie- Emily. That's what your birth record says. I for one want change, I want you to change. I want something better for the little girl who knows who's really showing her true love, not just playing when it's convenient, or playing mommy for a day because you have a new guy in your bed to impress. To show off how great you can be. You could be great, but you like many people would rather bring yourself down, because this one action makes you happy now, or will get you something in return, but that's how most little girls think huh? Sad. Quite sad. Poor Corey, of course he'll now agree to anything you say or type for that matter, because he still thinks he's in love with you, poor him, you'll hurt him again, if you really even give him a whole chance, and still "It will all end in tears" -HHGTTG. Poor Lily, that's who I'm worried about, but no matter, she'll grow up and look passed you all( If she doesn't inherit this gene self righteousness) and hopefully see that Mommy and Daddy are both in their own way, addicts. Mommy is a drunk, and an attention whore. Daddy is a druggie with a thing for underage girls. Life is so funny. I for one adore how my life is going. I live in a nice place, a nice neighborhood, a clean town, I can save my money, I can go out and not see nine people I fucked when I go out to buy a pack of smokes, I can say my life won't be ruined by being around people who bring me down, I can say that I have a goal in life, and it's not to sleep with everyone in the zip code area. There are no bad things in my life, so yes, Rachel I can look down on her life, because I know that whatever it is that is being said to her about working on being a better person is not working, maybe a true reality slap can help. You should watch this movie, called the Jacket, and at the end see if the mother will be you in the middle of the movie, or the end, who do you really want to be known as when you are older. The girl who one was fun but a basically bad person, or an awesome mom who didn't let other bring her down like she's doing now? Don't let this detest you my dear, let it bring light to your bad qualities so you can start truly turning your life around. People like to watch the under dogs beat all odds, not play out the sad story of a soap opera.
My greatest piece of advice every given to me that I shall pass to you is this: " If you want something go get it, it won't always be there for you, and neither will all of your so call friends, not even family will stand behind you after too many wrong turns, so if you truly want something better, change what you are today." " The definition of insanity is doing something over and over again expecting a different result, try something new, and change the out come that is your life."
I have no respect for you, but I'd like for that to change.
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I'm telling you both, I've never liked you, I want Emilie to change, I know we've been on again off again, but seriously, shit needs to change.
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