Say Goodbye to Ms. Jenny L. Walters.....
i LOVE being told that "GOD HATES MY CHOICE IN LIFESTYLE" it really makes my day to hear a 'family' member (who avoids me like the plague anyway) say this to me. haha, i thought "god was love" and "god loved all his children" i was greeted with shit like "you choosing this gayness makes my stomach turn and you'll pay for it in hell unless you repent now and get those demons out of you." and why? for feeling more comfortable being with "other females than males?" why the fuck do gender roles and sexuality have to be SUCH an issue. what does it even matter.... and WHY must religion always be thrown in my face by so many hypocritical assholes? If I chose to follow "christianity" one day... it wouldn't be from the result of ravings of a lunatic. religion is a personal choice. you have to enlighten and educate yourself to choose a religion and develop your own beliefs. AhhhHHHHh!HHHH!HHAAARGGGHH! oh.. no. i am too tired to even explain all that has went on this week.... but the result is:: i am changing my last name to my mom's side. I want NOTHING to do with anyone on my dad's side of the 'family' ever again..... they are far too fucked up to be in my life (even the smallest amount that they are....anyway) they are all horrible people, seeing my dad's name as a part of mine makes ME sick to my stomach... they all have abandoned me. they have made me cry & abused me, with no remorse, apology, or reason.... they've always tried to push me down, and make me feel like shit. many reasons. but i'm changing my name... i renounce my dad's heratage. I want him out of me....