Puter's Down... INUYAHSA!!!!!

[vampyric_whore]

Man my computer has been a complete ass-hole lately and it's driving me completely crazy. I have anime club at school today event though I'm not at school right now (((ugh)))... any ways. so much shit is going on right now and Eric keeps lying to me about meaningless stuff but on the other hand I though he was lying o me yesterday when he told me

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[access_xxx_free]

I have ALL your pictures on my computer, but the only ones I deleted (Because I'm going to send them to you in a bit) was the ones of you and me being retarded, and the ones of the anime club.
I have them all on my computer and I'll send them whenever your ready. I figured it would be easier, since you would just have to delete some anywayz, for future anime club meetings and stuff.

I didn't delete the pictures I figured you would have a problem with. So I just deleted ours FROM the camera, but put them on my computer to send to you. I also resized them so they weren't horribly huge, and I'll send them to you. I hope you didn't mind. I already deleted the pics of the kittens, and all your videos are on my computer and on your camera. I didn't delete what I figured you would want on the camera. (You and Eric, Lena, Those ones of you and Trina, and all the others that weren't of us, or the anime club).

I hope you aren't mad. I have all the anime club pictures up and ready to be hosted. Are you ready for me to put them on the site? I will send them to you also, so you can have them on your computer. (And I'll send you the ones of us too!)

Alright, love yaz.

Sorry, I never called back...
I hope you can understand me when I say this..But..
I really just didn't want to be around anyone with everything going on. I knew I would feel strange being around Trina. I dun hate her, and I seriously cannot stop David from having freedom of speech. I have told him, time and again, to STOP and he said that It wasn't between me and him and her, It was between him and her and that I should have never been put into it.

I told him to stop, and no..
If I was afraid of him, I wouldn't have had a big discussion with him, telling him how I felt about the situation, and what needed to be changed.

I dun want to be apart of it. I HATE the fact that my friend and boyfriend hate each other, and I know both of you dislike him from some of the ways he treats me when he's angry, But I have also told ya'll that in person, he is probably one of the greatest people ever, and he makes me happy. Yes, we fight and yes we say alot of stuff we dun mean.

I understand that both of ya'll only see the side of him, that I tell you about. That's my bad, but I do tell you all the time that he is a beautiful person, inside and out. I know you think he's an asshole, but that's from what I've told you, and I blame myself for the way you see him. Yes, at times I see him that way too, but who do you think keeps me stable and happy? Haha, yes my friends do. But he does too. I'm not an idiot dude, I understand he has his problems, and tends to get angry and take it out on me. I do the same thing, just not quite as often.

I really want you to meet him sometime, even if you dun. You can't fully hate him, you just have to meet him for yourself.

I wouldn't be with a guy, who made me completely unhappy

And David doesn't. He makes me incredibly happy, even when he is ill. I dun know, I Know how he is and when you know how that person is you just tend to let things take their own course. I can't always be mad at him, because half the time when he does get mad, I know he doesn't mean it, and he really just needs comfort but can't ask.

But when I'm there..
He can ask, and he does. =D

Anywayz, Idk when you'll get this. Anime club, I guess. =D Have fun.
I'll starts sending the anime club pictures. Muahahaha, so if you do get this, you'll know to check your mail for pics.

OK. I'll talk to ya later.
Post back when you get this.

Btw. I'm also glad you guys had fun without me. I just didn't feel that I needed to be there. I know I would feel uncomfortable about this whole situation between her and David.
(Which I hate..)

Thank you.

[vampyric_whore]

me and trina both wanted you there even if you didn't think so. you should have tried to come, i thought you wanted to. Thanx for not delt\eting my pics but yes send them to me soon. i miss you already. and about david he may be a sweet person to you most of the time but for the most part he has no regard for human emotion and seems to have none himself, other than anger. I never said i wasn't willing to meet him only that I could never respect him b/c he doesn't respect you. we're not being mean, please understand we just love you adn we know you deserve better. i miss seeing you at school and after school. i will miss you at anime club and i'm sorry you will miss the party at the end of the year. i guess i just all around miss you. you're only willing to talk to us if we get on the internet and you know both of our internets are down, but oh well, maybe i will talk to you soon. love ya lotz -IgNi$

Re: Thank you.

[access_xxx_free]

I am going to call you..
I wanted to yesterday, but my mom left to go to lances with her phone, even when I asked her not to.
Do ya'll want me to hang out? I will. I just dun feel right.
I mean, with all this going on.
Blah. I am glad ya'll had fun, I wish I could have came. I just didn't feel right.

I hope you have a good day.